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last updated: november 14th, 2021.
( ☁️ ) a private, multimuse, independent blog penned by : miki ( 20+ , she/her , gmt+9 )
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inceptionz:
“ oh , well i don’t know then , i just seem to remember the small things , ” at this point it’d become a subconscious thing , not even trying to learn more about her friends than she already knew but still somehow picking up new things about them everyday . not that it bothered her , she bets out of the group , she knows everyone the best and it’s something she prides herself in . “ i worry about you all the time when you’re not here so when you finally do come over , i have to check in , make sure you’re well . ” and by that , she means if he’d managed to find time eat well between those super longs baths and who knows what else . “ i like spending time with you too . it’s not often it’s ever just you and i here .. ” and though she enjoyed having a home full of people , she wouldn’t have minded more one on one time with zeke from time to time . “ i’m pretty sure i have the basic ingredients for crepes , zee , don’t worry . can you see in that top cupboard behind you if the flour’s still there or did ros put it somewhere else again ? i can’t reach the back of the top shelf . ”
“you don’t have to worry about me, kia.” momentarily, zeke’s impulsive heart took over and he lifted a hand to gently stroke her hair, “trust me, you’ll definitely know when i’m feeling like crap. i’ll be loud about it.” really, how could zeke not be well when he knew he had the most amazing group of friends who supported him and took great care of him? (note: kiaria, ninety-nine percent of the time. sometimes roslan when he wasn’t too busy with work and being a loser. kyrie is a piece of shit but he’d already wriggled his way in zeke’s life like a little termite that he cannot get rid of.) “right now, we can focus on making kickass crepes, yeah?” his own words served as another reminder that it was just them. alone. together. it’s nerve-wracking and delightful at the same time. at the request, zeke bobbed his head and moved to open the cupboard with ease, refusing to think about how he literally just touched her. unprompted. “it’s here,” he cheered, plopping the bag of flour onto the counter. it’s half-empty, but it’s enough to make a stack of crepes for two. “what do we do now? i’ve never made crepes before. i need your guidance.”
inceptionz:
soren had come to easily notice when hyun was thinking hard about things , it was usually written all over his face , he just hadn’t expected christmas decorating to be one of the things that required so much thought . “ drown it with ornaments , may as well use it all seeing as we’ve bought it all . ” and there it was . the first instance of overthinking , he stays silent on it and he’s right to considering hyun comes to his conclusion and clears up his own doubts . soren brings himself to his feet then , out of instinct heading towards their bunnies and reaching down to hold caramel for a moment . “ separating them would be mean — it’s like you and i being forced apart because you enable me . we can’t do that to them . we’ll just stock up on treats and see how it goes . ” he strokes his fur a little before setting him down and approaching the tree . “ how are we doing this ? wrapping it round or is there an art to putting tinsel up that i need to learn ? ” he wonders , though there’s a playfulness to his tone and a smile to match .
soren’s easygoing personality perfectly matches his, hyun thinks. if soren hadn’t been with him and helped him make the most mundane of decisions, then he’d still be stuck at home depot choosing which tree to take home. thankfully, hyun wouldn’t need to worry about the green tinsel being camouflaged by the actual tree if they were going to use all of the ornaments. people would be too blinded by the decor to notice anything else—whether that was something positive or negative is anybody’s guess. “hey! it takes two to tango. you enable me too, but in a very sexy way,” hyun wiggles his eyebrows. he’s vibrating with excitement as he clutches the end of the tinsel and hands it over to his boyfriend. the bunnies seemed to sense his energy, too; they were eyeing them curiously, ears perked up and twitching. “i could walk in one direction while you go the opposite way?” the suggestion sounds borderline cartoonish, but it’s fun. hyun doubts they were going to end up tangled in the tinsel like in an actual cartoon, though. “you gotta kiss me every time we meet half-way.”
inceptionz:
eyes narrow at the expected response from her . this was typical misty — anyone else would’ve had a whole list ready to send his way but not her , which only makes the holidays and gift buying even more difficult . “ nothing huh ? i see you had selective hearing then . ” he’ll give it to her , she’s smart and had he actually wanted anything , he would’ve told her only to find out what she wanted most too . “ nice try . you have until tonight or else tomorrow i go out on a shopping spree and there’s no telling what i’ll buy . ” it was ironic really considering he’d already got boxes of wrapped gifts hidden away in his attic — the one place he was sure she’d never go up to on her own . but his current goal was to get her one main gift and while he’d had his heart set on taking her to get matching permanent bracelets together , he wants to cover all bases first , preferring to get something she wanted over something he’d thought up on his own .
the deadline makes misty pout. “hold on—tonight?” she echoes incredulously, “i can’t think of anything by tonight. you never told me what you wanted, either! it’s not fair.” although endearing, it was also incredibly difficult to manoeuvre around korain’s stubbornness. nevertheless, knowing that she’d been in his thoughts makes flowers bloom in her chest. she could ask for a book. maybe a new set of silverware. or a scarf—still, whatever korain decides to give her, she knows she’ll love it anyway. while it was easier to roam around the department store and pick out a few things that reminded her of korain, misty wanted this year’s present to be a tad more personal and meaningful—something that conveyed her (unspoken) feelings for him. “you could, um... get me something for jisty? a new hamster wheel, maybe?” she tries, smiling sheepishly as she gauges korain’s reaction.
inceptionz:
━━━━━ ⤿ 𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐄 › 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒄𝒅 .
she can’t help but glare at him at the mention of having to earn the money . it wasn’t as if she even needed much , just enough to fill her car and get her on the road and away from this place . any normal person would’ve let her borrow the cash but not him and the stupid smile on his face makes her more than aware that she wasn’t going to enjoy a single second of what lies ahead . “ you can’t just go to a cash point and withdraw the money ? ” mirae only grows more annoyed with him once he kicks off his shoes , leaving her in disbelief at the action . never in a million years would she ever share shoes , let alone shoes that looked like that but her feet were already getting dirty . she huffs in dismay , rubbing her temples with one hand before begrudgingly sliding her feet into the slippers . the only good thing was that she didn’t know a single soul here and once she got home , she’d erase this moment from her memory completely . “ is there a dental clinic here ? does your local one need help ? i guess i could offer up an hour or two , maybe i know them from university . ”
just like her previous complaints, the glare is disregarded. ignoring is the best strategy to make tantrums stop, after all. people from the city often acted similarly; privileged, inconsiderate, and extremely out-of-touch. daehee could very well lead her to the nearest ATM, but alas! daehee only had his shabby little coin purse and his equally shabby backpack. “no one in their right mind would bring their bank cards to the beach, you know,” he points out matter-of-factly, “and even i did have it with me, i’m not the type of person who goes around lending strangers my hard-earned money. what if you conveniently forget to wire it back when you return home, huh?” not that he’s accusing her of being a thief, but it’s important to be vigilant. once the woman puts the slippers on, daehee resumes walking. “unfortunately, no. the nearest one is a 40-minute drive from here. it’d be real nice if there was, though. there are a lot of seniors who need dental care.” he glances at the other, curious, “are you a dentist?”
inceptionz:
“ for real ? what did you get me ? can i get a hint ? ” he feels bad that ros had so easily caved , earning himself constant pestering on kyrie’s part , trying to figure out what the other had got him . “ those aren’t bad ideas . maybe not the mug but the slow cooker or one of those fancy mixers she can use to bake stuff . or a new toaster , i broke yours trying to heat two slices of pizza in the same compartment . ” reaching for his juice , kyrie shrugs , he wasn’t exactly an expert at buying gifts but he did buy everything with affection . “ i got her a switch — she’s always so focused on everyone else , i don’t think i’ve ever seen her play a game or do anything relaxing . i figure she’d like that animal crossing game but i also got mario kart for me to play on it too — when she’s not using it herself of course . ”
guilt settles in the pit of roslan’s stomach as kyrie badgered for hints. it wasn’t that roslan was a bad liar, he just couldn’t handle the fact that he’d lied to his friend. the only thing that was keeping him from telling the truth was kyrie’s reaction, in particular. he can already visualize the silent treatment that’s bound to occur if he ever admitted to lying. “that would ruin the surprise, wouldn’t it? wait until christmas.” he reasons, wanting kyrie to drop the subject. gnawing on his bottom lip, roslan lets kyrie’s suggestions simmer in his mind. they did need a new toaster. “i’m gonna get her a slow cooker and a toaster, maybe." it didn’t hurt to splurge a little, especially since roslan knows he’ll make good use of the appliances himself. “ah, a switch? that’s a good gift. i know she’ll like it. knowing kia, she’d probably let you use it before her.”
devcnwrites:
“oh, trust me, i’ll take you to the nearest place for some surf and turf eventually. the lobster hits different.” connor spots an empty space in the apartment just big enough for their boxes–an answered prayer, really– and strides over to it. “honestly, there’s nothing wrong with chicken nuggets and macaroni and cheese usually but I’m pretty much over that. grace’s mother is the better cook between the two of us.” he opted not to talk about grace’s mother much. she had gotten close to the family, and still talked to his parents (or at least connor and collin’s mother, which sort of felt like twisting the knife), but the divorce had been rough. connor shook himself from his thoughts and smiled at his brother, clapping his shoulder. “i really am happy you’re here, man. you’ll love it here.”
eventually. collin’s disappointed; the salty-smelling breeze got him craving for some seafood, and he’d hoped connor took him to a scrumptious waterfront grill for lunch. unloading the boxes had been physically exhausting; they both deserve to have a hearty meal—nothing fancy, but anything that could fill his empty stomach. he’d kill for a plate of sashimi. or shrimp scampi. man, even steak. he’s not choosy. "it’s about time you polished your kitchen skills since you’ll be feeding two people now.” he follows his brother to the empty space and sets the box down. “yeah?” he grins, “you think so? i’m just excited to try all the seafood, honestly.”
devcnwrites:
dylan makes a pained noise, clutching his chest and taking a half step back. “oh, it burns. ouch.” it’s dramatic, yes, but the act dissolves in a half a second and he’s back in step with yooseung, scooping up his hand and lacing their fingers together. “it was spontaneous, thank you very much, and I could’ve done worse – like hang onto the ferris wheel while suspended hundreds of feet in the air.” he’s afraid of heights, so that truly is his worst nightmare. “is it so wrong to want to kiss my boyfriend?”
“huh. i’d like to see you do that,” yooseung dares, sliding their entwined hands inside the kangaroo pocket of his hoodie. just a few months ago, yooseung would’ve gagged at the thought of getting all chummy with dylan in public, but he’d grown to like the warmth he provided... unfortunately. “yes, dylan. it’s a sin, unless you tell me where the fuck you’re taking me right now.”
devcnwrites:
in the back of his mind, jack knows that forgetting dae’s birthday was a shitty thing to do. yet, he still finds himself trying to rationalize it. well, i was too high to remember anything last night. or it’s just one birthday, there’s a lot going on right now. he knows he’s in for a world of hell once micah gets to him – and it’s not the violent sort of hell. it’s worse, in jack’s opinion - the calculated, cool and snide remarks. there was a party, and he was just too caught up with the wrong crowd to even remember to show up. he knows dae is too good for this world and might eventually forgive him, but it’s not a good feeling that he doesn’t know what to expect in the present moment. jack eventually shakes the nerves after standing there for what feels like weeks. he braces himself, raising his fist to the door while nervously jiggling the bag containing dae’s gifts ( x, x). // @disconnectcd
instead of the usual smile that automatically appears on dae’s face whenever jack dropped by, his eyebrows furrow. it would have been easy to spend his entire birthday pretending like he hadn’t been waiting for jack if leo and alex hadn’t kept throwing concerned glances his way—it felt like daggers stabbing him over and over. his upsetting conversation with micah the morning after didn’t help, either. he doesn’t blame them for worrying; the most important person that should’ve been by his side celebrating his birthday didn’t even bother showing up. dae doesn’t know how long he’d be moping around, but with the party still fresh in his mind, the unannounced visit currently felt more like a slap to the face than a touching gesture. it was as if jack didn’t care about him, like his position in jack’s life wasn’t significant enough. “why are you here?” the tone of dae’s voice is harsh. demanding, almost.
0815165:
youngjae frowns as he turns to look at harley, “it’s not like i’m not going to fucking wash the dishes, harley!” he clenches his jaw as he takes in a deep breath, “i just wanna rest a little – we’re not going to die because of a few plates in the sink.” seated on the couch, youngjae buries his face in his hands as he sighs. his body feels sore from the long hours that he spent doing his piece for a client and all he wants is a hug, but he’s pretty sure that harley’s pissed at him too. “just … stop biting on my ass a little, please? i’m not in the mood tonight.”
the second outburst makes harley flinch slightly. every time they argue, harley’s brain shuts down, and he often settles on staying quiet, not wanting to say anything that could potentially escalate their little fight. on paper, getting annoyed over unfinished chores is silly and childish, but coming home to a (slightly) messy apartment wasn’t exactly relaxing. there’s a beat of silence, with harley standing across from the sofa. it’s a little heavy and tense. “i’ll wash the dishes,” is all harley says before dragging his own feet to the kitchen.
devcnwrites:
“wait.” the word leaves dylan’s lips before his brain even catches up. he jerks yooseung back to him gently, laces their fingers together. it’s a clear night, the summer breeze having already faded into fall. there might be people around, but dylan doesn’t care. it’s been weeks since he and yooseung began the steady climb back to the place they were before he went and messed things up. he’s worked really hard to redeem himself a second time, and really, he just wants to know that it’s showing. he brings his free hand to yooseung’s cheek, leaning in to kiss him. after a moment, he pulls back, brushing the pad of his thumb against yooseung’s skin, taking a beat to memorize the moment. “there.” he murmurs, the faintest smile spreading across his face. “just wanted to do that.” // @ofroseates
it’s a setting yooseung isn’t used to, but ever since dylan reappeared in yooseung’s life, everything has been upside down in the best, nicest way possible. he’d subconsciously been letting pieces of dylan back in before he knew it. it’s getting harder to ignore the growing feelings in his chest, but maybe they never went away in the first place. maybe they’d just been buried underneath all the resentment he harbored. he avoids dylan’s gaze, opting to stare down at the ground. “stupid,” he mumbles, embarrassed. the supposed insult comes off as fond rather than venomous—a cheeky little freudian slip of the heart. “which nicholas sparks movie did you plagiarize that move from?”
inceptionz:
“ why wouldn’t i remember ? ” having to remember certain things about her friends came with the territory . it was up to her to remember to pay their rent , to make sure there were a specific type of muffins in her cupboards for ky whenever he came over or how if ros didn’t wake up by 8 on his own , she’d have to do it herself or else he’d be late . remembering scented candles for zeke was a walk in the park in comparison . “ it’s okay , i’m kinda used to eating last now . it sounds silly but it’s nice knowing everyone is being fed before eating my own food . ” it sounded better in her head but it was too late to take it back now , instead having to pause once he offers to help . “ you want to be my sous chef ? won’t that take up your ‘ you time ’ ? ” she knows how hard it is to find a moment to herself so she wouldn’t blame him for wanting some time for himself . “ if you’re definitely sure … name what you want and we’ll make it together , if i have the ingredients , that is . ”
“i wouldn’t have remembered if i had been you.” zeke reasons. whatever tidbit and detail he learned about his friends, he learned against his will. or—to put it in a kinder term—subconsciously, with how much time he spent with them. “it’s only the two of us here, you don’t have to worry about that right now.” zeke doesn’t know whether to feel apologetic or not. kiaria’s kindness and hospitality is something he constantly took for granted; it has become a routine by this point, gathering at her place for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. kiaria always made sure to put everybody else first—for somebody as selfish and lazy as zeke, he doubts he could even muster enough energy to make meals for his friends every single day. awkwardly, zeke scratches at the nape of his neck, “why not? i like spending time with you.” that, and he’s desperately trying to find a leeway to ask her out again. he knows roslan isn’t coming home until the evening, but kyrie’s schedule seemed to be all over the place recently, so time is of the essence. “hmm, how about crepes? that’s simple enough, right? if you want, we could check the fridge for ingredients first.”
devcnwrites:
“great, so I know who I need to call to help cover the cost when I’m in need of a full knee replacement.” connor grumbles, but he’s not really mad. the two of them have always had this easy banter about them, but no matter what they never stop showing up for eachother. since connor usually has his hands full with grace, he’s happy he’s able to get collin situated in his new place. still, he’s way too stubborn to give in. “it’s fine, i’ll suffer for just a little longer. lunch is on you, though, you know that?”
collin is almost satisfied with the compromise. “’course,” he beams, “wherever you want, i’m not going to complain. it’s not like i know any good places ‘round here, anyway.” he lets a few seconds of silence hang in the air, before continuing, “as long as you give me a tour after. these are the last of the boxes, so we’ve got a bunch of time to spare.” collin wasn’t going to admit it, but he was still struggling to adjust to the quiet coastal town.
inceptionz:
glancing up from ros’ couch to look at the other , kyrie smiles , “ sure , just need to find some poor sucker to wrap everything and then i’m good to go . you got my gifts already , right ? ” for once he was well ahead with the holiday season , mostly due to work being scarce but it’s not something he wishes to disclose to ros or any of the others just yet . “ well , what does she like ? you know her better than all of us . i think she’d appreciate something with meaning that comes from you rather than some random flashy gift though . ”
“of course, i bought yours first,” roslan lies, hoping that his answer sounded convincing enough. he’d been procrastinating on shopping altogether; he’ll worry about kyrie’s present another day. he returns to the living room with two glasses of orange juice, babbling, “i was thinking something she could use in the kitchen? like... a slow cooker. or a cool set of knives. maybe an expensive mug?” he eases the drinks on the table before plopping down next to kyrie with a muted huff. “but that’s too... bland, isn’t it?
inceptionz:
“ at least now you know what to get her for christmas too . ” he half jokes , leaning over to stroke the tiny hamsters fur , smile growing as he pulls back . “ speaking of christmas , you haven’t told me what you want yet . and you can’t say nothing because everyone wants something . ”
“nothing,” misty answers, completely ignoring the latter part of korain’s question. korain has already given her so much, and misty didn’t want to make it seem like she was taking advantage of his generosity. on the other hand, misty didn’t know what to get korain—he could get whatever material thing he wanted with a snap of his fingers. misty straightens her back, smiling, “actually, i’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours first.”
inceptionz:
soren knows the tree they have now is the biggest they’ll ever manage to fit through the door but he’s determined to go bigger next year and somehow make it work — that or they need to find a bigger place with wider doorways . “ holding you to that , ” if it were up to him , he’d find a way to cram everything on the tree and throughout their home , with no regard whatsoever for colour schemes or if things matched but hyun was far more organised , some would even say meticulous where christmas was concerned . “ i think red and gold is overdone , how about green and silver ? ” he pulls out the silver ornaments , segregating them into a pile on the couch space besides him . at the mention of their bunnies , he casts his gaze to them in the pen they’d put them in for the time being . he dreads to think of how excited they’d get if they were free to roam round all the boxes and decorations . “ i won’t argue with you on that one . definitely a whole day , possibly more just to get them in the same frame and looking in the same direction . the last time we took photos , coconut wore me out . we’ll need another day before to mentally and physically prepare for it . ”
already, the cogs in hyun’s brain have been set in motion. squeezing a bigger tree isn’t going to end well. he can already hear their furniture falling all over the place. “green and silver,” hyun murmurs, intrigued, “hah. kinda like slytherin. i’m not opposed to that. do you want to drown the tree with ornaments or keep it simple?” he rips through a pack of green tinsel, glancing at the silver baubles. green and silver did look good together, but... “wait, wouldn’t green on green look weird?” hyun’s brows furrow. granted, the tinsel is a different shade of green and the shiny, glittery texture helps it stand out. he’s just thinking way too much again. quickly, he draws his own words back. “nah, never mind.” with the roll of green tinsel in one hand, hyun pushes himself up to his feet. the grin on his face returns as he approached the tree. “we shouldn’t put coconut and caramel together ‘cause they enable each other.” cocoa is, arguably, the most well-behaved one—as long as they gave him treats. hyun supposes taking photos with the rabbits is a good bonding experience, although it often costs time and effort. he turns around to face soren before gesturing for him to get up as well. “c’monc’monc’monc’mon, help me put this up. we can clean later.”
inceptionz:
oh how she wished he’d slow down , it was bad enough she only had one shoe but it was even harder to keep up when he kept stopping and starting to talk to just about anyone passing by . she’s inches away from crashing into his back when he actually stops this time to answer her questions . his answers however leave her speechless — which in itself was a rarity but no high end malls was and only a corner shop was a shock to the system . “ no one should be alright with wearing slippers with an outfit like this . ” her jaw drops at the thought , hating the idea of it but aware she didn’t really have a choice at this point . “ how will i buy said slippers without my purse and money ? will you lend me some and when i get back home , i’ll transer it straight back to your bank account ? i can’t walk around barefoot , there might be bugs or glass on the floor . ” mirae exaggerates .
daehee looks down at his own footwear: a pair of slippers from the family-owned restaurant he frequented and occasionally worked at. it wasn’t chivalrous of him to keep letting the woman walk around barefoot, and despite the nagging, she did have a point. except that he knows, from the past few minutes of getting to know her, that she would much rather put up wearing no shoes than using bathroom slippers. inside his pocket, his phone began vibrating, most likely from messages and requests from the townspeople. as if a little glowing lightbulb had popped above his head, daehee’s face gleams with satisfaction as he concocted the perfect solution. he could use a little help. “i’ll help you earn the money,” he offers, completely skipping over her dramatics. “i’ll pay you by the hour. i’m positive it’s going to be enough cash for you to be able to buy a pair. but for now,” he kicks his slippers off, “wear that. you’ll need it.”