Sweet Disassociation @disassociaddict - Tumblr Blog

No matter what I cook, it all tastes gross. Why bother when I'd rather not eat

#am i depressed?#I'm probably depressed

When am I considered too old to die young?

#am i #too old #to go out in style

sleeping-jo

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

midnightglances

no it’s fine, it’s just that being vulnerable is scary and disgusting and makes me want to die haha lol so funny am I right?

maxxie-or-smth

google is it normal to look back on memories and feel as if you're watching someone else entirely

maybe i should start another cult. who knows, it could be sucessful this time

#wishful thinking #the first cult #obviously didn't succeed

redstonedust

this sucks im going to kill (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) the president of the United States. (end statement)

maxxie-or-smth

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

kisseism

the amount of care and attention the human body needs is disgusting

scramratz

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

babymorte

i know they say no one is coming to save you but why the fuck not

MCR was right; teenagers are scary

There are days I question the decision to live a long life. Everything was easier when I held such convictions and wishful thinking. Now look at me, losing my mind day by day. I can't remember what I did this morning, let alone yesterday, or the day before. When everything is looking up, I just want to go back to the comfort of spiraling down.

#inner turmoil #live long and suffer I guess

what if I don't want this nightmare to end?

#self loathing #a yearning for the suffering

I've always wished it was possible to go back in time.

I would change many things about myself.

I could have been different.

I should be better.

#if only