Higher Order Being Lording Over Insects with Fetish Symbology
I may create this conditioning video as part of my deep separation from diapers before medically necessary reunification with them. Reminder to Please REBLOG, SCREENSHOT, ARCHIVE, COPY & PASTE, PRINT, SAVE TO PDF AND HOLD A HARD COPY OF THIS WRITING OFFLINE.
The core idea is to create a scenario where thick diapers are utilized to enable evil action, against a lower order consciousness who can not be self aware of the lure.
Imagine a black & white scene, taking place inside a small room with slick smooth walls and ceiling, and a floor that has a laminar airflow crossing the floor. There is a average but skinny male who is dressed all black, but for his thick white saddle. He wears black leggings, black skintight long sleeve top, black balaclava, black net for face covering, black fabric gloves and socks for his feet. His diaper contains no usage or has no labels or stickers on it. Sprayed all over his black clothes is house fly repellent, keeping flys from landing. It's preferably a natural type so it does not poison him. The outer plastic backing of the diaper is smeared all over with a concentrated attractant, irresistible to flies. There is also a mild stickyness that prevents the flies from immediately taking flight again.
At least ten thousand of adult black houseflies are released into the room and black out the male's diaper in seconds. They can't land on the ceiling, walls or floor. The buzzing is intense but the male is completely shielded from orifice intrusion by the flies. The male is now a higher order being owning the destiny of tens of thousands of lower order beings who have no awareness they are in this controlled environment made by him.
Now, the male starts crushing flies by pounding his butt against the wall, deciding how many continue to live until the next session. He channels the discharge energy from the flies lifespan termination into his phallic receiver, charging up an evil arousal that is so potent, heavy and intense it's only experienced by the darkest soul expressions on Earth. The buzz from the flies sends a barely perceptible vibration through the crotch of the white padding and contributes to the arousal. Most of humans currently alive on earth would call this "playing god" and "evil", but the male sees it as the way to be a demiurge and sexually gratify from it. Because he knows the real meaning of life in this gravity well.
Imagine needing to wear thick diapers for having a exceedingly shy bladder, but you have been conditioned. You possess an association of deeply evil males using them to llik living beings of a lower consciousness than them, while employing the symbology of black and white, flies buzzing around, and pressing a soft structure against a hard surface to terminate the physical lifespan of several hundred lower order life forms. All in an fully enclosed engineered environment designed to give the insects no other place to land than the white surface where they will inevitably be stuck long enough to be dellik. For the male, this is his higher level of fetishsexual pleasure. No longer just sticking clean pentagrams on the front and back of his diaper and looking intently at himself in the mirror. No longer just putting himself into imagined non-offending pedophile mindset, using diapers to connect and violate his own inner child instead of harming an innocent.
The three preceding sentences contains the lower levels of Anti-Diaper video conditioning for a big teenage boy who will do & try everything before he capitulates to wearing thick medical briefs to treat his manufactured medical and psychological trauma condition.
Step:
1: Choose Difficult over Easy In Momentality (Repeat 3000-9999 times)
▪️▪️▪️▪️(Do Not Go Further)
3001 to 9999: Begin Manufacturing Exceedingly Shy Bladder (Paruesis).
3002 to 10000: [Non-Relevant*] [Non-Relevant] [*]*Relevant post-financial and life security
