Diaries of the Past Future

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(Sally Shapiro) 

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It was a weekend of good times mostly but of bewilderment at the end, my friend who came to visit was a very charming guy, we took too rich, and I thought we would take more but the next night we didn't do anything, then he told me that he was celebrating his birthday on Sunday and I wanted to spend it alone, well I understood that between things he said and I was the one who told him that and I ended up going on Sunday morning, the truth is that it was an excellent company, I liked it a lot but then I understood that he didn't like it so much, or at least that was the impression he gave me, apart from him to disechant me that he has other people with whom he takes, that so that he did not make me other ideas of something more than what was happening, I am not stupid or I understand when they want you not to think beyond what is happening.

But not everything was bad, at night I met someone with whom I was having time sending us text messages and well the word I can use for him is: I was surprised! In many things, and although he is younger and it is probably not the physical typology that currently attracts me more you can see that he is a good man and that he has good intentions and I always want to give him the opportunity to meet them and see what else can arise and I think that something beautiful could arise there, I just have to be willing to know him and get to know me, we will see what happens.

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(CYAM) One of my favorite groups in Venezuela when I was a teenager, too spectacular!

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Today, Friday, May 31, I will meet a man who is very handsome but more than that is very funny, or I feel that it is like that, that makes me laugh and that seems so cute to me, he comes to visit me expressly from where he lives, Oakland-California, to spend a weekend with me, that seems to me the sweetest thing they have done for me, but the sweetest thing is that he tells me that if we have chemistry or not he only comes to be with me. I think that if we will have chemistry although I still need to cross the language barrier, I think that when I speak perfect English things will get better. Let's see what happens, I think everything will be fine.

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It feels so bad that you are in a strange country, with your family and that they treat you as if I am an annex or someone external and that the priority, when you need something from them is null but when they need you, they want you to stop doing anything to help them.

It feels like when you're old and your family doesn't even pay attention to you.

I hope that the day I can become independent will be soon and as years ago I will fly to another place, I will be on my own and I will survive as I did without having any of them nearby.

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Prompt: A beautiful red-haired man with a beard and thick body with muscles wearing futuristic lenses in steel and copper with the orange glasses in gradient towards cobalt blue, the man wears a shirtless cobalt blue body jacket showing the chest very defined by his muscles, he is almost lying on a chocolate brown leather sofa with steel and diamond details, behind him a sunset on the beach and a full-bodied and muscular man totally with swords and naked looking at that sunset. --chaos 30 --ar 16:9

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This is the beginning of something I had wanted to do for a long time. Once a long time ago I had a blog right here but I couldn't get it back but it's okay, starting from scratch again is not bad. This will be a drawer of disasters or maybe something valuable, which I do know is that it will be my personal space where I will be as anonymous as I can because unfortunately this is my only private space because of privacy I haven't known what it is for a long time. If you find this place and you like something, I will be pleased that someone enjoys these lines and anything else I post here.