“This is what She said to me As Bhairavi, Holding out the cup of heresy, of sin, of perdition (The very stench of it fecal, urinous, revolting): Daughter, Think of the breaking of taboos As vaccination, As a course of antibiotics, As an antidote to poison. Daughter, Think of sorrow as an illness A child has to bear as it grows, One that would otherwise be lethal to an adult. Daughter, Think of the dark night of the soul As the womb, As the earth breaking apart the seed so that it may grow into a tree, As the child-bed of your new Self about to be born. Daughter, Once you have partaken of this, Have let it permeate your every cell, Your Self will now be familiar with this, And will become resistant to it all, Knowing how to fight its enemies. With shaking hands, Prema drank the stinking draught, The bitterness of it burning her throat, But she drank it as if it were honey-wine, Eager to be finally taken home.”