Monsters? Here? — Certainly .

ᴵᶰᵈᶤᵉ ᴰᶤᶜᵗᵃᵗᶤᵒᵘˢ ᵒᶠ ᵗʳᵒˡˡʰᵘᶰᵗᵉʳˢ !! ᵃˢ ᵃᵈᵒʳᵉᵈ ᵇʸ ᵖᵒᶰ ;;* Icoɴ вy α5нrιe7!!

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Ugh, here I go again, having to ask for help

❗❗🚨 EMERGENCY 450$ 🚨❗❗

Need to replace the power of steering hose in our car. I'll need roughly 450$ as right now, I have about 50$ to my name. We need to evacuate the cat 4 hurricane that's headed our way. And have to drive 500 miles to my dad's place in florida to do so. the power of steering in this car has been whinning and hard to steer for almost a month. I've tried to get what money I can, but with just paying to much for medical appointments and meds, I really need some help.

I can take pics of the car and upload them tomorrow if I have to, along with the dead grass patch from a major power of steering leak.

Pay pal: [email protected]

Venmo: metal-cow

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So @plannedparenthood cancled my appointmentーwithout telling me, for a storm that, get this! Does not even fucking make landfall today. They arent even in the path of the fucking thing.

Im honestly tired of being treated as an after thought just because I'm trans. They can only book me for October 5th. I run out of HRT in two days.

They refuse to fill my script dispite cancling me TWICE BOTH TIMES OVER FUCKING STORMS THAT ARE OUT OF MY CONTROL.

FUCK planned parenthood, they treat trans people like shit. They have my name in the system and STILL contact me with my DEADNAME via email.

I instead booked an appointment with a trans ran HRT clinic in Hattiesburg for the 30th.

I don't wish PP to die off, there's far too many women in need for that. But I do want to state, as a transman, FUCK that ratchet ass phobic place.

Just an update to those who donated for my HRT in hopes I would recieve the care that I need and deserve.

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I'm freakin' out again y'all

So im on my break at work, here's the situation:

I have my planned parenthood appointment on monday, but I dont get paid until friday. So basically, I need to be able to afford this appointment!

Last time, it cost 100-150$?? And that's why I'm panicking. I've done my best to get cash, im on my first week of a job. But I cant... afford the appointment because they pay me a WEEK late.

So, yeah, if anyone can help out my girlfriends paypal is [email protected] and my venmo is Metal-Cow

This appointment is for my HRT ( they couldn't have me come in last month, so they are having me run in this month and its the ONLY WAY to continue my T. I've tried to request a refill ( my original appointment was on the day of the hurricane ) and they REFUSED to give me said refill.

Yall im begging, I really need this appointment

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I'm freakin' out again y'all

So im on my break at work, here's the situation:

I have my planned parenthood appointment on monday, but I dont get paid until friday. So basically, I need to be able to afford this appointment!

Last time, it cost 100-150$?? And that's why I'm panicking. I've done my best to get cash, im on my first week of a job. But I cant... afford the appointment because they pay me a WEEK late.

So, yeah, if anyone can help out my girlfriends paypal is [email protected] and my venmo is Metal-Cow

This appointment is for my HRT ( they couldn't have me come in last month, so they are having me run in this month and its the ONLY WAY to continue my T. I've tried to request a refill ( my original appointment was on the day of the hurricane ) and they REFUSED to give me said refill.

Yall im begging, I really need this appointment

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Today I drove about 70 miles or more to hand over my ex roomates Chihuahua to a rescue.

We could not afford this dog, she was a hefty responsibility that was dumped onto us by a neglectful roomate. My girlfriend keeps crying because she feels so bad for this puppy.

Don't leave your animals behind.

[gothcow]

ー†;,  Some character mood study I drew up last night!  ⸸;;

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Y'all should hit up my oc rp blog, I never get time to write him but imma try to squeeze some threads in.

He's a vampire that poses as a catholic priest to feast on the church goers. He specifically picks out bad apples. You never havee to worry about the herd running thin on transphobes and bigots in a church lets be real.

Anyway he's from the 1600's typically and I enjoy writing modern settings for him. He also has a cardiovascular doctor AU and a historian professor one.

Hmu sobs

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Dang it's been like, two years and I'm still salty abt tales.

I guess when you find a writing partner that good, it's impossible to move on until you find another one who is just as good. Which I have yet to find.

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And I oop

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Me, watching everything crash and burn because my mental health has stunned me. And now I can't make money or even remember how to drive and I have so many appointments lined up to finally get my mental health back on track but I'm broke and no one is buying my art so I probably wont be able to afford said appointments :

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EDIT: PAID!! THANK YOU!

Hey, wild question

ーand I NEVER ask for donations but I really need to start HRT. Im 100$ shy of paying planned parenthood. If y'all can please donate so I can start my transition, that'd be amazing!

I also have phone commissions open, prices below.

Proof here: please spread

* I HAVE TO HAVE THE 100$ BY TOMORROW AT 11 AM BECAUSE PLANNED PARENTHOOD DECIDED TO SEND ME THIS FUCKING EMAIL AT THE LAST SECOND!!!

You can donate to my girlfriends paypal @ [email protected] or @ metal-cow on venmo!!

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If you're reading this, I just followed you to interact on my alt @gothcow , so go follow me there, not here, thanks xoxo and all that!

[gothcow]

;;† He totally buys those cheesy sweaters with the corny boomer humor on them. Concidering he's, like, three thousand years oldー ;; ⸸

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Appriciate my boy

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I've grown a lot from the trashy egotistical guy I was back when I first ran this blog.

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Hi I have BSPD ( boarderline sociopath personality disorder ) and I just wanna say this!

It IS VERY FUCKING ABLIST TO TALK ABOUT HOW YOU HATE SOMEONE FOR HAVING A PHYCOPATH /SOCIOPATH DISORDER

We DO face ablsism, people have litterally told me things like " go be a sociopath somewhere else/ oh you are a sociopath so your experience as a victim doesn't count bc you probably fabricated it to manipulate us/ oh well you're clinically a sociopath so how do I know you aren't lying? "

Yeah

Its fucking ablist lmao.

If you call someone a sociopath/ phycopath for doing something you dont like, you're ablist.

Y'all the whole world wants to demonize ME for my clinical lack of empathy but you homis wanna lack more compassion than I do.

Wild.

I write dictatious with my disorder because 1 its my own au version and 2 I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IM TALKING ABOUT.

Y'all I hate this place lmao.

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Hi

Have some art I've done for a client on Facebook

Ok bye

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I doodled

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Yes I'm a professional dictatious writing blog and Del Torro should consider me as a writer.