[distantsurrender]

[prosebyday]

i thought depression looked like sitting in the shower, sounded like exhalation, the silence of the hour. i thought it carried the scent of worn clothes, unbrushed teeth, i’m only taught to see your symptoms, not what lies beneath. i've learned that pain is present in the loudest in the room, filling something, lacking, avoiding time alone, in gloom. i'm sorry that it took so long for the world to understand we’re not all collapsing on the floor, just asking for a hand.

grazia curcuru

(via prosebyday)

[justanobody18]

My self esteem is so low I literally think people are lying when they compliment me

(via justanobody18)

[dead--starlight]

im so tired

[eightleg-s-blog]

last night was not a good one lmao (feat. bubble bath)

[iwilleatyourcancer]

[breathingbulletss]

i’m so fucking sorry

[weallmakemistakesiguess]

ive been too clean i guess

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[suicideffect-deactivated2019080]

“I wake up every morning and I feel tired. Maybe I’m tired of being alive. Maybe I’m tired of being me”.

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[fastingflower]

How I can tell it’s getting bad again:

-it’s harder to take off my make up at night

-it’s hard to look people in the eyes

-I’m hanging out with the people I love but sometimes I don’t feel all the way there, sometimes I don’t feel there at all

-why is it so hard for me to text people back

-it’s hard to leave my house

-it’s hard to take a shower

-I don’t feel like myself, I’m trying to remember myself, I’m acting

-I’m awake at night for hours staring at the wall

-at night I can’t breathe, I feel too much at once, and then

-I stare at the wall for hours, and

-I feel nothing

[ghostsofdays-goneby]

I wish I could disappear forever

[distantsurrender]

Being alone sucks

You have no one to talk to when you need it

Because no one really cares

[breathingbulletss]

i’m so fucking sorry

[babs-nation]

Isn’t it so fucked up how the one person you would trust your life with is also the same person who took your heart and your trust and broke it into a million pieces?

[rip-myselfesteem]