CONFESS YOUR VIRTUES.

divine kinfession blog. for divinekin-related confessions ONLY. posts do not reflect the opinion of the mod unless explicitly stated.

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i was a nymph who worked under a demigod, my best friend who i loved dearly. they didn’t make me, but received me as a gift when we were both young. i remember how i yearned to have wings like they did- i still so. i miss them

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i am an angel and i must find a wicked soul — my heart demands for it. i need a demon, or a cruel god, someone who radiates power and no mercy. i need someone twisted. i know humanity prays for light in this world but i need the darkness to consume me.

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[divineconfess]

I've been really confused the past week or so because I've come to the realization that I may be an alien deity? I am fictionkin and the character rose to deity status among his people but I don't... know if I count so to speak? I feel weird and like I'm shoving myself into a place that isn't for me. I feel like I'm stuck in a weird place between royalty and deity and it's messing with me tbh.

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[divineconfess]

Ya know, I’m probably the only god that I’ve heard of who’s actually HAPPY to be a human now. Sure, I feel out of place here, but I’m used to that because I was an outcast within my own pantheon anyway! Yeah, I don’t get worshipped anymore, but I never had any real desire for worship in the first place! I guess the only thing that actually sucks is that I can’t shapeshift anymore, but otherwise? I probably wouldn’t go back if I were given the chance. - one former chaos god

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[divineconfess]

I know I had another deity, who was my partner in both holy duties and in love. I miss them. I know we resided in a mountain forest, when we weren't concerned with our duties of death and decay and life and growth. I miss them so much.

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[divineconfess]

It's sometimes hard for me to remember that []was an angel as well, considering some of the mental and emotional abuse they put me through. I've forgiven them, but it still traumatized me and I'll never forget. Then hearing them say they were an angel, it's hard. But I guess none of us can stay holy down here, try as we might. - Auriel

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[divineconfess]

Angelkin posts are so odd to me because I was a rouge angel, I was really dumb and got hurt a lot and never really felt too holy so I never relate except for the memories -@pluviphile-angel

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[divineconfess]

Do you think it's valid to be one of the bigger known angels and to have had an alternate life in your own time line where maybe you were a little(a lot) sinful? I feel hella invalid :(

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Can we PLEASE make another tag for Gods, like a tag called #actuallygods or something?! So sick of the mess in the current tags! If I weren't also demon kin and fallen-angelkin, I don't know what I'd do. I feel so sorry for the gods, goddesses, and godex's out there who don't have a dedicated tag like demons, etc do. Please, take a stand against this!

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The angelkin community annoy me. Im so done with how cookie cutter and gatekeepy they are. I had someone tell me MY memories were wrong. MINE. You think id know them best! If you're a non gatekeepy cookie cutter "an angel should be like this or nothing" I love you. -a annoyed and very Valid Angelkin 😇

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Idk I think some of these angelkin are actually just really boastful birds. You didn't fall out of heaven you fell out of a tree. chirp chirp.

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[divineconfess]

i am a deity of death, as in the passage to death, and back into the cycle of reincarnation. i dearly miss upholding my duties. i know that without me, the dimension i presided over is in disarray. the other piece of reincarnation, rebirth, desperately needs me to return. i need to stop hiding in this human shell. i need purpose again.

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I feel like I should point out that the actuallydivine tags were originally created for people with delusions and was made to be separate from otherkin

If this is a message to me, the mod, I’m fully aware. I actually hate the conflation of the two and have been saying so on mt other blogs for a long time. The communities tend to go together, however, and a lot of confessions on this blog are from one side of the divide talking about the other. That’s why I tag both.

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I despise the divine community on tumblr. Half the posts are stupid reposted memes, a trillion "I miss my wings" posts, straight up porn or people asking if anyone else remembers a war/an angel fitting their description. The other half is aesthetic posts of churches. I miss the days of actual divine discussion and helping each other cope with being stuck as a mortal being.

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[divineconfess]

i miss people offering silver every crescent moon, but now i am in a young human vessel where worshipping me isnt normal, where worshipping me could end in abuse.

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[divineconfess]

I miss my fellow Outer Gods. I miss being their Emissary, their Soul...I wish to hear their messages again, to feel their presence in my every moment on this wretched planet. I've considered worshipping them in this life, showing my devotion in the ways I can with this vessel, but would it even be worth it? I can never return to my place at Great Azathoth's side, not in this pathetic form... (please tag outer-god-emissary if possible)

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[divineconfess]

I'm an alien god. I created the stars, planets and moons for my galaxy. I ate planets from other galaxies. I spent my time soaring through the cosmos and turning my home planet for their day/night cycle. I wonder how they're all doing now, or even if they're still alive.

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