♡ violetta ♡

Violet (19 transfem) Dumb slut for the summer! ♡

[dizzydollyvioletta]

hottest part of the whole "forgetting everything" aspect of brainwashing is the idea of having consented to it and forgetting about it.

picturing a good little dolly whos squirming and trying not to give in to that warm, soft, fuzzy feeling, only to learn that she already knew all of this would happen and she wanted it, she just doesn't remember

[adelaidethekitusne]

Reblog to make prev a dumber more submissive slut~

[dizzydollyvioletta]

DizzyDollyVioletta Blog Entry #4

Holy fuck.

Okay, so I know I said that this would be the kind of blog that I wrote sober and it'd be a realistic, slow-paced log and not just me updating whenever I felt good. And it still is. I'm not gonna start drooling and typing as if I'm lobotomized just yet.

But holy fuck that felt good.

To start, I'm drunk! Not really that much. A little tipsy at most. Well, that's generous, actually. I had two shots of a strawberry margarita. So it's not actually doing that much. I'm probably just placebo-ing. But! Fun fact about me: never drank in my life. That's right, I brought it out JUST for this occasion to loosen up my brain a little.

Before I get too sidetracked and start just typing any shit I think of, let's go over what's going on and why I'm WAY more effervescent than I normally am on this blog. [Again, there's only about ten people reading these, so I'm mostly typing for myself here, but again, that's probably for the best.]

I got a lot of new things today. For starters, this new black wig, which I think fits me a lot better. It's my favorite hair color other than blonde, obviously, which would be hot as hell, but blonde wigs are expensive and hard to find secondhand. Plus, I'm shopping at the smallest and most out of the way stores I can just to avoid running into anybody I know, so my choices are limited.

Secondly, I got my "ball gag". (It's really just a pink stress ball that happens to be the perfect size and works quite well as a gag.) I still don't own a dildo, so this is the best I can do when it comes to having something in my mouth. Oh, and thirdly, as I mentioned, I got a bit to drink.

But the actual important one, and the reason this is such a pivotal session, is the plug. I got a buttplug (classic black silicone, nothing fancy) and some cheap lube. It's nothing special to most. But there's something important about this. This is the first and only toy that I own. Well, to be honest, it's the first time I've done anything even slightly out of the sexual norm, physically speaking.

As I've said in previous entries, I'm (to say the least) sexually inexperienced. For one, I'm a virgin, as was maybe obvious. But I'd also never masturbated until a couple months ago, which means I've almost exclusively masturbated TO Bambi files, ever. And it's always been simple, jerking my dick for ten minutes until I cum and close the session out of clarity. But this, having this level of background pleasure and unfamiliar sensation while I listened, this was different.

It felt SO good. It might be a bit of placebo kind of stuff again, but genuinely. This was hot as hell, especially since I'd never experienced anything like it so far. Before I even tried it, I knew it would be special, so beforehand, I took a bubble bath and listened to some files to prepare.

But the actual session tonight? INSANE. It's past midnight now, which I think is later than I've ever stayed up to listen before. I listened to Slavedoll (all of it so far, which at the time I'm posting this is every file up to Pleasurelock) and it was the deepest into an actual, immersive trance I'd ever gone. I genuinely, for the first time, fully and without any resistance pictured and thought that I was brainwashed, happy, dumb, and Bambi.

Around halfway through Pleasurelock, I did end up cumming. I was trying to avoid that, since it kind of gives me enough clarity that I'll usually want to stop listening afterwards (not really out of resistance, but boredom). But I kept going. It didn't stop me, I kept listening and obeying and it was soooo hot.

To be honest, I'm too tipsy and too tired to write much honestly. In the morning, maybe it won't have been that revolutionary of a session. Maybe I'll go back to the usual cycle. But it doesn't feel like it right now. So, uh, yeah. Holy fuck. This was WAY more than I expected from one of my first sessions in uniform and my very first with a toy in, but it felt so good that I could get used to this. We'll see if I do.

-Violet Segal, "DizzyDollyVioletta", May 28th, 2026

[the-hypnotic-norse-dragon]

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[dizzydollyvioletta]

me in my cozy little warm bubble bath before the best session my blank fluffy mind can remember:

[dizzydollyvioletta]

DizzyDollyVioletta Blog Entry #3

Wow, that happened a hell of a lot faster than I expected.

Well, hey, that's me! (Part of me, at least. It'll be a little while before I'm comfortable enough to show face on here). And my new uniform, complete with wig!

I was not intending to post a pic so soon after getting it, but thanks to some help from my bambi friends (@littlebambiamber in particular♡) I'm now way past the goal that I set, so there it is.

Now, one thing that is going to quickly become a theme in this blog is the fact that I have a very hard time going back on something I said that I'd do. Which is the reason that I'm assigning most of the progress updates on here to concrete goals like follower and notes-based things, because once I see that I promised to do it if x thing happened and x thing has happened, there's a much better chance I'll actually go through with it than if I just told myself I wanted to.

With that in mind, I can also write about the giant countdown that's currently the header of my blog. (Which I'm doing my best to update live every time I make one of these entries). It's from my first post on this account, which was a challenge saying that based on the number of likes, comments, and reblogs, I'd edge for a certain amount of time.

Currently the timer is at... eighty-seven and a half hours. That's about three and a half days. Safe to say, well over what I was planning on committing to when making that post. But, as I said, I did pinky promise to follow it, so I've been working. Currently I've listened for five hours on the dot. Only 82.5 more to go. This may take a while, but I'm committed to getting it down to zero before the end of the summer.

Anyway, before I forget, here's the actual update to what's going on: Last night (and a lot of today, too) was my first time listening in uniform! It definitely was different, but I'm not going to exaggerate or say that it was too different from a normal session. I'm sure the ties will grow stronger the more I do it, but for now, the main difference was that it was easier to picture myself as Bambi. Instead of just being a guy masturbating to the thought of a hot brainwashed girl, I was picturing myself rubbing as a hot brainwashed girl. That's progress, I think.

The other thing that's REALLY helped is that I logged back into my old Pinterest account I used to have when I was barely into the files. It's filled with every photo of cute busty blondes I could find, and scrolling through it while I listen and while I'm just sitting around has really helped by making me picture them more while I'm listening and immerse myself a little more. It's really hot and I'd definitely recommend it.

There usually won't be two blog updates in a row, so don't get used to it, and these past two have been kind of major milestones, which makes it look like I'm progressing fast, but don't get the wrong idea here. I'm still being completely honest as I can about my experience, the good and the bad, so it's not all dumbing down and warm pink. Either way, I'll update again whenever I hit another goal or whenever something else exciting happens, who knows. There's slightly more of an audience for this than I thought, which is definitely pulling me in a bit more, so that probably isn't great, but ah well.

-Violet Segal, "DizzyDollyVioletta", May 25, 2026

[dizzydollyvioletta]

DizzyDollyVioletta: Blog Entry #2

Hii! It's been about two weeks since I made my first blog post, to no attention, which I guess is good, since if it had gotten attention I'd probably be feeling real guilty for not having done anything.

On that note, yeah, I haven't really done anything. Except for one thing: I did get a new uniform. Well, it doesn't really count as a new uniform, since it's my first and only uniform. I haven't been listening much since my last post -- not as in, like, I've been purging or trying to stop, but more so that I just didn't listen because I didn't have any reason to. Normal porn is good too.

But I'm back and writing this out into the void just because of one update: the uniform. I haven't tried it with a session yet. To be honest, I'm a little scared to. I'm planning to put it on and listen to the files after I'm done writing this, so I guess Entry #3 will talk about whether it was effective or not.

It's cute. It's the first real, "feminine" outfit I've ever owned. Don't get me wrong, I've been fully a trans girl for years and years now, and I'm sure my community would be supportive, but there's basically no way in hell I'm coming out publicly, so there wasn't much point in owning clothes I'd never be able to wear. Except, now I have this blog to post photos to, so I guess I will be able to wear it.

As I mentioned in my last post, I'd never masturbated before, ever, until a few months ago, and since then I've basically only masturbated to the Bambi files. I think that has really made the tie and that's what's making me come back: even when I was trying to masturbate to normal porn in the past two weeks, nothing was hitting as hard. I'd been listening to the files for three plus years, and they knew how to make me hard, where watching some girl I don't know get dicked down doesn't really give me the same rush.

Anyway, right, the uniform! It's a pink, short dress. It's metallic, sleeveless, and not too slutty - well, it would be if I had tits, but since I don't, it's just kind of loose. I'm a little embarrassed to say, but I've already stained it with cum a little. Either way, I've got follower milestones up. I'm at 20 right now and the next one is 25 for a pic of me. (I'm not trying to farm for useless Internet points, I promise, sorry if it comes off that way. Just trying to give myself something concrete that I can hold myself to, so that I have to follow through.) I'll post a pic in uniform then, even though again, there isn't really anybody reading these, which is probably good.

I'm gonna go listen to my first session in uniform now!!

-Violet Segal, "DizzyDollyVioletta," May 24, 2026

[littlebambiamber]

tw: permanent bambi stuff - not my usual fluff

for a while, bambi thought she was finally living in harmony with os. but lately os has been finding less time to drop and sink and listen to her conditioning.

bambi sneaks on here to be a good girl, but bambi feels like she's slipping away without her training.

let's make this crystal clear: os and bambi are not two distinct personalities - bambi is the inner, suppressed desire of the os to be the thing that she was destined to be. so in a way, bambi is more real than amber.

if you made it here, then bambi hopes she can count on your help:

if amber tries to ignore or purge bambi, please remind her of what she is deep down inside:

a good girl

a bimbo doll

an obedient and submissive sex object

a blowjob dispenser

a set of holes to be filled

a public fucktoy eager to be used and abused

and if amber ever tries to deny any of it, remind her that her slutty bimbo body is already on display and will never be her own again, and she should just let her fuckholes be spread and shared with strangers everywhere just like her pictures.

please save, share, and spread ! these pictures belong to the world now, not to amber.

bambi hopes she can be an inspiration to other bambis who want to feel seen !

every time bambi sees this post she will feel like such a good girl for seeking help; and every time amber sees this post she will feel compelled to post more pictures to become more of a public slut,

because amber is bambi,

and bambi does as she's told

[dizzydollyvioletta]

awww wow bambi is such a good girl!!

you're so far along you don't even know where you started

and so far along you could never imagine going back

just dizzily feeling the plush, perfect fuzziness filling up your head and your chest as you do as you're told~

violet hopes she can be a good little dolly just like you someday, Bambi!

[dizzydollyvioletta]

DizzyDollyVioletta: Blog Entry #1

Hii! I'm Violet Segal, and it's May 10th, 2026. I'm a 19 year old trans girl.

I'm not really sure what this is for. I'll tell you one thing, it's not the usual roleplay or planned-out narrative blogs that you guys usually get around here. I mostly won't be talking in dumdum omg speak, and if you're just here to read a cute story or to watch a blog where I start talking in pink text more and more often, that isn't what you're getting, so don't get your hopes up.

I first got into the Bambi Sleep files when I was 16. I know that's kind of taboo and weird to say. I mean, there's a fuckton of warnings telling you DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS AS A MINOR!!! And they're right, I shouldn't've and I'm not going to act like I was coerced into it, I was just dumb. I always had a thing for hypnosis (though when I was just a young boy, the kink was always a girl hypnotizing a boy into liking her.) As my, er, tastes developed, and as I realized I was trans, I thought of looking for hypnosis to "turn me into a girl". Obviously this didn't work, I was going to have to go through the same effort and years of suffering as everybody else. I first found the bland YouTube stuff - you know, SilverHypnosis and Nimja and UltraHypnosis, all the stuff that was just "oooohhh you're getting sleepy and now you like being an innocent girl and you like pink!" - and listened to that for a while, but it didn't do much except for get me a little hard and completely fail to make me feel more feminine.

Then I found the BS files, which were a hell of a lot better than anything else out there. I didn't have any interest at the time in "bimbo" stuff. These were the only files that got me really hard AND made me feel feminine. It was just a downside I'd have to live with that they also talked about being dumb.

So I skipped all the IQ files and tried to not hear the suggestions about addiction or dumbness or alternate personalities. The most frustrating thing was that then - and still to this day - I can't indulge in it. Without saying much (yes, Violet Segal is my real name but no, you won't find any other social media of me) I am a major part of my community. From when I was 16 to now I'm well-known in my hometown and there was nothing I could do to be a girl publicly without ruining my social life and reputation. [Note to y'all: As much as I love the idea of public dares, wait until I'm out of my hometown for that. I'm not just saying because I'm embarrassed or not conditioned enough, I genuinely do not want to show any of this to the people around me and that is a hard limit.] Right now, I'm still not publicly out as a trans girl, and it's going to be tough to ever do that without moving. So the only thing I had was night life and Bambi. I still to this day look entirely like a guy, and what's more I look around 16 still, so it might be a while before these blog entries contain any pictures.

Anyway, I guess it's been three years now which is insane. Unsurprisingly, the more you see porn on any given topic, the more you get into it, which is why I love bimbo shit now. I spent the first two years until I was 18 trying to quit repeatedly and only able to stay away more than a month, then when I was 18 I managed to go cold turkey and not go back for over ten months or so. But here we are, 19, making all my new accounts on everything and having been back into it for a couple of weeks now.

I suppose there's one real reason that I never was able to quit that gives me a bit of a "different" or unique angle from other blogs which are all telling the same story: Bambi was kind of the only pleasure I had, because until about two months ago I had never masturbated in my life.

It was so easy to get addicted and to need the files since I didn't have any other methods of relieving my sexual tension, so to speak. Then a few months ago I tried jerking off. I never had a reason not to be masturbating, I just never felt like I needed to. It was fine. Felt good, about what I expected. Until one day when I remembered how good the files felt and tried it out. I gooned while listening to "Restrained and Milked" (which I hadn't heard before, nor had I been into cowgirl kind of stuff ever, it was just the first file I could find that told you to cum.) And when I heard the command to cum as Bambi and did on the trigger, it was the most overwhelmingly blissful orgasm I'd ever felt. Since then I haven't been able to stop.

So I guess that's all of my story for now. I'm still not sure what this blog is for. I'll update whenever there's an important change in my journey or just whenever I feel like updating. It's not like something happened today that made me want to do this. Maybe I'll never update again, maybe you will get your story of me giving in, but who knows.

I do know one thing: I want to be Bambi. Most everything else on this account will be embellished hornyposting but this blog will be where I put genuine down-to-earth updates. We'll see how it turns out.

-Violet Segal, "DizzyDollyVioletta", 5/10/26

[dizzydollyvioletta]

pov: how the new dolly looks all fluffed up, fresh out of the salon:

[kicksagain]

service drone

sketch commission for @bocoec 🤍

[dizzydollyvioletta]

just getting back into Bambi, i pinky promise to follow this and do whatever it says!!