Who yells??

30 as fuck

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I was the most handsome boy at the Olive Garden To-Go parking 😇

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I’m 30 today •⩊•

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Had a lovely pre-birthday dinner and stroll with a friend

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its been a wild 12+ years on this here website. I made several friends (and even a roommate, hi Joey) and its been a good place to like express myself and vent and find confidence amidst my gym ~~journey and everything. That said, as I approach the admittedly arbitrary threshold of turning 30 next week on the first, I think i might leave my social media behind. I dont want to delete this blog, and i wont. I've had it for so long and there are a lot of memories and things that are really important to me on here. I just think I want to stop seeking so much external validation from screens and push myself to get back out into my real life and make connections and whatever. I didnt think i could delete insta, and now its been like 2 years, so i know i can do it. I think some time next week, I'll just gently and lovingly set this blog down. It feels silly to wax on about a fuckin blog, but im just really grateful for all I've experienced on here and its a bittersweet choice but im excited to make it.

Anyway, if you see me posting more or whatever in this next week, its because im doing that thing orange trees do when theyre dying and put out a bunch of flowers. i might not post though, who knows lolol

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goddamn you are hot as fuck

well thank you kindly :)

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back and shoulders feeling a little juicy today, not gonna lie

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May I have the wisdom and grace to take the L’s given to me with dignity and humility

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Back on my bullshit (knitting with my fave lil lights)

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okay so im reading the Stormlight Archives and im like just over a 3rd of the way through the Way of Kings and i have ~opinions. anyone wanna yap about it??

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okay for real… where are all the tops?

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swim swam swum swom swem (swym?)

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im trying a semi-local (like 25 minutes away) pool and gym tomorrow and im excited. been wanting to do more cardio and wanna give it a shot

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Finally found a good product for my mustache :3) (that’s me smiling with my mustache curled)

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whooping my ass in the gym so I can feel my best for my 30th in a few weeks

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this shirt was really flattering on me

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Okay so I confronted a lot of insecurities and humbled myself in a few different ways and it went pretty well actually

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feeling the insatiable need to connect with people today