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darkness consumes, swallows me whole and spits me right back.

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( * midnight summer dream. )

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@dhnjunho / starbucks coffee, shortly after she moves into the city. 

(...)

“is this seat taken?” she asks, almost too calmly. maybe she doesn’t intend to ask if the seat is taken. it’s obviously not, she knows it. she feels stupid for a second. god, a simple hello could have been better. maya sits down before he could answer, it’s unlikely her to be so polite all of a sudden like that anyways. placing her coffee on the table, she looks at him again. closer this time, she notices that his face hasn’t changed much since the last time she has seen him. and when their eyes finally find each other, she swears her heart has stopped beating for real. still she tries to smile, tries to reassure herself that she is ready to face him again. this is so crazy. “it’s been a while, son junho.” she hates how casual the words have rolled off her tongue now. maybe she just wants to see him for a while. maybe she wishes he wants to see her longer.

never would he had thought that today was the day.

junho was nestling in the comforts of a window seat, though, opting albeit of distance as to avoid any form of contact━not that he himself was anti social, no. it was due to the fact that the neurologist preferred least to no form of association with others, unless if they were his family members, then the situation differed. taking a sip of his venti sized iced americano, the neurosurgeon proceeded to check his phone. an attempt to drown himself in the infinite world of internet. simple really, all he wanted was distraction and this had been one of the ways to do it. or else nothing could stop him from that abyss of sadness. it was the very least as delving into delusions had been a method, and also the art of deception is what he would select. if he managed to beguile the public, then for him, he succeeded. nonetheless, that was the key to living. 

although as much effort went through past the twenty nine year old, from current news to sports, endless of research articles, to heck, even entertainment news, which the latter did not bewilder him in the slightest, he still settled upon it. just barely reading the words to make look like he had been interested. eventually minutes passed before him and boredom started to trigger, so with a swift swipe of a thumb, all of what the site which he visited had been dismissed and a new tab had been opened. logging into the details which enlisted his schedule for the week, that notified that he was off for the day ( not that he had not already know in regards of it ) and also having to work half day for tomorrow. and all the father of one could think of was spending more time with jihye. work had been in the way, which resulted less quality time for the both of them. 

it was until then that he had realized that he was too oblivious of his surroundings, the pair of ears caught a certain ring, and junho could easily decipher that voice anywhere. the waves alarmed him in every way as he locked gaze with her. the face that he had longed the most, he felt every cell of his body reacted to the sudden greeting. her statuesque beauty remains unchanged━how? why? when? and the endless of queries tugged him, withal a hint of dizziness. now slightly blurred vision, he truly missed her. if this had not been a dream, junho would have held her close in his arms. not letting her go like the last time she left, “hyera...” was all he could manage, still trying to digest everything and suddenly feeling that everything she said was muffled in some way. “you’re here, i━” everything was pitch black and the lad dropped onto the table.

[dhnjunho-blog]

❛ can i help you carry your stuff? it seems heavy. ❜

( PROMPT #001 : THE INTRODUCTION )

another day and it had been morning. junho was on his way home, holding up paper bags full with school and art supplies for jihye. who knew that children at daycare needed a lot of items for learning even at such a young age. substantially, the neurosurgeon would have no trouble at all holding up and yet it felt like the day was challenging him in a way.

he was indeed struggling.

probably due to the fact that he stayed up late and got little to no sleep at all last night.

and somehow, miraculously the father of one managed to reach up (read: almost failing and risking falling off of the said items) towards the floor they resided in until a voice prompted him, halting all of his actions as he decided to offer her a look. quite the familiar face as they were undoubtedly neighbors. “please, if you don’t mind” offering her one of the bags that had least weight. 

not forgetting a “thank you,“ when they had reach his front door. 

[dhnjunho-blog]

❛ that was an accident. i swear that was an accident! ❜

( PROMPT #001: THE INTRODUCTION )

in the vast ocean of people that amassed the venue, junho found himself at yet another convention where he familiarized as his alma mater━nothing laid significance as he had half the day off. despite being there, naturalizing within the crowd, and the campus grounds, it felt somewhat bittersweet. a place of an array of memories indeed.

what a way to spend the day.

huddling around, marveling at almost every single detail displayed out. science was a thing, no, science had always been his thing all along. regardless of the field, complex formulas, protons, astronomy and just everything to it had he found rather enlightening. though in all honesty, he kind of did preferred staying at home. as the thought of him resting and being home felt comforting, until it had been interrupted by a thump and cold liquid being spilled on him. 

great.

just wonderful.

it only took a brief second for him to process, in which he laid his eyes on the said perpetrator. a familiar face, obtaining a slight distressed look on the other’s face as he reached the insides of his pocket for a handkerchief. placing the cloth in an attempt to absorb the drink on the hem of shirt. “you should’ve looked,” dabbing around the mess caused on his abdomen, only that his action were in vain. opting to study the younger more, which was absolutely dressed for the event while the former himself suited for the choice of a normal attire. 

“i guess i’ll head home and change,“

[okuara]

need a drink?

@dhnjunho​

The night moved just like any other time, slow and tiring. Jaehwa had to take her hair out of a bun since it was pulling at her scalp from the long time wear. It was the last few hours of her shift left which meant the nightclub was slowly turning into a  night bar. Party goers were heading to the next club spot which meant the rush to get drinks out would calm down.

It was rare for people to be coming into the club but as always around this time a familiar face walked pass the bouncers and sat the the bar. She finished up with one tab for a customer before turning her attention to the loner on her side of the bar, “Same thing as always or we feeling adventurous?” Asking while she cleaned up where she could. For as long as she can remember he has come to the bar after work, had a drink or two and then be on his way. His personality isn’t peachy but is was never something she couldn’t handle a it never made stop trying to talk to him. It wasn’t about her trying to pry but with everything she has seen and experience, everyone has some kind of story.

[dhnjunho-blog]

the night unveiled itself, draping the night sky away with darkness. letting it devour the atmosphere, another day went by just like that and junho was coming home from work postliminary a thirteen hour surgery. as it took a lot from him, the time and energy given━all in the days work, as they said. despite that, it had been rather successful. 

and somehow, the twenty nine year old felt like he needed a drink. badly timed? maybe. inconvenient? never. the image of jihye sleeping oh so soundly at the hour never lapsed from his mind, he knew that she had been taken care of. just a few drinks and he’ll be off, and as he entered the bar, there was always a familiar face that greeted him. always. once he had settled in, opting a stool which required albeit of distance and the comfort of evading other form of contact, the question rang. “the usual please,” gin on the rocks. afore studying the current ambiance, in which people had mostly gone home or just jump onto the next clubbing venue.

[dhnrp]

DAEHANGNO PROMPTS #001 ; POSTED JULY 21ST, 2018 KST.

so, our first prompt has finally come! daehangno has opened for opened for almost a week, and we believe that a little ice breaker would help with assisting plots among the members! the rules are simple: reblog this post, and strikethrough the ones that do not apply to your character, if applicable. these sentence starters are specifically tailored for daehangno, written by the admin, so please do not reblog and circulate them outside this roleplay, thank you! there’s no time limit to reblogging and answering this, but your replies will only count towards activity if they’re more than 200 words per reply. now, without further ado, have fun!

❛ there isn’t much rain as of late. ❜

❛ the weather forecast is always wrong, it seems.❜

❛ aren’t you the person living next door? ❜

❛ i see you around the area a lot. do you work around here? ❜

❛ hey, aren’t you like, my neighbor? ❜

❛ can i help you carry your stuff? it seems heavy. ❜

❛ look, i know this is creepy, but can i please borrow the restroom? ❜

❛ i saw you in the magazine before, i think. are you a model by any chance? ❜

❛ look what you’ve done! now i’m late for work, and drenched in coffee. ❜

❛ is this your dog? you should’ve cleaned after it. ❜

❛ you scraped your knees. i have first aid, maybe we can go to my place? ❜

❛ is this seat taken? ❜

❛ you are not much of a help. thanks anyway, though. ❜

❛ are you done? ❜

❛ we’re not going to make it for the screening. ❜

❛ that was awesome! how did you learn that? ❜

❛ may i see what you were working on? ❜

❛ there are so many things to do. i don’t think i can accompany you. ❜

❛ you’re new to this area, aren’t you? ❜

❛ that was an accident. i swear that was an accident! ❜

❛ do you know this song? i know the tunes but i cannot remember the title. ❜

❛ you look like a mess, to be honest. what happened? ❜

❛ yeah, it’s getting more difficult to get into universities these days. ❜

❛ what do you work as? ❜

❛ are you talking to me? ❜

❛ are you my friend’s friend? pretty sure i’ve seen you somewhere. ❜

❛ do you know how much this costs? ❜

❛ i don’t think i make a good acquaintance. ❜

❛ i can’t seem to talk to strangers usually, but you’re interesting. ❜

❛ have you heard of this song before? it’s so good, i’ve had it on repeat for weeks. ❜

[dhnjunho-blog]

ayo what’s good peeps?? *holds out an awkward peace sign like wook there* i’m hana,  ntmy and i’m just so stoked to rp!!! tbh it’s been a year so please bear with my rustiness. it’s BEEN A WHILE. anyways, can’t wait to meet y’all wonderful writers and muses so let’s get this ball rolling and before that, you also can hmu at twitter for plotting purposes or just chat tbh i don’t mind ( @_KYUNGSGF )

a disclaimer before y’all go reading on his details under the cut, meet junho- my chilly son. i swear he’s nice underneath those cold looks!! it’s just a << thing >> happened that turned him that way, so here goes: ( this might be a bit long so pls excuse my randomness ) and like if you wanna plot, i’m so down with anything!!!

son junho is the aftermath between a business magnate and a retired lawyer, born in seoul and raised between two cities: modern seoul and classic new york.

comes from ‘old money’ and is rumored to be the only successor for the family business which is known as sh group, yes, he’s a chaebol kid.

sh group is notoriously known for their diverse products and services ranging from electronics to insurance, shopping and trade, also shipping and construction.

think of samsung x hyundai- they’re pretty big, hence point 2: old money

briefly studied at princeton, taking entrepreneurship before deciding more like rebelling to pursue his dream: becoming a neurosurgeon 

family was shocked at first, but decides that ‘it’s for the best’ since he’s doing a double major UNTIL!!!!

IT HAPPENED!!!! long story short he got his then gf pregnant- which is like soooooooo unexpected i mean they’ve been in a relationship for years used protection but still

comes back begging for mercy, family gives him the ultimatum: them or her and the baby-

junho chose the latter which resulted him to be banished as family’s very Conservative. does not believe in pregnancy before marriage kinda thing blah blah

calling him a disgrace so he ventures out, being independent with all of his funds frozen

he got jobs, struggled to support his gf and their unborn baby while being in medical school until another thing happened

she left after giving birth and left him no option: to take care of his daughter alone.

JIHYE!! IS!! SO!! CUTE!! but-

ex gf never contacted them in the span of 5 years so jihye grew up without a mother figure in her life

it was pretty bad tbh, junho was actually left to the brink of insanity. though, he managed to get it under control as jihye’s the only reason for living. and staying sane 

despite that, his family reconnected with him 2 years back- thinking that they’d been too harsh on him and couldn’t resist jihye’s charms lol

so all is good, except that he’s still heartbroken

rarely gets a good night’s sleep, heck even he could barely remember when’s the last time he slept well like a baby

so, i think that’s pretty much about it- i’ll add more later and here are some ideas and people i’d love for junho to meet:

good friends or just friends in general!! he has trust issues so pls bear w him!! 

colleagues or more like people who works in the same field etc. doctors/nurses/gimme

weird peeps so that they could distract junho (in a good way)

hyehwa inhabitants lol aka neighbors (tho he’s just that cold but doesn’t mean he doesn’t notice/see you)

family members cause why not??? 

you’d probably see him going back home late often so your muse could try and talk to him or have a drink 

i am sorry this is all over the place i’m typing as fast as i could ;;

people who would know him (follows news/gossip site idk) cause he’s a bit well known to begin with

college kids- he went to snu so hmu

anything really tbqh fam i’m down!!!!!

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