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“I screwed up…I wasn’t able to figure out…that he was ready to die. I let him get away again.”
“My goal is to kill Zeke.”
☆ Levi Ackerman Snk Episode 82
It doesn’t matter how well-written, developed, and deep a character is, there will always be a group of people in the fandom that will reduce that character to 2 or 3 traits and then misinterpret everything they do based on those 2 or 3 traits which may or may not even be accurate to that character.
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Hello there! I've already asked this question from warm-starlight and I agree with her, but I love reading different opinion so here I am :) What is your opinion on the idea that 1) part of the reason Levi wanted to kill the monk was because of Erwin and of course to give meaning to the lives of those sacrificed in RtS, and 2) Levi assisted the kids to save humanity from Eren's genocide because of Hanji? I've seen some ppl discussing this and mentioning that Levi wasn't as driven by freedom as say Hanji or as prompted as Erwin by the truth. Some others say if it wasn't for following people like Erwin and Hanji who had great ambitions he would've left the SC. From these statements, what do you think drives Levi to fight or even live? Thank you :)
Hi there, and thank you for the ask!
For your first question, Levi wanted to kill Zeke precisely because of his need to ensure his comrades that day hadn't died in vain. People often mistake Levi's drive to kill Zeke as some sort of revenge, but it wasn't that. It's a recurring motif for Levi throughout the series that he can't abide meaningless death, or the thought that his comrades died without any sort of reason. So to me, it's pretty obvious that he wanted to kill Zeke, specifically, because otherwise, it would mean all his comrades that day in Shinganshina, including Erwin, would have given up their lives for no real reason at all. If it had simply been revenge, he would have killed Zeke on one of the three occasions he had an opportunity to do so. He very purposefully didn't because it wouldn't have benefited humanity in those moments if he had.
Which leads me into your second question.
Levi assisted the 104th and Hange to stop Eren's genocide because that's just what Levi does. He's always fought to save people. Whether that's one person, or billions, in this case. I think what drives, or motivates Levi, is to help people achieve better lives, to help them accomplish their dreams, to give their lives substance beyond just surviving. It doesn't necessarily have to be some lofty, grand ideal, but just better quality of life. Like when he makes his plans with Demo Reeves in the Uprising Arc. Levi could have easily just forced Demo to do what he wanted through threats and strong arming, but instead he wanted to actually do something to help the people of the town improve their lives, to improve their quality of life, and so he spoke with and encouraged Demo to work towards that end instead. Because the town's merchants verbally attacked Levi earlier, and complained about the SC's uselessness, and their own, lousy living conditions, and Levi LISTEND. He didn't get mad, or defensive, he actually heard them, and acknowledged their suffering, and then went out of his way to do something to help them, actually came up with a plan to help them. That's just Levi. He wants to help if he can.
I don't agree with the notion that the only reason Levi stayed with the SC is because of Erwin and Hange having great ambition. He stayed because Erwin helped him to realize that by doing so, he could help the most people. While living in the Underground, Levi's power to help others was limited, because he himself was barely able to hold on and survive. It was everything he could do to simply make it from one day to the next, in such harsh, unforgiving conditions. Still, though, he did what he could. He was helping Furlan and Isabel, and did everything he could to help make their lives better, and to help them realize their dreams, which is why he came to the surface in the first place. Because he was trying to help the both of them realize their dream of living above and to give them better lives.
If you study the panels from "No Regrets" after Erwin gives his speech to Levi about humanity needing his strength, you see he thinks specifically of Furlan and Isabel and himself riding out from the walls, and their wonderment and joy at seeing the full sky for the first time. I interpreted this as Levi realizing that, even though his friends had died, they'd still gotten a chance to experience a moment of true happiness in their otherwise desperate lives, because they'd gone to the surface. Levi has always wanted to help people. Since realizing he COULD with Furlan and Isabel, it's been Levi's wish to simply help, to do what he could to make the lives of others better. It wasn't Erwin or Hange that created that feeling in Levi. That was just an inherent part of his nature. What Erwin did was help Levi to realize he could help more people up above than below, and Levi simply trusted Erwin to guide him in achieving that end, to show him how.
There's this quote from Isayama which pretty much sums all this up much more succinctly.
“It’s that he found a place to make the most of what he could do, or rather, his own special abilities. Underground, where it was all he could do to stay alive, he had to live for that, but then he started to form relationships and began to feel that he could do things for others. And that’s why he first went above ground...”
Levi already, while Underground, began to form relationships and realize that he could use his strength to help and support others, but he also knew while living in such a violent and desperate environment, his ability to do so would be limited, and THAT'S the reason he went above ground. And THAT'S the reason he stayed. And that's ALSO the reason he helped fight in the Battle of Heaven and Earth. Whether Levi believes true freedom is achievable, or true peace, isn't really the point. It's not about him, or his own, personal dreams. It's about others, and what they dream of. It's simply to do what he can, however little or big, to help people in whatever ways he can, whether that's improving their lives, or helping them to realize their own dreams.
And honestly, that's the purest motivation any person can have, if you ask me. To help for the sake of helping, for the sake of people and improving their lives, even in the smallest of ways.
One of the things I’ve noticed about Levi, and I’m sure plenty of others have as well, is that, even at his most violent, or angry, there’s always just cause for it, or completely understandable reasoning behind it. For example, when he threatens Annie as the Female Titan, asking her if her limbs will grow back if they’re cut off, Levi’s menacing words here are so obviously driven by the experience he’s just had of having to stand by and watch as so many of his comrades were killed by her. That’s evident too in how Levi presses the issue of who deserves the credit for capturing the Female Titan with Erwin, refusing to take it himself, and insisting to Erwin that it’s the soldiers who bought them time by sacrificing their lives who deserve it. Levi’s riled up and clearly, deeply upset by that sacrifice, and his threats towards Annie are a result of that.
The same can be said of why it is Levi is so brutal in hacking Zeke’s limbs off after the incident in the forest. When you actually stop and think about what it is that Zeke’s done to Levi here, how he turned all of his friends and comrades into Titans, forcing Levi to kill them, Levi’s rage is entirely justified. Not only did Zeke sacrifice the lives of 30 people so he could escape and meet up with Eren, but he also endangered Levi’s own life, because any normal soldier would have died, if they had to face 30 titans. So Levi is coming off of having been forced by Zeke’s self-serving actions to end the lives of 30 people under his command. Making it all the worse is how long Zeke’s deception had gone on for, how he’d planned it months in advance, by having his people spike the wine, knowing the soldiers assigned to guard him would drink it. He probably thought Levi would drink it too, not knowing Levi only drinks tea. So, again, Levi’s violent reaction and anger is totally understandable.
There’s other examples too, like Levi beating Eren up, and that being, counter-intuitive as it seems, for Eren’s sake, to keep him out of the hands of the MP’s, who wanted him dead. Or when he got violent with Historia. Levi got angry because he knew her self-pitying was going to end up leading to even more bloodshed and violence, if she refused to take up her position as Queen, and he wanted to avoid that at all costs. Because he’s always fighting and working for the betterment of the many, the betterment and salvation of humanity in general.
I guess what I’m trying to get at here is that Levi is never needlessly violent, or violent without just or understandable cause. For as hard as his life has been, for as brutal, deprived and violent as his life was growing up, he’s incredibly well-adjusted and normal, without natural inclination towards violence, without a desire for it. Given the kind of life he’s had, that’s remarkable. Just how NOT dark, or twisted, or sadistic Levi is. In fact he’s the opposite, immensely compassionate and empathetic and kind. He knows that sometimes violence is the only solution to certain problems, and he’s able and willing to resort to it, if it helps better the situation, or saves lives, but he never seeks to hurt anyone for self-satisfaction. He never hurts anyone because it makes him feel good, or for any kind of self-serving goal. Totally the opposite, in fact, you can see an awful burden on guilt weighing him down every time he does. He doesn’t enjoy it at all. He finds no pleasure in it, but only guilt and remorse, even as he understands its necessity.
It’s a sad kind of irony, in a way, that Levi is gifted with such an immense physical prowess for battle and fighting, because I think who Levi really is, is a gentle and caring soul. In his heart of hearts, a pacifist. The toll of violence weighs heavy on him throughout the series, both that which is inflicted on him and his friends, and that which he must inflict on others. It’s important to note that Levi never acts violently towards, or hurts anyone who hasn’t, in some way, earned it from him. Many characters, like Zeke and Eren, for example, do in fact end up hurting people who have never done anything to them personally, or who have never hurt anyone they care about. But Levi never does that. He never attacks anyone who hasn’t first attacked either him or those he cares about. That’s an important distinction, I think.
Well anyway, I’ll be delving more into all these specific instances as I continue my read through of the manga! I’m just kind of throwing my thoughts out there for now.
Yes to all this!
Levi is a very practical character. He uses all the tools at his disposal to get the job done, in spite of any hangups he may personally have with them. We see his aversion to cruelty and mindless suffering and death, but he still talks about being okay with being the bad guy who kills people to reach their goal.
But I don’t think he is the “ends justify the means” type of guy. I’d say that is more Erwin’s way of doing stuff, and Levi either goes along with it or emulates it in the course of his duty.
His personal leanings are probably more aligned with Hange’s point of view and outlook as Commander. (Which is why its such a shame things ended up the way they did in the manga.) Hange also isn’t against using violence when required, but at heart is a true idealist. Levi is a character who I think wants to be an idealist like he thought the other SC vets were but he’s seen too much and been through too much. He’s jaded. He thinks this idealism is only something others in the SC can embody, and is something he himself is incapable of. (This is also why he feels betrayed by Erwin’s lie and drawn to Armins dream but that’s another discussion).
But herein lies the irony bcs imo Levi is one of the most pure hearted idealists in the manga, he just can’t see it himself. Its the reason he’s the last veteran left alive who helps them finally fulfil the Survey Corps mission.
@liyablogs Perfectly said!
What you bring up about Erwin being more the sort of man who sees the ends justifying the means is so true, and it brings up a really interesting clash between Levi and Erwin throughout their relationship. Levi isn’t at all shy about voicing his disgust or disagreement with Erwin when Erwin hatches some plan which could potentially lead to unnecessary death or suffering. There’s a serious tension running through their relationship because of their difference in philosophy. Levi follows Erwin because he trusts him and is loyal to him and his cause, and trusts in Erwin’s vision beyond his own, but you can see visibly the discomfort and disgust Levi often feels in having to carry out those orders. He feels anger towards Erwin, even as he’s incredibly loyal to him and trusts in his judgement and considers him a good friend. So it’s a real struggle for Levi at times to carry out Erwin’s orders, or to agree to go along with his plans, because watching people die, even for a good cause, is hard for him. Knowing that often they die with nothing tangible gained bothers Levi most of all.
I agree that Levi’s leanings are more in line with Hange as well, because she is such an idealist, and I think, as you said, deep down, so is Levi, despite how jaded and weary he is from all the awful things he’s seen and been through. It’s that very desire to WANT to believe in the ideals of the Survey Corps that proves Levi’s idealism, that he fights so hard for it, even as he doubts its possibility. He wants desperately to believe in it, against every ugly and painful experience of his life. That really is the definition of an idealist. It’s not naivety, but a hope for a better world.
Yes fully agreed.
And the clash of philosophies between Erwin and Levi is something that I find really intriguing. It’s an interesting balancing act Erwin has to do around him by pushing Levi just to the edge of the cliff, but never off it, all the while keeping his secret from spilling forth. Hange, otoh, understands Levi because she relates to his philosophy. I’d love for fans on here to delve deeper into this aspect of their dynamic at some point. Could make for some great metas and discussions.
Definitely intriguing. And yeah, Erwin’s actual reasoning behind his actions is something he, clearly, can’t reveal to Levi, which ties into what you said about his balancing act, and needing to know just how far he can push Levi. I’m sure Erwin was aware that if he pushed too far, or asked something of Levi which didn’t entirely benefit the cause of mankind, but still risked lives, Levi would have snapped and refused. But yes, it really would be interesting to see people delve deeper into the relationship between Levi and Hange and the similarities betwwn their way of thinking. For sure both of them are much more reluctant and uncertain in doing what it takes to achieve their goals. Neither of them are, I think, natural leaders, in that neither of them feel certain of anything, the way Erwin felt so certain. Both Levi and Hange are much more doubtful of whether they’re doing the right thing or not. We see this with Hange, with how unsure she is in the role of commander, how hard each decision she has to make is for her. And Levi reiterates this again and again, that he doesn’t know what the right thing is, and that he can only try and choose the right path. He’s always trying. This goes all the way back to No Regrets, when Levi struggled so much with so many choices, and the one in the end, of whether to leave Isabel and Furlan’s side, or not. That he made a choice then that led to their deaths has such a clear impact on Levi forever after, there being so much uncertainty in his choices, so much of an understanding that he can’t know the outcome.
I’d love to hear more of your thoughts too regarding Levi’s relationship with Erwin and how Erwin’s secret ultimately said about that relationship.
Hange and Levi’s pesky morals getting in the way of their decision making is so damn tragic. Hange constantly beats herself up over these choices post ts. Levis entire philosophy of “No regrets” was informed by this spiral of his after furlan and isabel died. He makes quick decisions in battle but doesn’t try to justify them out of it. But it’s obvious these choices still weigh heavily on his conscience and affect his self image.
I could write a whooooooole lot on erwin’s and levi’s relationship. I love it, I love how isayama wrote it and I love how he ended it. Their shippers unfortunately have twisted their dynamic into something extremely ooc and unrecognizable to the point that many people have either been turned off of it completely or avoid discussing it altogether. Which is a shame bcs imo it’s one of the best things isayama has written, but it’s so damn misunderstood (& most of the fans, especially on other platforms, are so utterly vile abt it that you can’t even have a conversation).
My thoughts on them would need another post (or several lol) but I’ll try to shorten them here.
Levi and Erwin have a pretty obvious power imbalance in their relationship from the start. Levi might be physically strong but Erwin holds all the power. Erwin, unlike Levi, has all the privilege, social capital and actual capital. He is a Captain in the military while Levi doesn’t even have citizenship to live above ground. At the start of their dynamic, Erwin holds all the cards and information. He manipulates Levi into a state of vulnerability. Levi is maneuvered into a corner and left completely alone after losing Furlan and Isabel. It is then that Erwin gives his speech and Levi clings to it, looking for something new to live for.
Kenny talked of Levi wanting to be a hero, and I think Levi has always had the “with great power comes great responsibility” mindset when it came to his strength. In Erwin and the SC he finds a meaningful purpose to dedicated his strength to.
Erwin lies to Levi about his intentions through the course of their relationship. Levi follows his orders and trusts him because he believes in his spiel about titans and humanity. He believes Erwin is the selfless visionary that they need to reach their goal. But as the story progresses, Levi starts to see the facade crack. Erwin starts to expose his true motivations as they get closer to the truth. Levi starts to feel the betrayal slowly creep in.
Before rts, Levi has almost fully uncovered Erwin’s secret and we see him affected by this. He threatens to break his legs but Erwin doesn’t budge. He says he’ll trust his judgement but does so grudgingly. He’s angry about it (& takes it out on poor Eren and Jean lol). Levi had also recently met and lost Kenny so he is still vulnerable and mulling over his words. He sits in a corner and overhears Armin talking about the future and his dream. We see him start to get a new perspective on things here, the whole “the children are our future” theme that isayama and so many other shounens have.
At the battle when Erwin finally comes clean, Levi has mostly already figured stuff out abt his motivations. What’s new to him is the sheer extent of the guilt Erwin is feeling: for lying, for sending soldiers to their death, for his lost friends. Levi is an extremely compassionate person. At this point, he’s known Erwin for a few years, they’ve grown close. They’ve experienced hell together. He sees how conflicted Erwin is and makes a decision, but he is actually offering him a choice; for Erwin to redeem himself, in both Levi’s eyes and his own. To sincerely dedicate his heart and be the Commander he pretended to be.
Erwin takes the choice as it is one he truly wants to follow. He rides to his death with a clear conscience while Levi now holds the weight of his and the other soldiers’ sacrifices on his soldiers. The vow represents this sacrifice, and bcs Levi hates meaningless deaths, he fulfils it at great cost to himself.
When Erwin confessed to Levi on that crate is when they truly became “equals”. At that point there are no more lies between them. Levi now knows everything and holds all the cards. He has all the power. He can condemn Erwin and abandon him. Instead, he chooses to accept him with all his flaws (cuz Levi’s a softie). We see a reversal of roles as Levi becomes the Commander and sends Erwin to his death, like Erwin has ordered Levi to do so many times before.
Levi doesn’t resent him, he honours and respects his memory because of the choice Erwin made. Erwin proved that he really had a good heart when he dedicated himself in that fight. Instead Levi has a lot of shame for failing to fulfil his own end of the bargain and fulfilling the vow. But as their world has shifted and Zeke isn’t the only enemy anymore he needs to do a lot more shit to give Erwin and the others sacrifices meaning.
Ahhh, this is so amazing! I want to comment on all of it, but I’m super tired right now, so I’ll wait until later when I’m more clear headed to do so! But this was such an enlightening and brilliant read! I’ll have more thoughts later! Thank you for sharing!
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Alright, chapter 133 of SnK!
I’ve got a few things I want to talk about here.
One of the things that always strikes me about Levi as a character, indeed, one of his defining character traits, is his coolness under pressure. His calm demeanor, no matter the circumstances. One of the interesting things to go into is WHY Levi is like this.
We see it particularly exemplified in this chapter, I think, and there’s a few examples. For one, they’ve all just lost Hange as their friend and Commander, and this loss particularly impacts and affects Levi, since he was closer with Hange than any of them. But rather than allowing his grief to consume and paralyze him, Levi immediately begins trying to contribute when Armin says he wants to go over the plan, bringing up Hange’s theory about Zeke and how killing him might stop the Rumbling, etc… Then Eren transports them to Paths, and everyone reacts with shock and awe, except Levi, who’s expression is duly unimpressed and unsurprised. We see this from Levi throughout the series, of course. Situations that present themselves, new and frightening circumstances which throw everyone for a loop and send people into panic, Levi reacts to with calm collectedness, a distinct LACK of surprise or fear. He really does stand in sharp contrast with everyone else in this situation. Everyone there is a seasoned war veteran, at this point, they’ve all been through and seen some truly horrific things. But they still react with a kind of frantic uncertainty here. They then begin to plead with Eren, Armin and the rest trying to convince him through any means possible, to stop the Rumbling. They try to bargain with him, show him empathy, make promises, etc… They make their desperation obvious by saying whatever they think will appeal to Eren. Levi is the only one who, I think, is fully honest here. He tells Eren that if he stops now, he’ll let him off with JUST an ass-kicking. Levi doesn’t try to placate Eren, or show him sympathy, or empathy, he doesn’t try to be gentle or handle Eren with kid gloves. He tells him flat out he’s going to beat his ass for what he’s done, but he’ll show him some leniency for stopping by not killing him outright. The thing is, I think Levi’s known from the start of this whole disaster that talking to Eren wasn’t going to work. Everyone else was holding out hope that if they could just speak with Eren, he would stop, that they could convince him through words. But like I talked about in my last post, Levi is someone who’s just seen and experienced too much of life’s brutality and unfairness to blind himself to bleak reality. When the 104th goes running off after Eren appears to them, to try and reach him, Levi just sits down in the sand and has that resigned expression once more, and his expression continues to show a total lack of surprise when Eren puts the 104th back where they started, before they could ever even get close. Levi isn’t surprised, or even dismayed, I don’t think, at Eren’s refusal to talk, because I think he always knew he wouldn’t be willing to. That he wouldn’t be interested in hearing anyone’s pleas or promises. I think Levi always knew Eren was hellbent on this course of action, and it was more or less hopeless, trying to appeal to him. And once again, I have to restate, I think it’s because Levi’s just experienced too much hardship in his life to cling to false hopes. He’s world-weary and in many ways a realist, someone not given to delusion or fancy.
I feel like Levi probably glimpsed this uncompromising, hellish bent in Eren back in Liberio, his mercenary compulsion to follow through on whatever plan he had, which is why Levi was so disgusted by him on the airship back then. He saw a lack of mercy in Eren, and it reminded him of the brutes Levi grew up with in the Underground. Not just a willingness, but a desire to take from others to satisfy himself. It’s why, when they’re all transported back to the plane, while everyone else looks horrified and in shock at Eren’s refusal to talk, Levi looks as unflustered as ever, and states with a matter of fact tone that negotiations are over, before asking Armin what it is they do now. None of this is surprising to Levi.
Levi’s look of despair throughout this final arc continues to strike me as his resignation in the ugliness of humanity and the useless, pointless suffering they inflict on one another. He’s depressed, and disappointed, because everything happening around them is only a confirmation of all the worst things Levi saw and experienced, growing up.
All this ties into another point I want to discuss, which is Levi’s relationship with Jean, actually. I’ve found the relationship between the two of them really interesting since way back in the Uprising arc, when Jean was the most vocal in condemning Levi for his violence, declaring with certainty that he would never kill another person. Jean is disabused of his moralistic superiority not long after that, when he learns first hand the consequences of sticking to ones morals uncompromisingly, nearly losing his life, and forcing Armin to take a life for him. And it’s Jean who we see, again and again from that point on in the series, grappling with and coming to terms with this difficult lesson. We see Jean’s respect for Levi, and his understanding towards Levi, grow greatly, after this incident, and Jean himself having to grow, to change and accept that sacrifices are inevitable if one wishes to protect the things and people they care about. That sometimes even one’s own comfort and moral convictions are necessary sacrifices to achieve those things.
Levi tells everyone that he’ll take care of Zeke, but admits that he’ll need all of their help to get the job done. I feel like this is Levi, once again, asking if all of them are ready and willing to get their hands dirty, just like he did before they raided the Cavern underneath the Church on the Reiss property. He knows he can’t do this job by himself (which is just further testament to Levi’s strength of character, an ability to admit to weakness), but he wants to make sure everyone else is alright with plunging in to a situation in which they’re going to be forced to kill. Jean is the first to answer, telling Levi and all of them that he’s not going to let the sacrifices they’ve already made, the people they’ve killed in order to get where they are, be in vain, and that he’ll do whatever it takes to stop the Rumbling. This shows incredible character growth on Jean’s part. He went from someone who claimed that he would, under no circumstances, take another human life, to someone who declares that he’ll do whatever it takes in order to stop the Rumbling, to achieve a greater good. And I think this growth on Jean’s part ties directly into his relationship with and the influence of Levi. Levi never judged Jean for being uncomfortable with killing, never criticized or scolded him for it. He even told Jean that he couldn’t say, one way or the other whether Jean’s beliefs were right or wrong. That Levi himself didn’t know the answer to that. He never tried to convince Jean of anything. He just told him the truth. That his failure to kill had put the lives of his comrades in danger, including his own, and that it also caused Armin to have to bear the burden of killing another, one which should have been Jean’s own to bear. All of that is absolutely true. And it was really through this lack of judgment on Levi’s part that, I think, Jean was able to grow and expand his own views on killing, and adjust and allow for there to be circumstances in his world view which would justify taking another life. He wasn’t forced by anyone to change his views. He changed them based on experience and through Levi explaining to him that there is no definitive right or wrong answer to be found, and through Levi’s simply being honest with him. He was telling Jean that it comes down to what one is willing to sacrifice in order to protect the things and people they value. And Jean learned about himself that he’s willing and able to sacrifice more than he ever realized.
But it’s still a struggle, and something all of them, even at this point in the story, continue to battle themselves over. We see Connie struggling in particular this chapter, looking anguished over what he had to do back at the port. It’s only Levi who accepts that brutal reality of kill or be killed with a calm understanding, and I think this is probably because, unlike the rest of them, who all had peaceful, probably relatively easy and happy childhoods, without any exposure to violence or real cruelty, Levi, I think it can be safely assumed, probably took his first life while he was still a boy. And doubtless, that was due to desperate circumstances. Levi’s life has been one filled with uncertainty. Growing up in extreme poverty, he never could have known with any certainty where his next meal would come from, or when. Never knew with any certainty whether he could find proper shelter for the night, or a safe place to sleep. Never knew with any certainty whether he would be assaulted, or robbed, or if someone would attempt to take his life. Levi’s life has been one of desperation and a true, unforgiving struggle to simply survive. And so while all of his comrades have seen and experienced the horrors of war with him, none of them can know with the same level of understanding that true kind of desperation of simply trying to live day to day, that kind of awful and overwhelming uncertainty and fear of not knowing if you’ll be alive from one day to the next. It’s those kinds of experiences in life that really separate Levi from the rest of his comrades, and in a lot of ways, isolate him from them. It’s why the extremity of their circumstances and the desperation of their situation in this final arc continually shocks and overwhelms them, but Levi regards it all with his usual, if deeply saddened, calm.
This is so well-written and a great character study
Thank you very much!
Levi is a treasure we should protect
Accurate.