Wendy

Raspberry and cigarettes for breakfast 🐇🪽

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Drunk though: my current best friend hates what I like while my other friend who I’ve know for less time gets who I am hate is hated by my bsf. What should I do ? I feel like I have to change to be liked by my bsf and that’s wrong but at same time we’ve been friends for sooooo long

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So weird, my friends know how I am but I don’t

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I love talking to my friends but if I notice that they ignore me (not on purpose) I shut down. Why do I always have to be the odd one out I don’t like this feeling but I can’t help but wonder if it’ll ever go away.

My girlfriends are beautiful, smart and so funny. I’m not beautiful nor smart, I try to make people laugh but I’m scared they’ll think I’m annoying. So I shut up but if I do so I’ll be no company and they’re not going to invite me again.

Why is being an ugly teenage girl so hard ?

I’ll never be good enough

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Is there something wrong with me? I’m 18, it’s summer I should go out and have the time of my life but I don’t have it in me to get up and go outside. I sleep, eat and repeat everyday. All I feel is apathy and listless.Why am I like this ?

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Should I do a face reveal? Would you be interested or dgaf? Because this feels impersonal and I’d like if you got to know me better

Face reveal?

Yes

No

Voting ended onJul 4

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I’d like to be perceived as mysterious but if you talk to me I resemble a fountain overflowing with words. ⛲️

I’d like to be perceived as nonchalant but I feel everything so deeply in my bones. I care about every single detail and aspect of it. If I feel an emotion I can’t contain it. I need to express myself through every means in my power whether it is my face expression or a sentence.

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Writing on tumblr is literally the only thing that keeps me sane and makes me feel better about myself.

The first time I glanced in his direction our eyes locked and it felt like I was the luckiest girl on the word just to have the privilege to be in his presence and in his same class. I was so shy I didn’t talk to him for a whole year like there is something wrong with me. This year we got in the same “group” so more or less we talked a bit. But since it’s a school thing now that we graduated I don’t think I’ll ever see him again and just the thought makes me wanna stay in bed and rot forever because the world just lost all his meaning. The only thing I’m looking forward to is what I believe will be the last barbecue with this group so I try not to dwell on it too much.

P.S. not proud of this but he is the same guy that kind of insulted my hair and then I did some treatment to get them straight

What should I do ? I don’t want to loose him

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Haii I just saw ur post abt being noticed n stuff and OMG I HATE THESE BOYS AROUND YOU AAAAAAAAAGHRR *screams into a pillow*

Look, despite wanting to say how getting attention from these things doesn't seem like a good thing inherently (cuz like they SUCK ASS), I totally get where ur coming from.

Your worth shall not be defined by these rats you call "boys". You seem like a lovely person, I can only imagine how pretty you must be in real life ("oh but I'm not" my sister in Christ by judging your blog your vibe must be the most gorgeous thing out there and trust me when I say this reflects in your appearance in HUGE levelz)

TLDR; I hope these things rot in hell, ur too cool for them anyways

I just wanted to say a big thank you to whoever wrote this. I put it as my wallpaper because I really needed to hear this and genuinely appreciate it a lot. Words can’t express how grateful I am.❤️❤️❤️

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Literally wtf is wrong with me, I got accepted into my dream school but I’ve never been more miserable because I”ll never see him again and I feel utterly ridiculous because we talked just a handful of times but he is just so perfect, beautiful, funny, charming.

My eyes will never land on his perfect face again. Maybe in another life. I’m so pathetic is this limerence ? I have no hope just let me die. I feel like a monster too ugly to just look at him. I loathe my face I wish I could rip it off why couldn’t I just be beautiful or pretty or cute even I wish people looked at me and didn’t want to throw up.

Let me know if you want to know more

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Changing yourself to fit in or for someone is so not it! Remember that YOU ARE UNIQUE🫧 and that’s what matters.

If a group of people doesn’t get you it’s THEIR LOSS. Please stay true to yourself the right people will come and you won’t feel like there’s something wrong with you.

I love you be swag and be free!🩵💗🩵💗🩵💗

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Hi guys I just wanted to tell you that tomorrow is going to be my last day of high school before college.

It’s so weird I want to stay a teenager forever

I feel like I’m going to cry. Enjoy your friends while you can don’t stay in bed and go out you’ll never regret it!

Growing up is so weird I feel numb wtf time really does fly. I don’t even know what I’m saying I don’t know what I’m feeling it’s just so overwhelming.

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“Curiosity killed the cat”. I shall die for my insatiable hunger of knowledge even if it leads to a eternal rest.

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My dream dates🍒🪽🫧

Do yoga at home while we gossip and have a glass of wine

Go to the beach to get ice cream with my convertibile Volkswagen beetle

I teach you Italian at a cute coffe shop and you teach me something you’re really good at

Getting high at the park and reading or people watching

Having a cigarette on the roof while talking about everything

I did this so you could get to know me a bit better !! Hope you enjoyed 🍋‍🟩🫟

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I was the brightest flame of them all

But after this constant pouring rain what is left of me?

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Why is it so hard being noticed ?

It’s my last year of high school and there are 2 girls besides me, the rest of them are boys.

They are both so so pretty and compared to them I’m like a 3. Boys being boys means they mainly talk to them and I’m just there in silence observing.

We are currently on the train going back home from a field trip and for starters my seat was next to the popular boys so they asked me to change with one of the other girls, but then we couldn’t so I got stuck there. Then they decided to go in the wagon of some of our friends and they asked her instead of me, even though I’m closer to them than she is. And now I’m here stuck watching their luggage and posting on tumblr trying not to cry.

Also my tummy hurts, I want my mom

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i try to be nonchalant but i've only ever known being dramatic

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I didn’t think people were mean to me until I heard 2 boys behind me at school saying how bad my hair looks and I quote “she’d be pretty if she took care of her hair”, I always thought my hair were kind of nice I have wavy hair and they never stay in place even though I spend 2 hours on them almost everyday. Now I’m kinda of insecure

Please help what should I do?