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Diagnosed DID system trying to figure things out. body is 20y

[didyoustuff]

Weird thing about being a sexually active alter in a system that grow up in church and has a really bad relationship with sex, I feel like I'm the villain all the time, my presence literally causes discomfort on them. Besides, there's all these agreements that I won't do anything to the body and honestly that's tiring, I wish I could just be myself sometimes.

-A🌟

[didyoustuff]

Integrating is so weird, you have some memories and feelings and you recognize them as belongings to the previous alters.

You see how people interact with you, trying to be polite and nice but also hurting cuz they lost their previous friends.

I know integration is good and I'm glad I exist, but it feels like everyone is grieving my existence.

-R.