For a moment longer, Caleb believes he’s TRULY dreaming. It’s a cruel dream, he thinks, but he’s no stranger to those. It takes him a few seconds, the touch of his hand on her cheek, and her words to realize that, maybe this isn’t a dream after all. And maybe he’s said a little bit too much. It’s too late to take it back now though, and they’ve long ago promised to never mess with the other’s memories. Jester’s far better at that than him anyway.
“Ich liebe dich.” He finally says, the words rolling off his tongue easier in his native language. “I’m…SORRY if that scares you. I’m sorry for not telling you, but…Jester…I truly thought you’d be better off without knowing.” He laughs, shaking his head. “And…as per usual, I think I was wrong.”
well… she certainly wasn’t expecting that. a hope, maybe. a dream worthy of the most romantic of her books. but dreams had a way of shifting into nightmares too easily, no matter how closely she tried to hold them to her chest, or how adamantly she tried to keep them in the light.
somehow the zemnian helps drag her from the fog, her hand coming to rest against his own – both in an attempt to keep his touch there and to soak up the warmth it offers. there’s a million things she should say, probably even more that she could say. instead, she gives a small, almost nervous laugh, an attempt to let go of some of the energy bubbling inside her. “ how many times have i asked if you’re secretly in love with me? and how many did you lie? ”