Hello! First of all I just wanna thank everyone for letting me run this blog for 6 years! (technically 5 since I didnāt do anything last year I think pft) This blog wouldnāt be where it is today without all of your support and I cherish each and every single one of you that appears in the notifs/inbox/dms uwu!
That being said, Iām gonna have to announce a lil hiatus for this blog ; v ; it wonāt be permanent - that I know because as much as I havenāt been writing for dgm, I know I havenāt fallen out of love for it so Iām sure Iāll return one day! Just,,, perhaps not anytime soon, yeah?
and dw about your old requests! I still have them in my drafts and I donāt plan on deleting them anytime soon uwu but in the meantime, Iāll always be here to talk yeah? owo and maybe, if youāre interested in my other writings or want to hmu, Iāll be over atĀ @yuu-says until this,,, dgm-block? passes over uwu
so this is temporary bye bye until next time! owo)/ again, thank you for everything minnaaa! and I hope we can see each other soon! uwu
Oh my god itās been so long!!! Hello! Weāve missed you! :)
FBDSHJFDSD ANON HI!! I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS TOO!! ;;; 7 ;;; ) / I'm still not back to writing though, unfortunately, but its nice to know that people have been enjoying my writing in my absence ;; v ;;
idk if this blog is still active but I started watching dgm again and it reminded me of this blog. ; w ; I hope you're doing well Min! <3 (not bothering to log out of this blog bc I'm lazy-) ~Pickle
fdbhsgjdsf may your dgm rewatch always be fun uwu uwu i recently talked about dgm on a friend's stream and got people in the chat confused aHAHAHAH //im a terrible ambassador for the series rip me-
i hope you've also been doing well pickle-san!! ;; 7 ;; )/
Hello hello hi!! oh my- I logged on here on a whim and I didn't know there were messages for me on here :00 what a nice surprise! I don't know how long ago this was sent but I've been well, thank you for asking!! :DD I've been having fun in uni and with streaming these days ahahah!
How has everyone been? I hope you guys have been well!! ;; v ;;
I am opening my commissions for the first time now. Encountering some crappy financial distress (about $300 short for my upcoming bills, moving into a new apartment so everything's expensive as hell), so I've got quite a few slots open. DM me for information, or email me at [email protected].
Thanks for the consideration! š„° Please reblog this around.
Not quite here anymore but I dropped by and saw Friday needed some coin!! Gomen this is late but aaaaaa everyone help out if you can!! and that includes reblogging too, thank you!!
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Uhhā¦ Happy super late Bday! (? Thanks for the braincells, mines were a little bit dead. Anyway, I get to finish one of the many projects I have left, not really good, but mediocre enough to pass. How are you doing by the way? Hope everythingās fine over there.
hehe thank you! uwu)šš and np! my braincells are free for the lending /laughs
Oooohhh- just finishing them is a win for me, honestly! Good job shadow-san! :D and Iām doing okay! Things are,,, a bit slow these days so Iām savouring this calmest before my life gets thrown upside again pft- and I hope everythingās fine on your side too! ;; 0 ;; Take careee shadow-saaaannn!
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Thank you *ugly sobs* And things are relatively fine. I mean, I lost my room bc of some arrangements in the bathroom, so Iām staying in the living, which means, no privacy. (āāæāāæ) Does uni turn everything upside down?? Is that of a chaos? But most importantly, in those moments do you eat well??
oH GOD- i sympathize with your loss of privacy shadow-san hhhh i literally cannot stand being around people for too long i need my recHARGE //hugs you i hope you get your room back soon fbgdshsd
Well its not so much uni as it is my general daily life /laugh/ I just have a lot on my plate at any given day since I also work at my familyās place on top of taking care of the house, doing my own stuff and studying for uni. The chaos usually depends on theĀ āseasonā at work and my siblings coming back home pft
And uhhhh- I eat when I can,,, I tend to forget when Iām knee-deep in work but I usually keep a lot of snacks on hand for whenever I feel myself getting irritated heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Oh, honey, I start to worry about youā¦ I mean, I forgot to eat too so I canāt say anythingā¦ Also, same, sometimes my mom really canāt even be in the same room with my siblings
aaahhh shadow-san dont be!! If thereās one thing I did good for myself, its that Iāve (somehow) surrounded myself with people who wont hesitate to kick my ass if I dont take care of myself uwu so I have people looking out for me hehe
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Did you justā¦ Howā¦ This is so accurate!! I canāt even- HAHAHAHS This is good in so many different ways I- Like really, thatās my mom when she asks my little brother if heās doing his homework and realize that heās been genshining the whole day.
Sorry about the late reply, these days have been kinda crazy. Anyways, how have you been ā3ā??? P.S: I have the names for my children, and Iām working on another piece (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
gfdgshfsd canāt even reprimand your brother because i default to genshin brainrot when im not studying whoops- and no worries about the late replies!! you should prioritize yourself first! uwu Iām not on as often anyways hehe!
Iāve been better honestly but Iām bouncing back from my exhaustion-induced spiral so is all good! uwu! also its actually exam week right now and i find it hilarious how my friends are worried for me on my exams meanwhile iām here yelling about foul legacy childe in the MIDDLE of an exam š„“š„“ iāve been given too much power with all the online learning hullabaloo gbdfgjgdsf
gasp!! gib me the names, iād love to know them!! ;; 0 ;;Ā
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Are you allowed to use your phone during an exam?? Like, I can't do that. I would probably be banished or something (āāæā) By the way, hope everything goes well with your exams (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§!! In case you need to hear it, you're doing great sweetie! Her name is Julie (MarĆa Julieta VelĆ”zquez) and his name is Nol (Nolan Brown)
Typically no but its an online exam that us students have to take off-campus (a.k.a. from the confines of partial quarantine lmao) so uwu they cant supervise what they cant reach uwu and thank you!! :DD I only have two papers left and iām,,, honestly slacking HAHAHA
GASP!! THEY HAVE SUCH PRETTY NAMES!!! ;;; 0 ;;; did you name them based off something? a deeper meaning perhaps? ;; 0 ;; I used to find meaning in my ocs name back then but now i just,,,, smack because i know iāll forget anyway BFGHSDFSDF
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Uhhā¦ Happy super late Bday! (? Thanks for the braincells, mines were a little bit dead. Anyway, I get to finish one of the many projects I have left, not really good, but mediocre enough to pass. How are you doing by the way? Hope everythingās fine over there.
hehe thank you! uwu)šš and np! my braincells are free for the lending /laughs
Oooohhh- just finishing them is a win for me, honestly! Good job shadow-san! :D and Iām doing okay! Things are,,, a bit slow these days so Iām savouring this calmest before my life gets thrown upside again pft- and I hope everythingās fine on your side too! ;; 0 ;; Take careee shadow-saaaannn!
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Thank you *ugly sobs* And things are relatively fine. I mean, I lost my room bc of some arrangements in the bathroom, so Iām staying in the living, which means, no privacy. (āāæāāæ) Does uni turn everything upside down?? Is that of a chaos? But most importantly, in those moments do you eat well??
oH GOD- i sympathize with your loss of privacy shadow-san hhhh i literally cannot stand being around people for too long i need my recHARGE //hugs you i hope you get your room back soon fbgdshsd
Well its not so much uni as it is my general daily life /laugh/ I just have a lot on my plate at any given day since I also work at my familyās place on top of taking care of the house, doing my own stuff and studying for uni. The chaos usually depends on theĀ āseasonā at work and my siblings coming back home pft
And uhhhh- I eat when I can,,, I tend to forget when Iām knee-deep in work but I usually keep a lot of snacks on hand for whenever I feel myself getting irritated heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Oh, honey, I start to worry about youā¦ I mean, I forgot to eat too so I canāt say anythingā¦ Also, same, sometimes my mom really canāt even be in the same room with my siblings
aaahhh shadow-san dont be!! If thereās one thing I did good for myself, its that Iāve (somehow) surrounded myself with people who wont hesitate to kick my ass if I dont take care of myself uwu so I have people looking out for me hehe
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Did you just... How... This is so accurate!! I can't even- HAHAHAHS This is good in so many different ways I- Like really, that's my mom when she asks my little brother if he's doing his homework and realize that he's been genshining the whole day.
Sorry about the late reply, these days have been kinda crazy. Anyways, how have you been ā3ā??? P.S: I have the names for my children, and I'm working on another piece (ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
gfdgshfsd canāt even reprimand your brother because i default to genshin brainrot when im not studying whoops- and no worries about the late replies!! you should prioritize yourself first! uwu Iām not on as often anyways hehe!
Iāve been better honestly but Iām bouncing back from my exhaustion-induced spiral so is all good! uwu! also its actually exam week right now and i find it hilarious how my friends are worried for me on my exams meanwhile iām here yelling about foul legacy childe in the MIDDLE of an exam š„“š„“ iāve been given too much power with all the online learning hullabaloo gbdfgjgdsf
gasp!! gib me the names, iād love to know them!! ;; 0 ;;Ā
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Uhhā¦ Happy super late Bday! (? Thanks for the braincells, mines were a little bit dead. Anyway, I get to finish one of the many projects I have left, not really good, but mediocre enough to pass. How are you doing by the way? Hope everythingās fine over there.
hehe thank you! uwu)šš and np! my braincells are free for the lending /laughs
Oooohhh- just finishing them is a win for me, honestly! Good job shadow-san! :D and Iām doing okay! Things are,,, a bit slow these days so Iām savouring this calmest before my life gets thrown upside again pft- and I hope everythingās fine on your side too! ;; 0 ;; Take careee shadow-saaaannn!
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Thank you *ugly sobs* And things are relatively fine. I mean, I lost my room bc of some arrangements in the bathroom, so Iām staying in the living, which means, no privacy. (āāæāāæ) Does uni turn everything upside down?? Is that of a chaos? But most importantly, in those moments do you eat well??
oH GOD- i sympathize with your loss of privacy shadow-san hhhh i literally cannot stand being around people for too long i need my recHARGE //hugs you i hope you get your room back soon fbgdshsd
Well its not so much uni as it is my general daily life /laugh/ I just have a lot on my plate at any given day since I also work at my familyās place on top of taking care of the house, doing my own stuff and studying for uni. The chaos usually depends on theĀ āseasonā at work and my siblings coming back home pft
And uhhhh- I eat when I can,,, I tend to forget when Iām knee-deep in work but I usually keep a lot of snacks on hand for whenever I feel myself getting irritated heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Oh, honey, I start to worry about you... I mean, I forgot to eat too so I can't say anything... Also, same, sometimes my mom really can't even be in the same room with my siblings
aaahhh shadow-san dont be!! If thereās one thing I did good for myself, its that Iāve (somehow) surrounded myself with people who wont hesitate to kick my ass if I dont take care of myself uwu so I have people looking out for me hehe
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Uhhā¦ Happy super late Bday! (? Thanks for the braincells, mines were a little bit dead. Anyway, I get to finish one of the many projects I have left, not really good, but mediocre enough to pass. How are you doing by the way? Hope everythingās fine over there.
hehe thank you! uwu)šš and np! my braincells are free for the lending /laughs
Oooohhh- just finishing them is a win for me, honestly! Good job shadow-san! :D and Iām doing okay! Things are,,, a bit slow these days so Iām savouring this calmest before my life gets thrown upside again pft- and I hope everythingās fine on your side too! ;; 0 ;; Take careee shadow-saaaannn!
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Thank you *ugly sobs* And things are relatively fine. I mean, I lost my room bc of some arrangements in the bathroom, so I'm staying in the living, which means, no privacy. (āāæāāæ) Does uni turn everything upside down?? Is that of a chaos? But most importantly, in those moments do you eat well??
oH GOD- i sympathize with your loss of privacy shadow-san hhhh i literally cannot stand being around people for too long i need my recHARGE //hugs you i hope you get your room back soon fbgdshsd
Well its not so much uni as it is my general daily life /laugh/ I just have a lot on my plate at any given day since I also work at my familyās place on top of taking care of the house, doing my own stuff and studying for uni. The chaos usually depends on theĀ āseasonā at work and my siblings coming back home pft
And uhhhh- I eat when I can,,, I tend to forget when Iām knee-deep in work but I usually keep a lot of snacks on hand for whenever I feel myself getting irritated heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Uhh... Happy super late Bday! (? Thanks for the braincells, mines were a little bit dead. Anyway, I get to finish one of the many projects I have left, not really good, but mediocre enough to pass. How are you doing by the way? Hope everything's fine over there.
hehe thank you! uwu)šš and np! my braincells are free for the lending /laughs
Oooohhh- just finishing them is a win for me, honestly! Good job shadow-san! :D and Iām doing okay! Things are,,, a bit slow these days so Iām savouring this calmest before my life gets thrown upside again pft- and I hope everythingās fine on your side too! ;; 0 ;; Take careee shadow-saaaannn!
1/2 A few days ago I finally finish a drawing that took around four days (my computer is slow af and the program would just close itself... I almost cried), and I didn't hate it. It was the first time I made a complete body (not just one, but two. I was kinda proud of that). I show it to my sister and she said "Nice work, is that Tyki?" Then, I also show it to my friends... They said the same.
2/2 And you know what? IT WAS. I drew him without wanting to. I was trying to give a face to a character that has been in my mind for a while and I did Tyiki, It was a little sad, at the end I added the mole bc it was inevitable. The saddest part is that my sis didnāt even finish DGm and my friends didnāt watch/read it either. Well, thatās it, how have you been these days? I hope uni is going well (ā§ā”ā¦)
You canāt just tell me you finished a drawing and then NOT show it to me!! Shadow-san!! gimmmeeeee!!! Even if it was accidental tyki- lemme see the boi!!Ā (ćļ¼ļ¼)ć
Also thank you for asking! Iāve been doing well! :D if we disregard the fact that my sleeping schedule got shot again pft- Iāve been genshin-ing with friends as of late and I always accidentally play for hours with them so its really no wonder my sleeping sched is a mess /laughs
and uni god- Deadline week already passed and with four groups under my belt, it was almost hell uwu iām lucky i didnāt get a fever like last time ahahah! and exams are gonna happen in a weekās time so wish me luck minna! :ā3
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Okay, first of all, good luck. Second, I guess we both can talk about a sleeping schedule that is messed up (itās almost 5 am here I should be sleep by now ą²„ā£ą²„) I also could talk about myā¦ Erā¦ scholar situation but Iām not emotionally prepper for that soā¦ yeah I guess I can show you the drawing but I have no clue how to share it Iām sorry about any misspelling, itās really late/Āæearly? my br
Wait, forget about that I think I know how to send it
So, I tried to send it, like many times but something would happen every-single-time (if you receive them, Iām really sorry) so Iām just going to reblog bc seems easier and I can be sure the god damn thing is posting well.
I didnāt like the faces, but just for this time, Iām forgiving myself.
oH WAIT IM YELLING THIS LOOKS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL LOOK AT THESE TWOO!!! I DONT KNOW THEM BUT I NOW PROTECC THEM THEYāRE SO CUTE SHADOW-SAAAAANNNNĀ šššššš
ALSO I LOVE THE COLOURING?? THE HAND HOLDING?? THE EXPRE SS IO N S ???? DELICIOUS I STAAAAANNNĀ ššššš
I donāt have a name for them yet, but, Iām working on that. Also, Iām really glad you liked them bc I spend so much time on this piece, there was a point when I didnāt know if was good anymore ą²„ā£ą²„
bLS- when you have a name for them send them my way onegAIĀ ļ½”ļ¾(Tć®T)ļ¾ļ½” iād love to see them and maybe draw them if my brain remembers to rfbdhsjfdsf so many creative projects,,, so little time aHAH
and ganbaa with working on other pieces after this!! and remember!! as long as you dont point it out, no one will know its not a good piece heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ omg PLS DO, draw them!! I justā¦ I would love to see that!!! Also, gladly keep talking but donāt really have any other platform, I mean, gotta Instagram but I donāt use it that muchā¦ Iāve been thinking about a Twitter
oh samesies- like my personal ig be DEAD dead /laughs/ I come on there once in a blue moon, like a couple posts, leave a couple comments and dip for another year pFT what is a social presence and how do i eat it ffs
its study week rn so i can probably squeeze in a sketch but HHHHHH- dont expect anything onegaiĀ šš Iāve barely drawn since uni started and iām terrible with time so this is gonna take a while pft-
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Oh please, don't worry. Prioritize sleep well and study (be smart, don't be like me). I have like 38 tps (not sure what the English word for that is, but is like super important homework??) and I have to finish them before 2/18 arrives... Ya'know at least 2/3 are design projects and I ran out of ideas... I wanna cry (āāæāāæ)
Also, remember me when your bday is so I can greet you(ļ¾āć®ā)ļ¾*:ļ½„ļ¾ā§
Aaww! Its sweet that you want to greet me for my birthday but uuhhh- it already passedĀ ( Ėź³āĖ ) my birthdayās on the 5th actually /laughs/Ā and ffs all the best with those shadow-san!! I project my braincells onto thee via telepathy so that your burdens may ease fbdhjgfdsgf
1/2 A few days ago I finally finish a drawing that took around four days (my computer is slow af and the program would just close itself... I almost cried), and I didn't hate it. It was the first time I made a complete body (not just one, but two. I was kinda proud of that). I show it to my sister and she said "Nice work, is that Tyki?" Then, I also show it to my friends... They said the same.
2/2 And you know what? IT WAS. I drew him without wanting to. I was trying to give a face to a character that has been in my mind for a while and I did Tyiki, It was a little sad, at the end I added the mole bc it was inevitable. The saddest part is that my sis didnāt even finish DGm and my friends didnāt watch/read it either. Well, thatās it, how have you been these days? I hope uni is going well (ā§ā”ā¦)
You canāt just tell me you finished a drawing and then NOT show it to me!! Shadow-san!! gimmmeeeee!!! Even if it was accidental tyki- lemme see the boi!!Ā (ćļ¼ļ¼)ć
Also thank you for asking! Iāve been doing well! :D if we disregard the fact that my sleeping schedule got shot again pft- Iāve been genshin-ing with friends as of late and I always accidentally play for hours with them so its really no wonder my sleeping sched is a mess /laughs
and uni god- Deadline week already passed and with four groups under my belt, it was almost hell uwu iām lucky i didnāt get a fever like last time ahahah! and exams are gonna happen in a weekās time so wish me luck minna! :ā3
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Okay, first of all, good luck. Second, I guess we both can talk about a sleeping schedule that is messed up (itās almost 5 am here I should be sleep by now ą²„ā£ą²„) I also could talk about myā¦ Erā¦ scholar situation but Iām not emotionally prepper for that soā¦ yeah I guess I can show you the drawing but I have no clue how to share it Iām sorry about any misspelling, itās really late/Āæearly? my br
Wait, forget about that I think I know how to send it
So, I tried to send it, like many times but something would happen every-single-time (if you receive them, Iām really sorry) so Iām just going to reblog bc seems easier and I can be sure the god damn thing is posting well.
I didnāt like the faces, but just for this time, Iām forgiving myself.
oH WAIT IM YELLING THIS LOOKS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL LOOK AT THESE TWOO!!! I DONT KNOW THEM BUT I NOW PROTECC THEM THEYāRE SO CUTE SHADOW-SAAAAANNNNĀ šššššš
ALSO I LOVE THE COLOURING?? THE HAND HOLDING?? THE EXPRE SS IO N S ???? DELICIOUS I STAAAAANNNĀ ššššš
I donāt have a name for them yet, but, Iām working on that. Also, Iām really glad you liked them bc I spend so much time on this piece, there was a point when I didnāt know if was good anymore ą²„ā£ą²„
bLS- when you have a name for them send them my way onegAIĀ ļ½”ļ¾(Tć®T)ļ¾ļ½” iād love to see them and maybe draw them if my brain remembers to rfbdhsjfdsf so many creative projects,,, so little time aHAH
and ganbaa with working on other pieces after this!! and remember!! as long as you dont point it out, no one will know its not a good piece heh
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ omg PLS DO, draw them!! I just... I would love to see that!!! Also, gladly keep talking but don't really have any other platform, I mean, gotta Instagram but I don't use it that much... I've been thinking about a Twitter
oh samesies- like my personal ig be DEAD dead /laughs/ I come on there once in a blue moon, like a couple posts, leave a couple comments and dip for another year pFT what is a social presence and how do i eat it ffs
its study week rn so i can probably squeeze in a sketch but HHHHHH- dont expect anything onegaiĀ šš Iāve barely drawn since uni started and iām terrible with time so this is gonna take a while pft-
1/2 A few days ago I finally finish a drawing that took around four days (my computer is slow af and the program would just close itself... I almost cried), and I didn't hate it. It was the first time I made a complete body (not just one, but two. I was kinda proud of that). I show it to my sister and she said "Nice work, is that Tyki?" Then, I also show it to my friends... They said the same.
2/2 And you know what? IT WAS. I drew him without wanting to. I was trying to give a face to a character that has been in my mind for a while and I did Tyiki, It was a little sad, at the end I added the mole bc it was inevitable. The saddest part is that my sis didnāt even finish DGm and my friends didnāt watch/read it either. Well, thatās it, how have you been these days? I hope uni is going well (ā§ā”ā¦)
You canāt just tell me you finished a drawing and then NOT show it to me!! Shadow-san!! gimmmeeeee!!! Even if it was accidental tyki- lemme see the boi!!Ā (ćļ¼ļ¼)ć
Also thank you for asking! Iāve been doing well! :D if we disregard the fact that my sleeping schedule got shot again pft- Iāve been genshin-ing with friends as of late and I always accidentally play for hours with them so its really no wonder my sleeping sched is a mess /laughs
and uni god- Deadline week already passed and with four groups under my belt, it was almost hell uwu iām lucky i didnāt get a fever like last time ahahah! and exams are gonna happen in a weekās time so wish me luck minna! :ā3
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Okay, first of all, good luck. Second, I guess we both can talk about a sleeping schedule that is messed up (itās almost 5 am here I should be sleep by now ą²„ā£ą²„) I also could talk about myā¦ Erā¦ scholar situation but Iām not emotionally prepper for that soā¦ yeah I guess I can show you the drawing but I have no clue how to share it Iām sorry about any misspelling, itās really late/Āæearly? my br
Wait, forget about that I think I know how to send it
So, I tried to send it, like many times but something would happen every-single-time (if you receive them, Iām really sorry) so Iām just going to reblog bc seems easier and I can be sure the god damn thing is posting well.
I didnāt like the faces, but just for this time, Iām forgiving myself.
oH WAIT IM YELLING THIS LOOKS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL LOOK AT THESE TWOO!!! I DONT KNOW THEM BUT I NOW PROTECC THEM THEYāRE SO CUTE SHADOW-SAAAAANNNNĀ šššššš
ALSO I LOVE THE COLOURING?? THE HAND HOLDING?? THE EXPRE SS IO N S ???? DELICIOUS I STAAAAANNNĀ ššššš
I donāt have a name for them yet, but, Iām working on that. Also, Iām really glad you liked them bc I spend so much time on this piece, there was a point when I didnāt know if was good anymore ą²„ā£ą²„
bLS- when you have a name for them send them my way onegAIĀ ļ½”ļ¾(Tć®T)ļ¾ļ½” iād love to see them and maybe draw them if my brain remembers to rfbdhsjfdsf so many creative projects,,, so little time aHAH
and ganbaa with working on other pieces after this!! and remember!! as long as you dont point it out, no one will know its not a good piece heh
Omg itās open can I ask for fluffy scenario with kanda and his s/o where they came back from a v traumatic mission thanks
yknow, the fact that I finished this before uni but only realized I havenāt posted it now is a crime i should be jailed smh šš e n way- i hope this is what you had in mind nonny uwuĀ Ā if you even remember bcause holy shit this was such a long time ago fhdnjfsdd
Gentle fingers running through his hair pulled him from restless sleep, dark eyes parting to meet with tired (e/c) ones. They smiled, brushing the hair out of his eyes before cupping his cheek with their hand. Their thumb rubbed against the skin under his eye, a gentle smile grazing their face as their lips parted, allowing them to speak.
āYou okay?ā (e/c) eyes widened at the question, them not expecting Kanda to speak when they were already meaning to ask the same question. A breathy laugh escaped their parted lips as they closed their eyes, inching closer towards their partner as they clenched their other hand into a fist.
āYeahā¦ I think soā¦ā slowly, they withdrew their hand from Kandaās skin ā the other grabbing hold of it and intertwining it with his own. Kanda stared at them, willing his eyes to stay open a little longer. He could feel the shaking of their hand even as he pressed it to his lips, catching the way their breath hitched in their throat and their shoulders started to shake.
Slowly, Kanda shifted his position ā releasing their hand in favour of pulling them closer to his person, now feeling their shaking figure against his as he tightened his embrace around them. He feels their hands; clawing and digging into his clothes ā his skin ā and he lets them.
He lets them because what happened today wasnāt supposed to happen.
He lets them because what theyād seen today were things that no human could bear to see.
He lets them because he needed them to hold him together as well, his eyelids falling as he feels the prickle of tears in the corner of his eyes, the tightening of his throat as his breathing becomes shallow. His skin pricks with the memory of today-
What was it he had seen?
It didnāt make much sense at the time, didnāt fully register in their brains.
Not as they looked over the chaos. Not as they walked and fought their way through it. Not asā¦
Notā¦
What was it they had seen?
They werenāt sure.
But by the shaking of Kandaās hands against their back and their own heart wanting to beat out of their chest, ______ surely didnāt want to remember. The feelings theyād felt at the time, the things theyāve seen ā they wanted it buried in the darkest recesses of their mind just as how they were burying their head into the swordsmanās embrace.
Seeking.
Wanting.
Demanding.
The comfort that never came as the two held on to each other until the sun peeked over the horizon. Until the morning bell toiled and the people walked out of their houses, unaware of what they were saved from and of who had saved them.
Unaware of the suffering the two unconscious children carried in their hearts ā their breaths even as the promised happy ever after evaded them. Even in their sleep they couldnāt escape the pain but at least they had each otherā¦
1/2 A few days ago I finally finish a drawing that took around four days (my computer is slow af and the program would just close itself... I almost cried), and I didn't hate it. It was the first time I made a complete body (not just one, but two. I was kinda proud of that). I show it to my sister and she said "Nice work, is that Tyki?" Then, I also show it to my friends... They said the same.
2/2 And you know what? IT WAS. I drew him without wanting to. I was trying to give a face to a character that has been in my mind for a while and I did Tyiki, It was a little sad, at the end I added the mole bc it was inevitable. The saddest part is that my sis didnāt even finish DGm and my friends didnāt watch/read it either. Well, thatās it, how have you been these days? I hope uni is going well (ā§ā”ā¦)
You canāt just tell me you finished a drawing and then NOT show it to me!! Shadow-san!! gimmmeeeee!!! Even if it was accidental tyki- lemme see the boi!!Ā (ćļ¼ļ¼)ć
Also thank you for asking! Iāve been doing well! :D if we disregard the fact that my sleeping schedule got shot again pft- Iāve been genshin-ing with friends as of late and I always accidentally play for hours with them so its really no wonder my sleeping sched is a mess /laughs
and uni god- Deadline week already passed and with four groups under my belt, it was almost hell uwu iām lucky i didnāt get a fever like last time ahahah! and exams are gonna happen in a weekās time so wish me luck minna! :ā3
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Okay, first of all, good luck. Second, I guess we both can talk about a sleeping schedule that is messed up (itās almost 5 am here I should be sleep by now ą²„ā£ą²„) I also could talk about myā¦ Erā¦ scholar situation but Iām not emotionally prepper for that soā¦ yeah I guess I can show you the drawing but I have no clue how to share it Iām sorry about any misspelling, itās really late/Āæearly? my br
Wait, forget about that I think I know how to send it
So, I tried to send it, like many times but something would happen every-single-time (if you receive them, Iām really sorry) so Iām just going to reblog bc seems easier and I can be sure the god damn thing is posting well.
I didnāt like the faces, but just for this time, Iām forgiving myself.
oH WAIT IM YELLING THIS LOOKS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL LOOK AT THESE TWOO!!! I DONT KNOW THEM BUT I NOW PROTECC THEM THEYāRE SO CUTE SHADOW-SAAAAANNNNĀ šššššš
ALSO I LOVE THE COLOURING?? THE HAND HOLDING?? THE EXPRE SS IO N S ???? DELICIOUS I STAAAAANNNĀ ššššš
Hiya! Not a request, but I just started a Allen x reader fanfic. If you could help a fellow writer out and give me a very small shout out. I'd really appreciate it! If not, that's totally okay! I love your work! The story is on Wattpad and the profile you can find it under is @NikkiLu0
Hi!! I wish you all the best with writing the series! :D I read through it earlier and its interesting!! and also adorable fuweeh- gives me all the uwus aaaaaa!!Ā
anyways!! everyoneeee drop by of you have the time aight! owo)bĀ its a cute fic, trust me!!
1/2 A few days ago I finally finish a drawing that took around four days (my computer is slow af and the program would just close itself... I almost cried), and I didn't hate it. It was the first time I made a complete body (not just one, but two. I was kinda proud of that). I show it to my sister and she said "Nice work, is that Tyki?" Then, I also show it to my friends... They said the same.
2/2 And you know what? IT WAS. I drew him without wanting to. I was trying to give a face to a character that has been in my mind for a while and I did Tyiki, It was a little sad, at the end I added the mole bc it was inevitable. The saddest part is that my sis didn't even finish DGm and my friends didn't watch/read it either. Well, that's it, how have you been these days? I hope uni is going well (ā§ā”ā¦)
You canāt just tell me you finished a drawing and then NOT show it to me!! Shadow-san!! gimmmeeeee!!! Even if it was accidental tyki- lemme see the boi!!Ā
(ćļ¼ļ¼)ć
Also thank you for asking! Iāve been doing well! :D if we disregard the fact that my sleeping schedule got shot again pft- Iāve been genshin-ing with friends as of late and I always accidentally play for hours with them so its really no wonder my sleeping sched is a mess /laughs
and uni god- Deadline week already passed and with four groups under my belt, it was almost hell uwu iām lucky i didnāt get a fever like last time ahahah! and exams are gonna happen in a weekās time so wish me luck minna! :ā3
white-shadow25Ā saidĀ Okay, first of all, good luck. Second, I guess we both can talk about a sleeping schedule that is messed up (it's almost 5 am here I should be sleep by now ą²„ā£ą²„) I also could talk about my... Er... scholar situation but I'm not emotionally prepper for that so... yeah I guess I can show you the drawing but I have no clue how to share it I'm sorry about any misspelling, it's really late/Āæearly? my br
Wait, forget about that I think I know how to send it
