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hello everyone, im going into recovery for an eating disorder, will be pretty afk (as if i wasnt before) bc shits just easier if im not on that damn phone all the time! PEACE

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The straight up panic I feel when I think I lose him

i feel the need to share this dream i had a couple of weeks ago bc it was so peculiar. i was hired as an intern/apprentice to a wizard in a tower. the wizard wore like a blue robe with stars and everything but he wasn't THAT old for a wizard (think mid to late fourties perhaps) anyways. he informed me that one of my duties would be to have sexual relations with him but this was more seen as like a non-intimate thing. like it was needed for conjuring or something idfk. so we started on the floor. but then i was like "wait this doesn't feel right, bend over." so he bent over and i fucked him with a a giant cock i somehow had. yea epic wizard bareback fuck dream.

the morning after i almost shared the dream with my mom bc i felt so normal about it

everyone who says they dont like farting is a LIAR. farting is one of the most satisfying feelings in the world. dont tell me you've never come home after an exhausting day, sat in the couch and let out a big fart and sighed from relief. nothing better than a good big fart.

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young autistic catholic wedding photos

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#why tf cant this be me

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okey to everyone who saw that post: NO U DIDNT! but also to those that did: thank u for ur kindness and understanding and sweet words... i love you

the worst thing is i've wanted to ask my mom for help for so many times. every time i felt extremely ill and like i was in danger. every time my mom comes home i want to go to her and ask her to help me, tell her that im scared of myself and of being alone at home and that im not doing okay and need her help. but the words just dont come out. i know what to do to save myself but i cant. i want to get better so bad but i feel deep shame. like im not allowed to unless someone else helps me first

a short while ago i had a really bad healthscare and thought i was going to die (probably bc it was panick attack induced most likely) but while i was in bed, i thought "i dont want to die. there's still so many stories i want to create. i want to make games and draw comics" and while i was thinking that, i thought up a story to calm myself down (does anyone else do that? like a bed time story for urself?) about a girl who gets cursed by a warlock and slowly turns into a hedgehog.. anyways here's some drawings i tried to make of her today

i wanna die because life feels so bleak lately. but then i also love life and i wanna live to see what i can create out of this mess. but also idk if even deserve it anymore (yes i do)... hmm no i dont (im not sure but i'll figure it out somewhere down the road)

hafta be honest, lately i feel so neurotic and depressed i dont have any interest in my hobbies and i cant get myself to game or watch movies or series or anime but the only thing i get some enjoyment out is looking at cute pictures on pinterest to save while listening to ichiko aoba and lamp playlists. im sorry. yes i even made a future home inspo board