[apply passion]

 apres moi le deluge.

[ieafy]

all of my explicitly ocean/water themed studies so far excited to do more of them :-) 

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I want to be like water. I want to slip through fingers, but hold up a ship.”

— Michelle Williams

[piscesuggestion]

i want you to feel more loved than you ever felt or thought was possible.

[thedarkperidot]

Signs you grew up lonely

- Chasing people who don’t want you

-Making up lots of stories and worlds

-Overtalking whenever there’s someone to talk to

-Excessive reading

-Daydreaming

-Clinging emotionally to others

-Being the ‘disposable’ friend in the group

-Excessive baths

-Talking to oneself

-Obsessive friendships

-Excessive helpfulness

[litttleprincess-deactivated2017]

When you see it, REBLOG IT.

[wordsnquotes]

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

If you ever want to talk: My Tumblr ask is always open.

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

Studying Songs and Reading Music

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Best music to listen to when I’m in my bright nights & dark mornings. 

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

You're an overcomer Stay in the fight 'til the final round You're not going under 'Cause God is holding you right now You might be down for a moment Feeling like it's hopeless That's when he reminds you That you're an overcomer You're an overcomer

Angela Treviño

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

Tying the Knot with Who I Am

Questioning whether my religion was a sham after high school, but here I am, leaving everything in the hands of God. I am convinced that I am blessed in a tragic way, which I have researched.

1 out of 10 people who have lost their parents- are 2 years old or less. QUITE A SMALL NUMBER OF US LIL BABIES. Fuck, my life was altered the moment I found out that my brother witnessed his parents die. He woke up in a bed of blue bonnets, crying, bleeding and bruised waiting for somebody. Anybody.

Yeah I have a fucking heart. I care about my brother.

I may be a woman.... someone who can be dark, and who is highly judged from the background that I have with the whole fucking world I live in. I think God has my back.

The whole school system is FUCKED. I have been sliding through school and for fucking what. I can get my stupid English degree and move to become an English teacher or something. I refuse to become another statistics. I want to stand up and OUT and not drink so fucking much. I drink like a fucking alcoholic and it doesn’t hit me till I see how it affects me the next day. Like Kanye says, “What’s worse? The pain or the hangover?” I always knew it was the pain.. but the physicality of the hangover proves the downfall of my pain and the connection between the two.

It’s 5AM, guess that means I’ve been yappin’ a-fuckin-way forever. My life sucks. I’m all a-fuckin-lone, living in a-thousand-fuckin dollar apartment with not a dam reason to complain. So, why the fuck do I?

I know HE is looking after me and I will be able to face me demons in a peaceful and humble mind. I am willing to learn so much that God is willing to teach me. I will shine through the kindness and free will of displaying that kindness how and to whoever I want. I am constantly blessed when it comes to time. THANK GOD.

Time

Prayer

I used to think that time was money, but time is precious. It’s a lot more valuable than money and bonus: it’s free.

[theemotionmachine]

[wordsnquotes]

“I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.”

— Arthur Miller, The Crucible (via wordsnquotes)

[malinke-lonnaa-deactivated20180]

sometimes the things you want badly and are too impatient for might take awhile to come, stay open, it’ll come

[blvckgeezus]

Lmfaooooooooo I thought somebody slowed the video down 😂😂😂

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

Have you Seen Her Lately?

I see her. She’s maxed out her bones with the strength she gives living everyday. She will never let an opponent see her cry. She fears fear, and loves to laugh in the face of the impossible. She’s easy and loves with no rules. Views herself as a target & follows along playfully. She gets into dangerous situations and cries when she can’t get out. But she is the one who wishes for no one to help. A real “I can do it myself” attitude with no skills to back it up.

But she manages & believes she is still guarding herself, all the while everyone can see her fences derailing. You can read her emotions on her face almost exactly. Most are nice enough to play her game, the one where she is perfectly fine. But most know the real her. The girl too afraid to admit she is lonely. The girl afraid to admit she doesn’t know how to love. The girl afraid to admit she’s already a woman and these feelings become too overwhelming for her.

I wish she would know that she is still young. That it’s okay to fear fear, as long as you love freely you will live happily. There are gray areas, but don’t worry living in black and white- others are learning, as are you. Independency has turned her so cold, she needs to see that love for others can be brought home without damage. Cleanliness of the heart is important when you love as often as she. She needs to remember to give to those who also give in return. Opening up to those who don’t open back to you, will hurt you more than you can handle in the moment. And the hurt will hurt her more than a couple hours, days, or weeks. The way she loves, she will hurt for years if she allows herself to.

She knows better. But I see her. I know she will hold on to a damaged love because she believes it to be beautiful no matter the circumstances. She was called damaged all her life. She was deemed to always question the world around her, never certain, living without her spirit. She found her spirit. It was sitting on a leaf fluttering it’s wings. It was eating grass at the barn. It was telling her “I love you” before hanging up the phone. It was dipped in all colors and brushed on a canvas. It was in the sky and pouring rain. It was shining the world. Her spirit was everywhere.

[motivation-and-fitness]

Don’t quit, because starting over sucks.

You probably have a lot of reasons not to quit, but I’ll just add another to the list. 

Starting over sucks.

Yes, setbacks are annoying, but I’d rather have multiple setbacks than have to full blown start over any day.

If you think about quitting and all your other reasons just aren’t convincing you, think about how it feels to start over. That should be a good kick in tush for you.

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

On the Radio

music sends our bodies

into electrifying bliss

placing keys in unlocked shackles.

silent

pause, and the song’s charisma

will possess our walk.

Tonight our eyes set upon the moon

like the beautiful girl

sprinting in the wrong direction;

Panting and dominating memories, crumbled in shame,

the curses

repeat

Linger inside.

as a bluebonnet perks by a pink rose

in its symphony-

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

Legacy of the Clock

inside the clock lies a screw

turning the lights in new spots

rotating like the tummy’s

slap to the face moments.

awake, drowning in NyQuil.

without that screw,

granddaddy has nothing and

the lies of time

will forever need their

handy dandy screw.

[mineraliety]

Himalayan Quartz with Chlorite soaking up the sun and view in Malibu with @themineralcollective ///// 

www.instagram.com/mineraliety

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

I’m gonna soak up the sun!! I’m gonna tell everyone to LIGHTEN up!! :) I’m gonna tell them I’ve got no one to blame.

[discover-simpleandbeyond]

Be happy. It's one way of being wise.

Colette