Discordia Azaezal

29 Year old ABDL/mommy. Puppy shaped thing. The Flowerspeakers Gayest Daughter. Put your age in bio.

[discordiaazaezal]

What is this vaguely puppy shaped thing?

Hi hi!~ I'm Eris!

From a people perspective: I'm 29 years old, polyamorous, Asexual (kinda), Aromantic (probably?), neurodivergent, and a weird as fuck girl thing. Please use either She/Her or It/Its pronouns for me!

From a kink perspective: A silly puppy girl, a serious Mommy, and sometimes a dumb little baby. I'm an avid kinkster looking to make some friends, find myself in silly situations, bully some folks, and maybe even get bullied myself if anyone is feeling generous.

I'm a switch but spend a lot of IRL time leaning into the dominant headspace so this blog will likely have a bit of a lean towards my submissive tendencies.

This blog is occasionally posted to by other members of its system, mainly Phanes.

If you attempt to interact with me beyond likes and reblogs you will be vibe checked.

Minors and bigots get the fuck out!~

Tags will be chaos, but there is some order to it:

'#azaezal originals' is all content produced by us

'#eris ramblings' is stuff created by Eris

'#phanes ramblings' is stuff created by Phanes

'#eris irl' is anything featuring my actual body

'#eris in diapers' is my padded pics

'#mommy eris' is my domme stuff

'#azaezal writings' are our writing projects

There will be plenty more, but those are the ones I will actively maintain

Kinks:

Needs:

Ageplay / ABDL

Petplay

Impact

Knives

Humiliation

Degradation

Muzzles

Muzzles

Muzzles

Wants:

Wax play

Chastity

Bondage (Rope is my favorite)

Total Power Exchange

Free Use

Dollification

Fauxcest

Medfet

Probably a dozen other things, but I've got a bad brain.

Soft Limits:

Scat (messing makes this a grey area)

Blood

Hard Limits:

Gore

Snuff

Anything transphobic

Urethra stuff

Permanent Harm

Feeder

My Smut/Projects

All projects can be currently found on ao3

[balljointed-succubus]

i wanna be a little's comfort dolly so bad

i wanna be the beloved possession that someone reaches for when they need comfort and safety

i want someone to talk to me like they don't think i can hear them while they cuddle me

i wanna hear "it's okay, dolly. everything's gonna be okay. we're gonna be safe and okay, dolly." not to reassure me, but as a way to comfort themselves. and i want it to help

i wanna be told that i'm a pretty dolly in a way that feels like they're playing to entertain and comfort themselves, not because they're complimenting me. because i'm just a beloved possession

i wanna be asked questions like "do you wanna play outside, dolly? do you wanna have your hair brushed, dolly?" and not be expected to respond, and to be treated as though i never heard the question to begin with. the way someone would talk to a doll when they're just playing

[balljointed-succubus]

i wanna be a little's comfort dolly so bad

i wanna be the beloved possession that someone reaches for when they need comfort and safety

i want someone to talk to me like they don't think i can hear them while they cuddle me

i wanna hear "it's okay, dolly. everything's gonna be okay. we're gonna be safe and okay, dolly." not to reassure me, but as a way to comfort themselves. and i want it to help

i wanna be told that i'm a pretty dolly in a way that feels like they're playing to entertain and comfort themselves, not because they're complimenting me. because i'm just a beloved possession

i wanna be asked questions like "do you wanna play outside, dolly? do you wanna have your hair brushed, dolly?" and not be expected to respond, and to be treated as though i never heard the question to begin with. the way someone would talk to a doll when they're just playing

[littlesistem]

precious baby that's too little for even a nursing handjob, just gets their diaper groped or humps a stuffie while nursing

[pacifiedfamiliar]

Wow she just like.me fr fr 😵‍💫

[discordiaazaezal]

Well of course she's just like you. She *is* you. 😘

[discordiaazaezal]

Another thought baby from the softer happier side

Traumatized feral pilot x safe person handler

A pilot who is vicious and violent and standoffish, never letting anyone get close and snapping at a moments notice, with their handler who somehow got close and manages to calm them down. Just the scent of the handler alone working almost like a massive hit of weed, sending them into a calm state.

Coming back from an especially bad mission and lunging at the ground crew only to have the handler step into the way, claws disappearing, the lunge turning into more of a collapse. Everyone staring as the demon of the fleet, war and death incarnate, child of slaughter, begins to scream and bawl into their handlers chest. The handler soothing their charge and taking all the pain away, letting them be safe and exist. Carrying them to the quarters they have been allowed to share, the only place the pilot can truly relax and turn off.

Potentially also a cg handler x regressed pilot fic

Honestly, this has the vibes of the girlframe character it plays. Highly manipulative, severely brain damaged, dangerous as all hell, but the moment handler is there it gets dosed with a regressionary agent and is the sweetest little toddler that anyone could ever see.

[discordiaazaezal]

Thought of something to actually poke at you with

Sadist handler x mechpilot

The handler getting off to the pilots pain and wiring them into their mechs damage sensors, training the pilot to be reckless and leave themselves open to non-lethal injuries. Wiping the pilots mind after every couple battles so they never get used to the pain and it stays fresh for the handler to enjoy. The handlers breathy, half-moaned orders only driving the pilot to fight harder and take more damage. Cause ofc the handler is actively masturbating to the subs noises of pain.

Girl how the fuck are you not a mechsplo author at this point? XD Also fuck it wishes it were more into this dynamic. it likes so much of it, the tech, the sadism, the dynamics, but for some reason it has never clicked beyond it being a vessel for its other kinks. Definitely gonna be sharing this with its girlframe group though. Gonna set the girlies on fire with this one. 🥰

[link-vanguard]

🌸✨🐾🌸✨🐾🌸✨🐾

Bow to Her Royal Highness you knave 😤

🌸✨🐾🌸✨🐾🌸✨🐾

[greyl1me]

[balljointed-succubus]

i was trying to have a big mature talk while hanging out with some local kinky friends about gender and performativity theory and reactionary ideology and my diaper started LEAKING AND DRIPPING ON THE FLOOR when i was trying to seem so smart and mature god dammit i'm such a fucking dumb pisspants dolly

[cuteandpadded]

Awwwww! I think that should happen any time you try pretending to be big, really drives home what you were really made for :3

[balljointed-succubus]

i am big!! i just also happen to be a dumb dolly >:c

[balljointed-succubus]

i was trying to have a big mature talk while hanging out with some local kinky friends about gender and performativity theory and reactionary ideology and my diaper started LEAKING AND DRIPPING ON THE FLOOR when i was trying to seem so smart and mature god dammit i'm such a fucking dumb pisspants dolly

[cuteandpadded]

Awwwww! I think that should happen any time you try pretending to be big, really drives home what you were really made for :3

[discordiaazaezal]

The perfect threesome includes someone whose body cannot go for as long as the others but enjoys cooking with immense passion so there is dinner served right as the afterglow sets in.

[balljointed-succubus]

i was trying to have a big mature talk while hanging out with some local kinky friends about gender and performativity theory and reactionary ideology and my diaper started LEAKING AND DRIPPING ON THE FLOOR when i was trying to seem so smart and mature god dammit i'm such a fucking dumb pisspants dolly

[discordiaazaezal]

Wiping the piss off your leg as you stood there with your face in your hands was a significant highlight of my evening, little dolly.

[yourmamabunny]

(while I'm giving a tender nursing handjob to my daughter and she's whimpering and squirming in my arms) is there anything more beautiful than quality mother/daughter bonding time?

[carbxnu]

Desperately plapping against mommy as my tiny girlcock can barely even penetrate her. She can't really feel much, but the high she gets from seeing me so desperate to make her feel good with my pathetic little thing is so adorable and endearing to her that it makes up for it. Her little girl's trying her best after all~ >w<

[balljointed-succubus]

Hopefully not too many (if so cut whatever you want) but: 6, 9, 13, 17, 21, 25 for the ask game!!

6: would you give up your vanilla life for 24/7 kink?

i think if i knew exactly what i wanted, yes. if i could make my fantasies come true and be an actual succubus or an actual porcelain doll or any of my other stupid fantastical things, 10,000% yes. in terms of real kink dynamics, i'd have to know what would fully satisfy me. still kinda new to this whole thing, so i'm still exploring.

9: do you prefer mindless or conscious obedience?

as a dominant, i really like conscious obedience, especially if it's reluctant because i love seeing people push through their pride in order to bend to my will. as a submissive, since i'm a doll, i love the idea of being mindlessly obedient and never even question being an extension of my Mistress's will.

13: how much control do you enjoy in your kink?

as i get more comfy with stuff, i think i'm going to enjoy less control. i'm still trying to get accustomed to feelings of helplessness because they're pretty scary, but i've been trying to be a lot more open to my friends and not hide my submission so much and i think that's been helping me get more accustomed to being vulnerable and feeling helpless.

17: how does kink help in your day-to-day life?

i think it's a really nice source of emotional connection!! i've made lots of friends through it and feeling like a mindless little doll helps me relax and it tends to make me feel happy. kink motivates a lot my artistic creation too, so it can act as a really nice engine to kickstart writing, talking with people, drawing, and stuff like that.

21: how integrated is kink in your day-to-day life?

considering i'm padded basically all the time? pretty integrated. most of my friendships were started from and heavily involve kink, and i have a nice little circle of kinky friends that i talk and hang out and play games with pretty much daily. i have a collar that i wear pretty often (it's just mine, not collared by anyone) and i have in-person play sessions relatively frequently, though i suppose that isn't day-to-day life.

25: how much kink do you sneak past vanilla folks?

well, i'm in diapers quite a lot, to the point that last time i was about to put on panties, i literally forgot which drawer had my panties in it for like 10 solid seconds. so if you consider that, then a lot. if you just mean things that vanilla people see but don't think much about, like a bracelet as a day collar, kinda none at all. a lot of vanilla people know i love plushies a lot, but they don't know that i like to fuck them, so i suppose that counts :3

thank you for the ask!! i love answering these a lot

[balljointed-succubus]

Your unabashed enthusiasm for diapers is of course sort of delightful~

thank you!! :3

i love being shamelessly pathetic for the entertainment of others~

[bruisedrabbit]

nonsexual domination is so sweet <3

making sure i take my meds each morning and picking out my clothes and rewarding me for drinking lots of water <3