Bubble

I ramble about sh** that is going on in my life

[dianamoise17]

I'm such a disappointment...

I'm sorry for being like this.... but I can't.... I don't know how long I can hold on. I don't know how long I will be able to hold on to my truth.

I don't know what to do...

[dianamoise17]

I just wish to go to hell sometimes....

[dianamoise17]

I have a bad feeling, or is just anxiety

[fallenstarhwa]

“get out park seonghwa !!! GET OUT !!!!! 😾🫵🏼”

[halosmoon]

“Shit, man. That bastard Jeng really made me cry.”

[dianamoise17]

I know is hard to understand what I am going through since you do not know but please give me a little more time. I need more time to at least control what I can. I do not want all of you to see what is inside of me. the real me. the one that is falling apart. that is protecting the child in me from darkness. I do not want you to see this. so give me even more time.

[dianamoise17]

I'm making pancakes to feel better. 🥞 Need to listen to music while doing it. Goona blast some really loud music in my headphones

[dianamoise17]

Currently watching bl tiktoks to calm down

[dianamoise17]

I'm soooo fucking close to a panic attack, I can feel it.

[horangslay]

[dianamoise17]

I want to cry, but something in me doesn't allow it . I wish I could cry till I passed out.

[dianamoise17]

What if I was the person you wanted? Would that make you happy? Because I know it would kill me to be like that when I am so broken

[dianamoise17]

Spending the last 30 minutes or so on tt to try and stop the panic attack that I could feel it was coming. Surprisingly it worked.

[dianamoise17]

Fuck this felling!

[dianamoise17]

Started to feel a little better, and then immediately I began to feel afraid . Fuck! Back to square one

[dianamoise17]

It came so fast that I thought I was gonna lose it .

Why am I like this? Why didn't someone else see how I was while growing up.

[dianamoise17]

I fucking hate everything right now !