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being soft, gentle and warm is a different kind of radical. the ability to allow yourself to be vulnerable is very powerful
Questions for Muns of Canon Muses: 7/8
Questions for Muns of (Semi) Canon Muses:
For movie or TV muses, what is your muse’s favorite scene? Why? Can you show a screenshot?
1.10: The Citadel, when Mike is going after John about being a freak and Cara has to telepathically tell Clari to calm her tits before she starts a brawl.
Clari: *telepathically* I’m going to throw this entire pool tableCara: *telepathically* Do not.
Clari: *inches closer to the pool table*Cara: I fucking see you, Clari.
Clari: *casually got right up on the pool table, just in case she had to chuck it* Fine, we’re voting. I vote to fucking throw this pool table at your head, you shit. Praise.
For movie or TV muses, what is a scene with your muse that you hate? Why? Can you show a screenshot?
1.21: Kill Switch, when Roger’s training them on how to take down the Founder and she’s just torn because her (stupid) friends are dying because they haven’t turned in Roger. She likes Stephen and all, but is this one dude worth her friends’ lives? She just eventually stands to the side, mostly in shock, as Natalie, Russell and the others take Roger. Like, Clari is probably one of the most powerful TKs against Russell and could have dropped half of them, if her and a few others had stepped up to the plate on this one. But nope, they are all guilty of doing nothing, instead of trusting Stephen and Cara to get the job done. Even if they didn’t touch Roger themselves.
This scene in kill switch is why I have always said Morgan was no where near the Lair when this shit went down. Because Morgan is a pretty good telekinetic, but she’s a damn good telepath - and she’s still not sure were she stands with Jed, but like FUCK is she going to have kicked her relationship with Jed in the balls for them to get Roger back, only for this to happen.
You don’t want to die? By the time she’s done with you, you will welcome it. At least it’s quick.
Telling your rp partners angsty headcanons, plots, etc and enjoying their reactions a lil too much
which member of your otp says “no” right after the other takes a deep breath
"Look at her, Cara. If you can't see that she is one of us then you are lost to us as a leader and we are lost as a people."
Send me a quote from my character’s canon and they will share EXACTLY what went through their minds when they said it, and how they currently feel about it.
“If Cara had thrown Morgan out, then what kind of protectors would we be? Morgan is one of us, despite her relationship with Jedikiah. Just like she says I am one of them, even though I can kill. There’s no point in making it okay for some but not for all. Morgan isn’t Jedikiah. Just like I’m not. The only person we should hold accountable for Jedikiah is Jedikiah. And if Cara had thrown Morgan to Ultra, then who would honestly feel safe in the Lair, if that is how we dealt with problems? Even though no one else has connections to Ultra, not many people know about Morgan being Jedikiah’s girlfriend. They’d just think she did something wrong and that Cara was enforcing some sort of dictatorship where her word was law and disagreement was a death sentence… Well, I mean, it turned out that way anyways, when I dragged Cassie out and gave her the choice to save Stephen. And I knew that if Cara was going to kick me out, she needed to be ready to stand behind that decision, and I knew she wasn’t. She has the capability to be a great leader, but she needs to understand that there is no black and white when making decisions.”
SCREE Linds I love you. I’m going to run off at the mouth about this ok?
I actually have my headcanon about what Morgan was doing here - given this is SO CLOSE to her “a childhood spent in Ultra line”. Which makes this scene a thousand times more painful because I’m pretty sure Morgan suspected she was pregnant at this point.
And she’s pulling away from Cara. Not throwing things, not teleporting, just physically pulling away, actually cowering.
THISis where I think her issues with Cara really started - she was bitchy when she got back to the Lair after she and Jed faked her death, certainly, but it’s entirely justified. And once she makes her point - yes she’s back, yes she’s fine, Cara COULD treat her with some trust rather than scorn, she goes back to being civil.
But this here. Cara as good as said “You aren’t a person. You don't count. You’re a thing for me to use as I see fit and I don’t care if you are physically or emotionally hurt by it.” Morgan’s experienced some shit, sure, but she’s NEVER encountered that before. It hurt. It scared her.
She had ever right to be furious and terrified.
And she was.
THIS is what really hasn’t forgiven Cara for. Selling her out to Ultra to cover their fuck up, kidnapping her, all of that…it’s a far and distant second to this.
Because yes Jed had “threatened” her with Ultra. But that was very much a factor in their relationship, something consensual.
But in this action? Cara became the boogeyman to Morgan that Jed/Ultra is to EVER OTHER PARANORMAL.
That’s why I play Morgan as being slow to forgive Cara.
△ Do you hold any ill will towards any of the dwellers?
Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character
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The ones who tore into my life like a natural disaster and left it in tatters, the ones who hated me because of who I fell in love with, or the ones who decided their idiotic lives meant more than billions of innocent people, possibly including the child I’m carrying and turned on the one man actually trying to help them?
Cause that last group? Deserves whatever Jed is going to do to them and I sincerely hopes he finds it cathartic. The middle group…I don’t blame them, but I don’t like them. And since the first won’t even acknowledge what they did? I kind of really do.
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Hopefully this won’t prove to be a literally fatal flaw, but Morgan is so not a combatant. She freezes, then flees, her fight or flight is stuck on that setting. It’s not that she can’t - won’t - fight, it’s that she’s not good at it, she’s learned other ways out of danger, and they mostly work. But her life isn’t leading her to places were that will be a viable option anymore.
✪ :
Mostly this is directed at fellow Paranormals. But she thinks they are too quick to make the same surface judgments on people. They have the ability to look at people as they are - individuals, mostly complicated, unique individuals, and they should look deeper. Look what she found in Jedikiah after all.
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She hates being interrupted when she’s eating. Not that she won’t talk or something, but I mean a total interruption, where she has to drop her food and run over something. Or worse, swallow it without chewing or spitting it out. It’s not always even someone’s fault but she gets cranky over it. It’s just gotten worse since she’s become pregnant.
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Bathory Honestly? She doesn’t blame everything on him - she hates him, because he ordered her death. But her never ending hatred for Ultra itself is something most people haven’t yet realized - Jed included. It’s not even able the threat Ultra poses to her (that scares her). It’s the damage it’s done. To Roger, Marla, Stephen, and Luca. To John. To Charlotte. To Jedikiah. Morgan SEES what Ultra has done to Jed in five years. Without Roger to buffer him and recenter him. She can’t stomach what it’s done to John and Charlie. She believes Jed planned to restructure Ultra after roger came back but she wants to burn it all to the ground.
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#//Jedikiah Price is a professional life ruiner and he doesn’t deserve Morgan
God how this infuriates her. It’s not Jedikiah’s self esteem issues, it’s the…presumption in it. The only person who gets to decide who deserves her is her. And she’s decided Jedikiah deserves her.
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He's contemplating the 10000 pieces of crib he just ripped taken back apart after the 40th attempt. "I dunno, maybe I should have stayed at Ultra long enough to go to college for an engineering degree." He jokes to Morgan, exhausted and at his limits.
John already had dealt with Clari offering 'help' which bruised his ego, severely, because he now was sure she was right and could get the whole thing together under an hour. He wasn't going to invite her back to witness that and further damage his self esteem, however.
"I think Ikea is Swedish for fuck you." He finally says, glaring at the offending pieces of composite wood, sent by the gods to humble him.
TIM chose that point to interrupt:
John, I have located several more youtube videos on how to put this monstrosity together, would you like me to add them to the schematic?
"I don't think that will save us, TIM. I think this thing needs a Viking Funeral and Morgan and I will go for ice cream. Tell Clari to execute plan 27b."
Clarissa will be delighted, I am sure.
Morgan had, on the few occasions she'd had flat-packed furniture, used her telekinesis to work the allen key or small screwdriver needed, so only one person was needed to put it together. It wasn't something she'd had to do since Jed had slipped her a credit card and told her to furnish the apartment. And previously...she'd used even cheaper furniture.
So John's problem with that crib wasn't just his problem. She'd picked it out after all. Morgan leaned sideways and gently mussed up his hair, even if no one, no matter their core strength, could have held themselves at that angle without support. "I'm pretty sure this is something they sell to sell their assembly and delivery services."
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<small>To say that Morgan had expected some degree of paranoia and hostility was an understatement - there was a reason she hadn't made herself known.
But she could smell the gun oil from here - something she understood was due to her pregnancy. "Jedikiah, had I wanted you to not know who I was until it was too late to get out of the room, I'd have worn a wig." Not dyed her hair, she couldn't stomach the odor right now and Marla had cautioned her against it anyway. It wasn't thought to cause harm, but there wasn't a great deal of information on people like them, was there?
And she knew how observant Jed was, knew he'd pick up the stockinette bandage, the bright teal cap underneath it despite it being the same size as a skittle, the slight hoarseness to her voice. Knew that once he got over the shock, the indignation, the paranoia, the everything, his curiosity would drive him to at least face her and he'd notice more. Her face puffy, her hands swollen, her feet clad in sneakers not heels, the spandex-like tights visible between the hem of her pants and her shoes, the two other teal caps under her bandage that only spelt one thing: PICU line, her lack of lipstick in favor of Chapstick, the fine broken blood vessels on her face, the ones in her left eye, her belly - larger than one would expect of her stage of pregnancy. Her handbag, larger than she tended to care, faint scent of rubbing alcohol and mint coming from it, her lack of her normal perfume, the thick file folder peaking out of her bag, the two thinner ones behind it.
She knew. She knew he'd know she wasn't hiding much, and wasn't trying too, and that she would know he knew.
"I only lied to your receptionist about my name and who sent me. I wasn't sure how else to manage it." Morgan closed her eyes and sighed softly and swallowed hard.
"Jed could you please put that gun in a drawer or something before I vomit all over your stupid carpet."
Letting out a soft breath, almost a sigh, his fingers withdrew the gun as he stepped past her, eyes scanning over her in a clinical manner as he pointedly put the gun into the drawer of his desk before settling himself on the ledge. Anyone else would have had him sitting behind the desk easily, but with what he saw, being more informal was a safer bet.
"Your getting IVs for fluids, but you're vomiting so much it's not making much impact. Not to mention the distension, which says you're either much farther along than we thought... Or multiples... or another issue. Genetic consult indeed." His eyes swept over her again, less clinical, the lines of his face less severe. "Going on a limb and saying pre-eclampsia... at best case. I can get you a corticosteroids and antihypertension script, and a generic swelling reducer, but I'd prefer to kick in your OB's damn door first and ask why they haven't done it yet." The veiled threat was there, the one that promised he did still care about her enough to march right into her physicians office and start a scene. And he always would love her. But things were too... complicated now between them, it felt like.
"I know you've been to the properties, Morgan. It's why I made them easy for you to locate. You can pick any or all of them for all I care. But last time we saw each other, I was not... I am not the person you want me to be, and I reacted in anger... for the duplicity... for the surprise... Jokes on me, I guess. I didn't think you'd want me near you, let alone helping you. I can't even manage to support you from a distance without you needing to make a vague reference to body snatchers to hide your identity to see me." In truth, he was only staying back because John's words to him in that dingy room, the warmth of her neck still palpable on his palms. He remembered every single moment of it.
Yet, he had John now, a undecidedly blessed or cursed wipe of his memories prior to Anax, there was really nothing to stop Jed, except keeping Morgan away from John, lest she trigger some memory for him he wasn't currently aware of. Even now, his control on John was shaky at best with the Lair Dwellers, which unfortunately included Clarissa gunning the hardest, still trying to bring him back, for better or worse he had made his grave and lie in it. If only Morgan knew how ironic Burke and Hare were to this situation.
"So, we can talk about this to death, or I can write you the scripts and get you an ultrasound... And I can help you, if you still want me to. I've already had my chances to be a father and fucked them all up in increasingly unique ways, so forgive my hesitation to do it again."
At least she didn't actually need to ruin the stupid(ly expensive) carpet he'd probably paid some designer to pick out and then have an argument over having warned him and not making the cleaning crew handle it.
And she let him talk for all she wanted to talk over him several times and the face she made when he mentioned she didn't exactly match how they could have guessed she would at this stage of pregnancy - somewhere between a guilty wince and and a helpless surrender.
"Before...anything else. Jedikiah, you don't get to poke a tiger in the eye on purpose and then get angry when you're bitten. I'm not angry at you, I'm not even afraid of you." For him, certainly. Saddened? Incredibly. "You panicked, justifiably. I panicked stupidly. John panicked justifiably, and I hope you didn't lecture him on that when you crossed paths with him again." She was very certain they had, and that that's were John was. But it wasn't something she was sharing with anyone, because she was equally certain Roger had died, and Jed lost his brother and John his other father figure and she wasn't going to intrude on their grieving or allow others to do so. "He projected a lot of 'family' feelings onto me, and I did too really. He looks enough like you to be your son and somehow it felt like taking care of him was coming from you, at least to me." Not that she hadn't loved John - but she ended up feeling like an olive branch from Jed to John in many ways. "So lets just say we all stomped on one another and leave it there, all right?"
Not that Morgan gave him time to answer, plowing right on ahead. "I was seeing a midwife, then got pushed to her overseeing OB, then maternal-fetal. They are prescribing medications and I am taking them. I'm not in the pre-eclampsia yet. But there's worry. She things stress is heavily playing into it. And I'm having my blood pressure monitored, I promise. I take it twice a day, everyday, with a machine, I log it, and Marla takes it a couple of times a week. And supervises the fluid infusions so I'm not stuck in an infusion center that I don't have insurance for. If you really want to help, help with that." Her voice cracked a little. "They think it's likely to end in induction and a NICU stay and something about growing better outside than inside at some point..." She trailed off, looking around. She could put on a brave face - she'd learned to - but it was much harder right now. She had to take a few shuddering breaths to calm down. "You made it very clear how you felt about us having children together, and I'm not going to try to make you play a parenting role you don't want. That's. That's harmful to everyone. But...I need help."
She motioned to the files in her bag. "Mine. All the pregnancy records I have. Lab values, everything. It's not that I don't- I trust you more, to be more diligent in reading over them." To see if anything was missed. "And..." She held up her hand, motioning 'two' with her fingers. "I don't know, I don't want to know, what the genetic screening says, beyond knowing if they are healthy or not. Don't tell me sexes, don't tell me anything. Just. I want a surprise to be excited for." She pulled them loose and offered them over.
Hello Jed, this is your wake up call
In the aftermath of the Battle for Roger and the World, as a certain group of paranormals had taken to calling in (Instead of the "Ultra War"), Morgan had left the safe house the others had been shunted to and gone to Montauk. It had taken a few days, but she'd seen Jed on the news - not that she'd really doubted his survival. But he was up and around, which told her he could come looking.
And as she wasn't 'at home' - this should have been the next place to look. But after a few weeks, he didn't. But no one from Ultra showed up either. Which meant, he was coming, nor was he sending anyone after her.
Marla had allowed her to crash with them for a week after she'd left the lakehouse, in which time Morgan had at least gotten herself established with medical care. What she hadn't told Marla, or Stephen, was that she'd also been poking around Jed's properties. Or some of them. Most were commercial in nature, but there were some that were mixed use. Older buildings with storefronts on the first floor and apartments upstairs. Some, he had managed under a company. Some - few - he didn't. But they did have power. And she found one, an older building but with security cameras and the like and had talked Tim into helping her set a laptop up to monitor it. Between that, various transactions to get false IDs for everyone, and raiding the cash stores she knew Jed had (not all of it, but some, from each and all of it from the ones he had told her were her's) they would be ok.
Not that she invited anyone with her at first. She tested the property and such out for a few more weeks. But then, she'd gone back. Invited Irene and Charlie to come with her, invited Clari to stay. The younger girls needed (and deserved) something much better than safe houses and hiding underground. And she was just old enough to have been their mother, with the right father (also why she'd taken the picture of her and Jed with her) to skate questions, and Clari well.
She was her friend. More than anything, she was her friend.
But midway though her pregnancy, she was having to face a few hard truths:
Jed wasn't coming to look for her.
She couldn't do this without help -
-and leaning on one young woman and two girls was fair to noone.
Which is how she found herself warning Clari, but not Irene or Charlie, that she was going to go confront Jed, when and where, and how Morgan would contact her if things were ok. If they weren't, by a certain time, ways Morgan knew into Jed's apartment without tripping Ultra's sensors. And that he had a rooftop pool. Do with it what she would.
Jedikiah meanwhile, would find a message for him from a confused receptionist, that an Ms Anna Hare was waiting in his office for him, to consult with him about something genetic, refereed to him by a medical staff he did have professional ties to.
When he opened his office door, there'd be a seated woman, with dark brown hair, in a green short sleeve sweater with her back to the door. A stockingnet sleeve covered her lower upper arm.
Jed, while maintaining his public figure, had been quite busy with a side project. Was he aware someone had been at his properties? Of course, his neighbors were nosy little old ladies who loved to call and chat with him over a raccoon by his trash cans. He had assured them it was a friend but thanked them for calling.
Figuring it was either Morgan, or Clarissa since they had always said a variation of 'pretty lady with brown hair', he didn't check in. Assuming he would be thrown through a wall by one or both, or have his mind raided for information on their lost compatriot.
But what was something to check into... Was a visit at his 'official' office, from someone unknown. The office was a nice cushy business suite where he could conduct his business and affairs in private. And last he checked, his affiliates would call ahead to make a warm introduction before sending any potential patients through.
Here was the thing, Jed had a very good memory of names and faces that went with those names. Anna Hare was someone's alias. His hand rested just under his jacket as he opened the door, fingers curled around a pistol. "Well, Ms. Hare, you seemed to have caught me in a state of confusion." His eyes caught the familiar dark brown hair, his fingers loosening on the pistol slightly, but not releasing it entirely. Had it been another shade of brown and a more slim frame, the pistol would have been aimed at the back of her head.
His own daughter inviting herself into his office was an entirely different matter than this... genetic consult. The door clicked shut behind him, leaning back against it.
"Ah, the white rabbit here to lead me down another rabbit hole, I presume. What are you doing here, Morgan?"
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<small>To say that Morgan had expected some degree of paranoia and hostility was an understatement - there was a reason she hadn't made herself known.
But she could smell the gun oil from here - something she understood was due to her pregnancy. "Jedikiah, had I wanted you to not know who I was until it was too late to get out of the room, I'd have worn a wig." Not dyed her hair, she couldn't stomach the odor right now and Marla had cautioned her against it anyway. It wasn't thought to cause harm, but there wasn't a great deal of information on people like them, was there?
And she knew how observant Jed was, knew he'd pick up the stockinette bandage, the bright teal cap underneath it despite it being the same size as a skittle, the slight hoarseness to her voice. Knew that once he got over the shock, the indignation, the paranoia, the everything, his curiosity would drive him to at least face her and he'd notice more. Her face puffy, her hands swollen, her feet clad in sneakers not heels, the spandex-like tights visible between the hem of her pants and her shoes, the two other teal caps under her bandage that only spelt one thing: PICU line, her lack of lipstick in favor of Chapstick, the fine broken blood vessels on her face, the ones in her left eye, her belly - larger than one would expect of her stage of pregnancy. Her handbag, larger than she tended to care, faint scent of rubbing alcohol and mint coming from it, her lack of her normal perfume, the thick file folder peaking out of her bag, the two thinner ones behind it.
She knew. She knew he'd know she wasn't hiding much, and wasn't trying too, and that she would know he knew.
"I only lied to your receptionist about my name and who sent me. I wasn't sure how else to manage it." Morgan closed her eyes and sighed softly and swallowed hard.
"Jed could you please put that gun in a drawer or something before I vomit all over your stupid carpet."
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Hello Jed, this is your wake up call
In the aftermath of the Battle for Roger and the World, as a certain group of paranormals had taken to calling in (Instead of the "Ultra War"), Morgan had left the safe house the others had been shunted to and gone to Montauk. It had taken a few days, but she'd seen Jed on the news - not that she'd really doubted his survival. But he was up and around, which told her he could come looking.
And as she wasn't 'at home' - this should have been the next place to look. But after a few weeks, he didn't. But no one from Ultra showed up either. Which meant, he was coming, nor was he sending anyone after her.
Marla had allowed her to crash with them for a week after she'd left the lakehouse, in which time Morgan had at least gotten herself established with medical care. What she hadn't told Marla, or Stephen, was that she'd also been poking around Jed's properties. Or some of them. Most were commercial in nature, but there were some that were mixed use. Older buildings with storefronts on the first floor and apartments upstairs. Some, he had managed under a company. Some - few - he didn't. But they did have power. And she found one, an older building but with security cameras and the like and had talked Tim into helping her set a laptop up to monitor it. Between that, various transactions to get false IDs for everyone, and raiding the cash stores she knew Jed had (not all of it, but some, from each and all of it from the ones he had told her were her's) they would be ok.
Not that she invited anyone with her at first. She tested the property and such out for a few more weeks. But then, she'd gone back. Invited Irene and Charlie to come with her, invited Clari to stay. The younger girls needed (and deserved) something much better than safe houses and hiding underground. And she was just old enough to have been their mother, with the right father (also why she'd taken the picture of her and Jed with her) to skate questions, and Clari well.
She was her friend. More than anything, she was her friend.
But midway though her pregnancy, she was having to face a few hard truths:
Jed wasn't coming to look for her.
She couldn't do this without help -
-and leaning on one young woman and two girls was fair to noone.
Which is how she found herself warning Clari, but not Irene or Charlie, that she was going to go confront Jed, when and where, and how Morgan would contact her if things were ok. If they weren't, by a certain time, ways Morgan knew into Jed's apartment without tripping Ultra's sensors. And that he had a rooftop pool. Do with it what she would.
Jedikiah meanwhile, would find a message for him from a confused receptionist, that an Ms Anna Hare was waiting in his office for him, to consult with him about something genetic, refereed to him by a medical staff he did have professional ties to.
When he opened his office door, there'd be a seated woman, with dark brown hair, in a green short sleeve sweater with her back to the door. A stockingnet sleeve covered her lower upper arm.
Yo Jedikiah!
How's it feel to have failed all three attempts at being a father?
Like, how do you fuck that up so spectacularly with one attempt and two do-overs?
"Go to Hell."
Might your own business and stay out of mine .
"Morgan, light of my life. Feel free to carry on."
He does think it's hot when she is about to scramble someone's brain like an egg-- preferably not his.
“Just waiting for you to tap out.”
And then jumped in anyway. She’d learned a very hard lesson about letting Jed fight his own battles alone.
“So we are clear: He never knew about one, and you try to hold that against him. He did something horrible to another because war is a particular kind of hellscape - and it wasn’t a thing he did ALONE, and yet he’s the one of the pair catching all the blame. The third chance? You clearly don’t know anything about.”