One foot in the cradle, and one in the grave.

Vent blog for defiantfuck. Ooc follows and likes are welcome! Anonymous asks are encouraged.

[disobedientdick]

im actually getting kinda scared. I have no energy. I'm always tired. I can't sleep. And now I cant sleep more than a few hours without waking up.

i dont know whats wrong w me and im kind of scared.

[lyricallymnded]

spent // bearings

[disobedientdick]

thinks abt taking pictures of my boy in thigh highs

immediately gets hard

[bulimicbunnny]

[disobedientdick]

if he can like my posts he can text me.

[disobedientdick]

(ignored 99% of my problems) im fine.

[disobedientdick]

why are these lyrics always fucking relevant to my life no matter what

[disobedientdick]

I'm gonna punch myself why the fuck am i thinking about this

[disobedientdick]

oh my god i hate myself for so many reasons right now

[disobedientdick]

inhave to focus very hard not the throw up in Eli's house rn

[disobedientdick]

ugh

[disobedientdick]

(remembers i took a hit off of one of mars cigarettes once) oh that's why

[lyricallymnded]

the two tongues (screaming salvation) // as it is

[heavensghost]

[disobedientdick]

i keep wondering if what i feel for you is real or if its just

a product of sex, and of finding something new and exciting, or if its just an escape from... something, i dont know what.

i just dont want to hurt you.

[myhaunteddemons]

[--nani--]