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[devindoesart]

Last week, alcoholic smoothie and half a bar .. I've got to quit the blackouts .. So gonna party light, for now .

[devindoesart]

So my family held an intervention for me :')

Will talk about it tomorrow

[flowerys]

[devindoesart]

So my family held an intervention for me today 🙃

Basically about my mental health and drug abuse . Step mom is gonna try to get me into a program but no thanks. I'll just tighten up .. Not let loose like that cause it has gotten bad recently again . Fuck me I didn't want those talks . . I hate to make then worry and such man ..

[imp-deactivated20171219-deactiv]

yall mind if i

abuse substances alone in my room instead of participating in human contact

[devindoesart]

So I took two white xans yesterday and drank .. alot and thought I just passed out to a movie or playing video games .. naw apparently my step mom saw me all stumbling and talked to me a minute and said I was up til like 5 am balling my eyes out over my ex and worrying about my dad overdosing .. I felt fine before the black out I guess that shit just unburied those feelings ... Then I hurt this girl's feelings I've been kind of talking to and like fuck man.. That's why I'm glad I'm gonna live alone where I can't hurt anyone and can die alone when I so please ..

[devindoesart]

Partied all weekend .. Lived to Die another day .. 2 xans left til pay day ☹️ gotta buy an 8th of grass tomorrow and wait for the weekend to go skiing ❄️😏

I hope I get laced and die soon lol atleast make it look accidental

[thekingofchevron]

[devindoesart]

What's the 27 clu-u-u-u-uub we ain't making past 21

[devindoesart]

I low-key hope I get something laced with Fent.. atleast it'd probably be an accident 🤷

[gameboyhotline2002]

[devindoesart]

When I'm in a bad mood or just having a really fucking boring day my cravings get so bad man.. like I wanna do blow or down a bar or three with some liquor like fuck man.. Never thought I'd get like this when I was a kid or when I got older but here I am ..

[katalystick]

[devindoesart]

I was so close when I tried last time ... I'm sorry to my family for doing that to them but damn was I close ... Oh well though what's done is done, here's to continued drug use with liquor wit vague hopes I o.d again

[devindoesart]

My night 😝

[s-90-3-gg]

My Saturday night. picked up 30 bars today. I’m gonzo

[dragonoftheemeraldvoid-deactiva]

Whatever it take to get through this abysmal ensemble of a life we got