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Rant.

Man, I really don't know what to think right now. Am I being childish? Am I right to think what I am thinking? Or is it a bit of both? I've been dating my boyfriend for over 7 months now. Yet still people from work are making jokes and snidey comments about it. Saying how he doesn't want me at the Christmas work do, or how he would have more fun without me. How am I supposed to feel? Happy? Nope. I have shitty confidence and I am really starting to let it get to me. My boyfriend used to be supporting too, but today even he said I was childish. So I did what all sad girls do: had a good cry. Did I feel better, yes. However, he is still making fun of me. Yesterday he felt the exact same yet now he is suddenly saying I'm childish? I've said repeatedly that I have had enough of the comments and remarks, yet for some reason nobody listens. It's still ok to make me feel shit. But then, am I being childish? It's making me feel bad for being upset and I feel like relapsing. Hopefully I'll cheer up after a good sleep, because I am quite tired. Maybe things will seem better then. Who knows. But yay. Rant over.

General rant!

Some children really need to understand the word NO. Just because someone says no, it doesn't mean you can throw a strop or sulk or cry. Grow up. It's actually sickening to see how spoilt some kids are these days.

#rant #personal rant #fed up #kids

Time for a rant....

So it's been a while, Tumblr, and I'm sorry that my return is by means of this rant. It's the one and only place where idiots from this town haven't found me. So I'm with my boyfriend right now, as always, and it's almost 9:30pm on Monday night. We both have to be up tomorrow by 7:30am, ready for our shifts at work. What is he doing? Drinking vodka. Not only does this piss me off and upset me, it makes me feel as if I've done something wrong, because I'm suddenly being ignored. Why? I don't know, but I'll blame myself anyway. I was hoping for a nice, de-stressing night, but no. I'm currently sat in bed on my ipod and he is playing the xbox with his stupid drink. I can't say anything to him, otherwise he goes on about how I should just go home. How do you react to that? It makes me upset and then I feel as if I should hurt myself, as I feel like I deserve it. I might talk to him in a moment. Ask how the games going. See if I can convince him to come to bed and sleep. See if I've done something wrong. Who knows. Men.

Fran is bored in work, take 3: 1. Yes 2. Yes 3. Yes 4. Yes 5. Yes 6. Yes 7. Yes 8. 19 9.17th November 10. In a relationship... 11. Sickness. Being or feeling sick and seeing other people sick. 12. Teaching 13. Ferrari probably. Or maybe a nice bike. 14. Just a house with working things, a shower, spacious and a good sized garden. Nobody needs a huge ass house. 15. Yes 16. Yes 17. Yes 18. I never want one but hey, I'm happy as fuck now I've got one. 19. No 20. Yes 21. Yes 22. Currently, a mash between Metallica and possibly Maroon 5. 23. The Jason Voorhees series aka Friday 13th! 24. Currently, Whiskey In The Jar by Metallica! 25. Waterloo Road probably, I don't watch much TV.... 26. Dog! 27. TFIOS! 28. Purple probably, or blue. 29. Facebook these days. 30. Twitter 31. 32. Insta probably... 33. Coke! 34. Well, coffee, but with chocolate aka a Mocha... Does that count? 35. PIZZA!! 36. 37. Yes 38. Yes 39. Yes 40. Yes 41. No 42. Yes 43. Who knows??

Bored in work, again. 1. Scorpio 2. Being and feeling sick, small spaces and losing people who I care about. 3. My family, my boyfriend and food 4. Straight 5. 5'5 6. Purple or gold.... 7. Not sure, they change often. Probably 'teamwork makes the dream work!' Or anything from tfios.. 8. Urm, pizza or ice cream! 9. 5 10. Brown 11. Brown 12. PURPLE 13. Right now, probably TFIOS 14. Again, right now, Tuesdays Gone by Metallica. 15. Fun.! 16. In a relationship 17. I haven't really been on a holiday. Not really. 18. Got my ears done 19. I've always wanted a tattoo, either on my ankle, wrist, or back. 20. 15 minutes? 21. Yuuuup. 22. In work 😭😭😭 23. Not currently no! 24. That I'm at work... 25. Nate Ruess 😍 26. I can make my arms click on demand.. 27. Being and feeling sick! 28. Dull... 29. Currently I am reading The Wolf Of Wall Street 30. Self harm 31. Save!! 32. No 33. Yeah, my colleagues phone and jacket 34. Dog 35. Happy by Pharrell (ironic)...

Part 2: 12. Purple I guess, or blue. 13. 5.5 14. Brown. 15. Brown. 16. Gosh Tumblr, ain't you nosey? 17. White, currently. 18. My family, my boyfriend and chocolate. 19. Urm, currently, maybe FIFA 14? Or sleep. 20. Yes, very much so. 21. That my boyfriends ex would just let him live his life. 22. Depends on my current mood. 23. Currently, Tuesdays Gone by Metallica. 24. Fun. 25. NOVEMBER BITCHES. 26. Fran, Franny, Franny Moo, Francesca Ca Ca, and Douche. 27. That I would be less hateful towards myself, and maybe less ugly... 28. Yes. 29. Depends. Sometimes, I'd just rather let my brain time down and watch a movie. 30. Modern Family! 31. I can get jealous pretty easily... 32. I can make people laugh. 33. Urm, not sure... 34. My boyfriend. 35. Nope. 36. Right now, I guess. I'm just tired. 37. Yes. My wonderful Nan and my uncle. 38. Yes. 39. Burmingum (aka Birmingham). 40. Dogs.

I'm bored in work so imma do this and annoy yall. 1. Yes, many from stupid reasons such as walking into a swing... 2. Yes. 3. What even is a crush? I mean, really? It sounds creepy... 4. Yes. 5. Coke. Pepsi is far too sweet. 6. Urm, I could name a few. But I won't, as people where I live tend to stalk my accounts..... 7. Don't have one :( 8. No and yes, I drink too much. 9. A teacher. 10. Yes, and I am now. 11. A while back me thinks...