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I absolutely adore your writing and have been such a fan for sooo long. I was wondering if you could pls pls pls do a story on reader PMSing and is super moody and mean yk and see how joe would react?? Lowkey ab to get my period and would love this so much extra fluffy and cute Joe 🤞🤞🤞💖💖💖
"Soft when you are sharp"
⋆⭒˚.⋆ Joe Keery x reader ⋆⭒˚.⋆
english is not my language please be kind and sorry if i wrote wrong :) requests are closed!
summary: you’re deep in the pre-period moodiness and Joe doesn’t flinch, he just gets softer
Warnings: PMS/period mentions ,fluff, comfort, soft dominance of care
You’re already halfway through the third day of feeling like a completely different person when it hits you that the universe has chosen violence. Everything is too loud, too bright, too much.
Your skin feels tight, your lower back aches with that deep, dragging heaviness that means your period is about to arrive like an unwelcome houseguest who rearranges the furniture and criticizes your life choices. And Joe, sweet, golden-retriever-energy, always touching you Joe, has the absolute misfortune of being the person who loves you most.
You’re curled on the couch in the softest oversized hoodie you own (his, stolen months ago and never returned), legs tucked under you, scrolling mindlessly and feeling every tiny inconvenience like a personal attack. The remote is too far, the blanket is the wrong texture, the show he’s watching has too many abrupt cuts.
You hate everything and nothing at the same time.
Joe comes in from the kitchen carrying two mugs, he sets one carefully on the coffee table in front of you, chamomile with a little honey, exactly how you like it when you’re like this and settles on the other end of the couch with his own coffee. He doesn’t crowd you, he learned that lesson the hard way last month.
“Hey,” he says gently, voice low and warm. “Brought you tea.”
You don’t look up. “I can see that.”
He waits a beat. “You okay?”
“I’m fine.”
The words come out sharper than you meant, you can feel the edge in them, the way your throat tightens around the lie.
You’re not fine, you’re bloated and weepy under the surface and so irritated that even the way he’s sitting, knees spread, one hand resting on his thigh, feels somehow wrong.
Joe doesn’t push, he just nods once, takes a slow sip of his coffee, and keeps his eyes on the screen, but you can feel him watching you in peripheral vision, soft and careful, like you’re a wild animal he’s trying not to startle.
Twenty minutes later you’re restless. You shift, tug the blanket higher, then kick it off because it’s too hot, then pull it back because your feet are cold. Every movement feels like effort, your stomach twists with that familiar pre-period cramp, low and mean.
Joe’s hand twitches like he wants to reach for you but he doesn’t.
“Want me to put something else on?” he asks quietly.
“I don’t care.”
“Okay.”
He changes it anyway to the nature documentary you usually like when you’re overstimulated, soft narration, pretty landscapes adn no abrupt sounds.
You last another ten minutes before the irritation spikes again. “Can you stop breathing so loud?”
Joe blinks, then, impossibly, the corner of his mouth softens instead of tightening. “Sorry, baby.”
He doesn’t even sound sarcastic, just soft, like he understands that right now the sound of his own lungs is somehow personal.
You feel a flash of guilt under the moodiness and shove it down. “Don’t call me that when I’m being a bitch.”
“You’re not being a bitch.” He sets his mug down and turns a little toward you, still giving you space. “You’re hurting and your hormones are being assholes. That’s allowed.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I know you,” he says simply. “And I know the look you get three days before. The one where everything feels wrong and you want to cry and scream at the same time.”
Your throat tightens. You stare hard at the television so you don’t have to look at the open, patient expression on his face.
“I hate this,” you mutter.
“I know.”
“I hate feeling like this. I hate that you’re being nice about it. I hate that I snapped at you about breathing. Who even does that?”
Joe is quiet for a second, then he shifts carefully closer, still not touching, just reducing the distance so his knee almost brushes yours. “Can I hold your hand?”
You hesitate, part of you wants to say no just because everything feels sharp, but the bigger part of you is desperate for softness and too stubborn to ask.
You give the tiniest nod.
His fingers slide against yours, warm and dry and familiar. He doesn’t lace them tightly, just holds, thumb stroking slow circles over your knuckles the way he does when you’re anxious. The contact is so gentle it almost undoes you.
“You’re allowed to be mean to me when you’re like this,” he says after a while. “I’d rather you be mean to me than hold it in and feel worse. I can take it.”
“That’s not fair to you.”
“I’m choosing it.” His voice is quiet but steady. “I love you when you’re soft and I love you when you’re sharp. Both versions are still you and this version needs a little extra care, that’s all.”
You finally look at him, his hair is a little messy from running his hands through it earlier. There’s a soft crease between his brows, the one that appears when he’s worried about you. His eyes are warm and completely unguarded.
“I feel gross,” you admit, voice smaller. “And bloated.. and like I’m going to either cry or throw something.. or both.”
“Okay.” He squeezes your hand once. “Want to go take a bath? Or stay here and I’ll make the couch into a nest and we can watch something dumb? Or I can leave you alone for a bit if that’s what you need.”
The last option makes your chest ache, you don’t want to be alone, you just want the world to stop being so loud while someone who loves you stays close without needing anything from you.
“Nest,” you whisper.
Joe’s whole face softens. “Coming right up.”
He moves with careful efficiency. Extra pillows from the bedroom, the softest blanket from the closet, your favorite heating pad plugged in and set to low. He even brings the little stuffed animal you pretend you don’t still sleep with sometimes and tucks it against the arm of the couch. When the nest is ready he helps you rearrange without making a big deal of it, then settles on the floor in front of the couch so he’s lower than you, looking up.
“Can I put your feet in my lap?” he asks.
You nod and he gently lifts them, settles them on his thighs, and starts rubbing slow circles into the arches with his thumbs. The pressure is perfect, firm enough to ground you, gentle enough not to overwhelm. You feel the first real release of tension in hours.
“Talk to me if you want,” he says. “Or don’t. I’m just here.”
You stay quiet for a long time, letting the heat of the pad and the steady press of his hands work on the low ache in your body. Eventually the words start leaking out in small, jagged pieces.
“I yelled at the toaster this morning.”
Joe’s mouth twitches. “What’d it do?”
“Burned the bagel. On purpose, I think.”
“Classic toaster behavior.”
“And I almost cried because the hoodie smelled like detergent instead of you.”
His hands pause for half a second, then resume. “I’ll wear it for a couple hours later so it smells right again.”
You swallow hard. “You’re being too nice.”
“I’m being exactly as nice as you deserve.” He looks up at you, eyes steady. “Even when you’re mean, especially then.”
A tear slips down your cheek without permission. You wipe it away fast, annoyed at yourself. Joe doesn’t comment, he just reaches up and brushes another one away with the side of his thumb, so gentle it makes more come.
“C’mere,” he murmurs.
You hesitate only a second before shifting down into the nest properly. He climbs up carefully, settling behind you so you’re the little spoon, his chest against your back, one arm draped loosely over your waist. The heating pad stays pressed to your lower belly and his other hand finds yours and holds it against your chest.
“Is this okay?” he checks.
You nod, throat too tight for words.
He presses a slow kiss to the back of your shoulder, then another to the side of your neck, not demanding, just present.
“I’ve got you,” he whispers against your skin. “You don’t have to be soft right now. You don’t have to be anything but exactly how you are. I’ll still be right here when the mean wears off.”
You turn your face into the pillow so he won’t see the fresh tears, but he feels the way your body shakes and just holds you tighter, still careful not to squeeze too hard where you’re tender. His voice stays low and steady against your ear as he talks about nothing important: a funny thing that happened on set last week, a new song he’s been listening to, the way the light looked coming through the kitchen window this morning. Soft background noise that doesn’t require anything from you.
When a stronger cramp rolls through you, he feels the way you tense and immediately adjusts the heating pad, murmuring quiet reassurance. “Breathe with me, baby. In… and out. There you go. I’ve got you.”
You hate how much you need this, you hate how safe it feels, you hate that you’re still a little mean under the surface even while he’s being perfect.
“I snapped at you about breathing,” you mumble into the pillow.
“I know.”
“And the toaster.”
“I know.”
“And earlier when you asked if I wanted tea I almost said something really ugly.”
Joe’s arm tightens just a fraction. “You can say the ugly things to me if you need to. I’d rather hear them than watch you swallow them.”
“Why?”
“Because I love every version of you, even the ones that want to bite.” He kisses the spot just behind your ear. “And because I know the soft one is still in there, waiting for the storm to pass. I’m not going anywhere in the meantime.”
You stay quiet for a long time after that, just existing in the careful circle of his arms. Eventually the sharp edges of the moodiness start to dull under the warmth and the steady rhythm of his breathing, which you no longer hate. The documentary plays on low volume, outside the window the afternoon light shifts toward evening.
When you finally speak again your voice is smaller, almost shy. “Can we stay like this for a while?”
“As long as you want.”
“Even if I get mean again?”
“yes baby.”
You shift just enough to look at him over your shoulder, his eyes are soft and a little tired around the edges from worrying about you, but the love in them is so open it makes your chest ache in a different way.
“I love you,” you whisper. “Even when I’m like this.”
Joe’s smile is slow and warm and completely unguarded. “I know, baby. I love you too. All the versions, always.”
He presses a gentle kiss to your temple, then another to your cheek, then settles back into holding you like you’re something precious he’s been trusted with. His hand finds the edge of the heating pad and adjusts it again without being asked, his thumb keeps stroking slow patterns against your wrist.
Later, when the worst of the irritability has faded into exhausted softness, he makes you eat something light and doesn’t comment when you only manage half of it. He runs you a warm bath with the lavender stuff you like and sits on the closed toilet lid nearby, scrolling quietly on his phone so you’re not alone but also not expected to perform conversation. When you get out he wraps you in the biggest towel and helps dry your hair with the softest touch, careful around your temples where everything still feels a little sensitive.
That night he lets you steal every pillow and still manages to curl around you protectively, one hand resting lightly over your lower belly like he can somehow share the ache. When a cramp wakes you at 2 a.m. he’s already half-awake, murmuring soft nonsense and rubbing gentle circles until you drift off again.
In the morning the mean has mostly burned itself out, leaving behind the familiar heavy, emotional residue of the days right before. You’re quieter,softer, a little weepy over nothing.
Joe notices immediately.
He makes pancakes and brings them to you in bed with a little note that just says still love you even when you’re mean in his messy handwriting. You cry a little into the syrup and he just holds your hand across the plates and lets you.
“You’re allowed to need this,” he says when you try to apologize for yesterday. “You’re allowed to take up space when it hurts. I’m not going anywhere.”
You look at him, messy hair, soft smile, the same patient eyes that held you through every sharp word, and feel the last of the resistance melt.
“Come here,” you whisper.
He does, he climbs back under the covers and gathers you carefully against his chest, careful of the tender places, and just holds you while the morning light fills the room.
You press your face into the warm skin of his neck and breathe him in.
“Thank you for not leaving,” you murmur.
Joe’s arms tighten around you, gentle and sure. “Never even considered it.”
And for the first time in three days, the world feels a little quieter. A little softer.
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Intuition
Steve Harrington X Mayfield reader
After getting ghosted by a guy, Steve shows you that he’s the right one for you
cw: overthinking; cussing; ghosting; love confession; teasing; SMUT; fingering; kissing; unprotected piv;
a/n: credits to @moonstoneandmoonlight for giving me this fic idea🤭🩷
It had been three years since you had a boyfriend. Year by year it felt like your love life was slowly starting to fall apart. Every guy you met claimed that you were either “too much for him” or “he wasn’t ready for a relationship”. So you just accepted your fate and completely stopped searching for love. Until one day, you had a shift at Family Video, and there was this handsome looking guy who wanted to take you out. He seemed around your age, and was incredibly polite.
You thought about it, really thought about it. When you saw Robin far in the right corner giving you a thumbs up, you decided to give it a try.
While on the other side Steve was not so happy about it. Once the guy left he immediately started talking about how he has a bad feeling about him.
“Dingus are you serious?” Robin asked, pushing the shopping cart
“Yeah I mean he gave me a really bad look, I got scared I almost peed my pants” Steve said, rearranging the CD’s. When there was no one in the store at the moment, the three of you always had conversations out loud “Also he’s not that good looking”
“Steve I think you’re just overreacting” you replied, raising up your eyebrows.
“She’s right dingus”
“No you two don’t understand” he said “This is like…male intuition”
“Dingus….what on earth do you know about male intuition?” Robin asked, placing her hands on her hips.
“This! Me having a bad feeling about this guy” he made one of his “duh” looks.
“I wonder why you’re single but I just got reminded right now, thanks” Robin laughed.
“Wow thank you Robin” Steve scoffed.
“Just let the girl go on this date and don’t fill her head up with your intuition” Robin air quoted.
“Yeah” you agreed, taking a sip out of your coffee.
“Im just worried that he will turn out like the rest of the guys, you’ve been through a lot”
“Steve thank you for your concern but I will be fine, who knows maybe he will be way better than those guys!” you said.
“Yeah sure”
A few minutes later the shop door bell rang, and you heard young voices arguing. Looking up from the counter of course— Max, Dustin and Lucas. Dustin was holding his radio in one hand and an antenna in his other, which appeared broken.
“Woah what is going on?” you asked
“Oh hey sis, Lucas broke Dustin’s radio antenna and we didn’t know where to get it fixed so…..we came here?”
“Here?”
“Yes” Max replied.
“Is he here?” Dustin asked.
“Steveeeee your kids are here” you yelled out. Steve walked out of the storage room with a confused look.
“What the hell is going on here?” he asked
“Can you fix my radio?” Dustin asked Steve, showing him the broken pieces.
“You really think that is fixable?”
“Yes…?”
“I told you its not fixable” Lucas smacked Dustin’s shoulder.
“Max could you come with me for a sec?” you pulled Max to the side
You walked at the opposite side of the store, far away from everyone so they won’t hear your conversation with Max. You told her everything that happened.
“How did Steve react?”
“Why does that matter?” you asked.
“Just tell me”
“He…wasn’t so happy about it. He claimed that he had a bad intuition about the guy?”
“That explains everything”
“Explains what?”
“That Steve is jealous” Mac said “He doesn’t want you to go out with him”
“Max what are you talking about i swear-“
“He likes you!”
“Shh keep your voice down” you said “And he doesn’t like me”
“He does”
“No he doesn’t not okay? Now go to your friends”
“Mark my words, the youngest siblings are always right” she smiled and walked away.
—
The earlier conversation with Steve and Robin kept replaying in my mind on the way home. What if Steve was right? What if he was like the other guys? — Suddenly your thoughts were interrupted by the car behind you honking, you realised that the light turned green and you were sitting in the spot.
Back at home, you immediately started getting ready. You wore a white top with navy blue jeans, applied a little bit of makeup and let your natural hair down. Your mind still kept drifting to Steve words. It felt like you should listen to him, maybe he’s right. Or maybe he’s wrong. The anxiety was already starting to kicking in. Checking the time, there were only 5 minutes left until the guy- Michael arrives.
Five minutes passed, he didn’t arrive.
Ten minutes passed, still no sign. Maybe he’s stuck in traffic?
Fifteen minutes passed, you were staring to get worried. Every car that passed by your house, you thought it was him, but it wasn’t.
Twenty minutes passed, you realised that he’s never coming. Steve was right, you felt like an idiot. You grabbed your car keys and angrily left your house, driving up to Steve’s. The 10 minute drive felt like two hours, all you needed was your best friend right now.
You finally arrived at Steve’s house and impatiently rang the doorbell until he answered. When he saw you at the door he looked confused.
“Hey aren’t you supposed to-“
You cut him off by wrapping your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. Steve was cut off guard by your actions, but his hands slowly found their way on your waist, hugging you back. You stayed like that which felt like forever, but no, it was only for two minutes.
“Are you okay?” Steve asked.
You shook your head no against his neck. Pulling out of the hug to look at him, you said “You were right” your gaze moved down to the floor.
“Right? What do you mean?” he shook his head.
“He….he didn’t show up” you whispered.
“He what?” Steve asked, his fingers found your chin and lifted your head up to meet his gaze “Look at me”
“Mayfield look at me” your eyes finally met his. You couldn’t recognise his look, but for sure he looked pissed off, like really pissed off.
“Don’t you dare feel sad because of that douchebag you hear me? He didn’t deserve you at all”
“But Steve-“
“No buts. Hell I wish I could break his teeth right now”
You walked inside the house and sat on the couch in the living room, while Steve paced around the room like he was the one who got ghosted.
“Can you please stop that? My mind is going dizzy by just watching you”
“I can’t Mayfield I can’t” he said
“Can’t what?”
“This! All of this!” he finally stopped and looked at you with his eyes widened.
“What do you mean?”
“Watching you suffer like this! Seeing every guy treat you badly because they’re stupid in their brains, they don’t know what a girl….a girl like you deserves. Sometimes I just….. you know what forget it” he said, running his fingers through his hair.
“No Steve tell me”
“No forget about it”
“Steve. Tell me”
He left out a loud sigh “I- I like you okay? And I’m sorry if this ruins our friendship but- I can’t do this anymore. I want to be that guy who takes you out on a date, not some random douchebag who doesn’t even know your favourite songs” he said.
“Then take me out Steve” you said “Make me yours”
Steve’s eyes widened at your words, unable to process in his brain what you just said to him. Winning the lottery couldn’t make him this happy.
“Fuck-“ he whispered and kneeled down in front of you to close the distance between you two. He kissed you so hungrily that made your mind go blank. The palms of his hand cupped your cheeks so gently, pulling your face closer to his, if that was even possible. You could feel his nose brush into yours while he devoured your mouth, making you giggle.
Steve sat down on the couch, pulling you into his lap to straddle him. His hands roamed around your waist under your shirt while his tongue explored the inside of your mouth. You felt your body tense under his touch, it’s not like you haven’t done this before. The last time you were intimate with somebody was 2 years ago, now you felt nervous. And Steve definitely noticed that.
“Hey are you okay? We don’t have to-“
“Im okay I just- haven’t done this in a while” you whispered, hands resting on his chest.
“We don’t have to do it if you feel uncomfortable”
“No I want to, just maybe a bit slower?” you asked.
“Okay” he whispered, kissing you again. You could feel him hard against your core, which made you throb, like a lot. You couldn’t control yourself as you rolled your hips into his, making him groan from the contact.
“Holy shit-“ his hands squeezed your waist, and you did it again, and again, and again. You basically had no intention of stopping, it felt way too good. Steve was a whimpering mess under you, and both of you weren’t even undressed.
“Steve-“ you whispered “I- I need you”
“Yeah baby- fuck- gonna let me make you feel good?” he asked, unbuttoning your jeans. You quickly nodded, biting your lip and looking at his thick fingers working on the button and zipper of your jeans. Imagining how they would feel inside you.
Steve slowly undressed you, removing your underwear too. He looked at you like you were the most gorgeous girl ever (To him you were). His fingers traveled between your legs, slowly teasing your clit. Your hips jolted by the sudden touch, making your stomach flip. Then his middle finger traveled all the way to your entrance, circling at the spot, feeling your wetness on his fingers.
You took off Steve’s shirt, exposing his toned hairy chest that made your mind go blank. Especially the trail of hair that traveled down his boxers. A few moles were scattered across his tummy, making you get the urge to kiss every single one of them.
Steve’s finger’s slowly slid inside your entrance, making your head fall back and moan quietly. Your hands gripped his shoulders.
“Don’t hide from me pretty girl, let me hear you” he said, kissing your exposed neck.
He inserted a second finger in, you bit your lip from the pleasure, clenching around his fingers. Steve curled his fingers against your gummy wall, sucking off a loud moan from your mouth.
“Babygirl I don’t know who touched you before, but they clearly didn’t do the job right” He then added a third finger in, making your legs twitch and mouth go dry. Your pussy throbbed at the nickname.
“I- I need you please” you begged, pressing your forehead against his, panting heavily.
“Are you sure?” he asked again.
“Yes please please”
“I got you honey. Gonna show you how you deserve to be treated” he said, unbuttoning his pants “Gonna make you forget about all of the previous guys in a second”
“Steve” you said, half whimper half moan.
You heard gossip around high school about Steve. More specifically, about his cock. About how big it is and he…..can’t last long. You never wondered about that…until now. Safe to say that the gossip was right, maybe wrong too because he was way bigger than you thought. How was he even going to fit?
“I’m gonna go slow ‘kay?” he asked, thumb brushing over your cheek “Tell me if you feel uncomfortable”
He teased your entrance with his tip that was already wet, mixing his wetness with yours. Then he finally pushed inside you, you swore for a second your vision went white. He stretched out your walls so much you didn’t think it was that possible. You thought he was all the way in as you sank slowly into him, but looking down you were wrong. He was only half way in and it already overstimulated you.
“Good job honey, just like that” he whispered, guiding you by holding your hips. Once he fully settled into you, you started riding him, buckling your hips up and down, the pain of him stretching you out slowly was being replaced by a good pleasure.
“Fuck you’re so tight oh my-“ Steve squeezed his eyes shut, his grip tightening on your hips.
He felt so good inside you, you couldn’t get enough of him.
“Squeezing me so well oh my-“ he breathed against your neck “You were made for me babygirl. Taking my cock so well ah- good girl” he praised.
His praises were fastening your orgasm, every time he whispered to you, you could feel the familiar feeling in your lower stomach.
“Steve I-”
“I know babygirl I know, I’ve got you”
“Im close” you whimpered, clenching him so hard until you couldn’t do it anymore. You felt your orgasm crash over you, your nails dug into Steve’s shoulders as you left out the loudest moan ever. Steve worked out your orgasm, thrusting even more harder and faster, feeling him twitch inside you.
“Shit baby- I’m close where do you want to-“
“Inside please”
The moment you said the word “Inside” Steve lost all of the control he had and came inside your thick walls. Filling you up to the brim, feeling his thigh muscles squeeze underneath you. He kissed you so hard he almost sucked the air out of your lungs.
“Good job baby” he whispered, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you closer to his chest.
You gently kissed his cheek, letting your nose brush against his soft skin that was coated with a thin layer of sweat.
“So about the date” Steve chuckled.
“Oh shut up Harrington” you smacked his chest playfully.
“Told you mu intuition was right” he said.
“Yeah I guess it was”
“But now my intuition tells me that I have to take you out on a date” he pressed a kiss on your swollen lips.
“This time I will trust that intuition of yours” you chuckled, resting your head on his shoulder while he held you tightly.
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Deputy (Joe’s version)
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joe keery!gator tillman x female!reader
summary — roleplay season is in, and your and your boyfriend give it a try, next character victim: gator tillman.
warnings — 18+, MDNI, smut, roleplay, bratty reader, spitting, handcuffs, biting, fingering, butt stuff, ass fuck, unprotected p in v sex (wrap it up), chocking, dirty talk (like a lot), pet names, spanking, multiple orgasm
tell me if I missed something, English is not my first language, possible grammatical mistakes, not proofread
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The past few days have been a little too stressful for you, and for Joe. I mean Joe was always calm, didn’t stress much even if he had all the reason too, he stressed when you stressed too much and that happened a lot of times.
Work had been kicking off your ass, the heat of summer making even your mental health walks insufferable and just genuinely having to leave your bed has been the worst nightmare of yours.
Joe knew, he always knew because he noticed things right before you did. He knew when things were coming up, he knew how to handle them.
Most of the time. Because right now he was out of ideas. You had no intention to open up to him about it because he was your boyfriend, not your therapist. He had problems enough, probably bigger ones than you had, but still you were so worn out you didn’t even wanna talk to him. You got quickly bitchy, mean and a fucking brat. And Joe got lost.
The thing is that you missed your boyfriend, but also had zero energy to be his girlfriend. It was the stress, your upcoming period and just life in general that made you have this reaction.
You had zero energy to speak, talk with your lovely boyfriend, you were just scrolling on your phone. And watched edits of him.
Joe noticed a few times before but now he specifically saw over your shoulder that you were watching specific ones. Gator Tillman ones, and he saw you squeeze your thighs together, get flushed and bit your lips.
Since you were acting up so fucking much lately, an idea crossed his mind. You two have been already experiencing with roleplaying the past few times and his characters took a rule in the bedroom too. he just quickly connected some dots, ideas rolling in his mind and the plan got born in a few seconds.
The next roleplay character victim is going to be the one and only, the one who's edits have been secretly making you wetter lately, the one character who could definetely put you in your place. Gator Tillman.
Joe had to fully have a night to think about it, but just the thought it self made him half hard. Because he knew it would be hard, he knew it would be dirty, and he was willing to do everything he thought Gator would do, because he knew you and he knew your little edits, he knew you liked fanfiction, he also had a slight thought that sometimes you read about him. So he planned it out, atleast his custom and what he wants. He couldn’t wait longer.
The next day, with that the next night came around and he was shaking from excitement, too much excitement.
He found the cargo jeans, big ass boots, the thigh holster, some black shirt and over that the big deputy jacket, a handcuff in the pockets of it. He found some old gel of his and with the help of the product he slicked his hair back and made it stay there.
You were now on the couch, scrolling on your phone mindlessly, ignoring real life. Joe came out the bathroom, fully looking like Gator, and when he saw you he froze for a minute, sitting there, your back to him, but he quickly shook it off, closed his eyes and got into character—using method acting already.
He walked up to you, his hand in his hips as he came over and stood in front of you. You looked up from your phone, to get…stunned. Your mouth went dry, your fingers closing your phone and putting it in your lap while looking up at him.
“What is this?” You asked.
“What you don’t like it suga’?” You rolled your eyes on his words.
“Sugar? And accent? I really don’t have energy for your teasing.” He suddenly bent down and grabbed your wrist, forcing you to stand up.
“Oh wow what—“ but he cut you off.
“You are under arrest ma’am.” He span you around to have you face him back, his hand founding your wrists and pulling it behind you.
“For what exactly?” You still sounded bratty, confused, your eyebrows furrowed.
“For being a fucking brat that’s why.” His handcuffs clicked around your wrists, like real fucking handcuffs that he got from whatever set he was in. Your mouth went dry once again when he pressed himself to your back, rubbing his front at your ass.
He just tossed you, towards the bedroom, you were collecting words at least trying to as he guided you by your hands behind your back to your shared bed.
“Joe what are you—“
“Not Joe doll, you know my name.” He span you around, backing you to the bed, the back of your knees hitting the edge of the sheets falling down the furniture. His hand went up to your jaw, grabbing it and making you tilt your head, widening your mouth open by the force and making you look at him.
Your eyes went wild, your pupils blown away, the shock running through you the same time as your arousal went out of you. His jaw tightened as he collected his saliva in his mouth before spitting it out, straight into your mouth. You jumped a bit from the sudden strange wetness against your tongue.
“Swallow it.” He closed your mouth with his thumb and you swallowed it, he watched as it went down your throat. “Good fucking slut.”
He bent down and pulled your shorts down along with your underwear, seeing already you dripping your pants and your pussy swollen and in heat from the action.
“Already fucking crying for me, all mine to ruin.” He came back up to you, his hand guiding between your legs and pressing down hard on your clit before rubbing it fast. His other hand was wrapped around now your waist to make you stay on your place. Your eyes shut from the friction and soft moans left your mouth.
“Ga—Gatooorr please…” you finally said out his name, which made him come off your clit and go through your folds before pumping two fingers in you.
“Bratty all week just to fall apart by my hands, don’t you doll?” He curled his fingers inside you, hitting your that spongy weak spot inside you and making you moan out loud as he went out and back, hitting it so badly you could practically feel his fingerprint and his nails marking you there.
You were high in the drive, his lips going to your neck, close to one of your veins and sucking on that spot like he wanted to suck your blood out, leaving a bruise aka a hickey there that you would need a lot of foundation to cover it.
“You gonna let me fuck your ass, doll?” He murmured against your pulse. You were lost in your pressure and the way you felt him everywhere already but still not enough, and even though you two never did butt stuff, something in you went through.
“Y-yeah…” you spitted between moans. As he heard he started fingering your cunt even harder, your wetness dripping out on his fingers and his hand slapping your pussy every time he went deep in you.
Your orgasm built quickly after this week’s stress level and the way he pounded his long thick digits in you. You came without your body giving you a warning, the handcuffs digging into your skin as you screamed out, biting down on his shoulder, more on his vest.
“Who the hell said you could cum?” He asked after he felt you dripping him and your walls closing around him and pulsing, with your screaming he knew you already went over.
He looked up at you with furrowed eyebrows and your eyes opened up again looking at him.
Without giving you the chance to reply or recover from the orgasm he showed his fingers under your shirt, tossing it over your head and letting it slid down to your wrists where it stopped bc of the handcuffs. You had no bra on as he quickly came up to suck on your breasts, leaving small marks over it and strengthening the ones that were fading almost fully now. He moved ok fast, grabbing your interlinked wrists and turning you around, pushing you down on the bed and grabbing your hips to pull you up the bed.
“Arch for me.” He said as his hand pushed your face down while holding your hips up, your ass ending up in his face. Your handcuffed hands behind you with the shirt rolled up on it. He leant in and dug his fingers in your flesh, before pulling back to finally get his cargo pants off to his knees along with his boxer, his already painfully hard cock slamming our hitting his stomach.
You whimpered into the pillow, wangling your ass to him, trying to get closer in hope of finding him.
“Joee…please!” You groaned before you could think and it resulted on him smacking your ass hard, the sound filling the room and making you scream from the burn.
“That’s not my fucking name slut! Say it! Say my name.” He grabbed his dick and slide it between your ass, smearing his pre cum between your cheeks, before slightly pulling away and opening you up to spit right on your ass hole. “Say it now.” He ordered you as his dick pushed in a bit in your hole making you scream from the stretch.
“Gatorr please I’m sorry! I’ll be good, i’ll be soo good!” You begged him to fill you up finally and he fucking did.
He pushed himself in, making him groan from how thigh your ass was. Your breath hitched and your vision went blurry from how full you felt.
After he pulled himself together too, he pulled out, leaving only his throbbing tip in you before slamming back, and repeating that action over and over again.
“That’s my girl. There you are.” You were moaning around, totally full and cock drunk from him, your eyes filled with tears and your eyes rolling back behind your closed lids.
His hand flew to your swollen clit, feeling how insane wet you are, like never before, a small giggle left his mouth as he started pounding into you even more, his balls hitting your ass. He rubbed on your clit, fast every time he went in, slow when he pulled out.
“I’m-i’m close…fuuuuucck!” You screamed once again when he pulled you up by your handcuffs and his hand flew to your neck, putting pressure on it just enough to make you lose your last dignity.
“You are taking it so well, I’m gonna cum in your ass and then cum in your pussy and have you leak out of from two holes.” That’s it you lost it and came once again with a loud dragged out moan saying his name. That was all he needed, the way you sounded and with a groan he also spilled himself in your hole. He leaned over to groan into your shoulder, him spilling inside you still, there was too much coming out of him.
When his cock stopped pulsing inside you with no sign he pulled out making you groan by pain, knowing you will not be able to sit down tomorrow without pain, but god it was worth it.
“You ready for the finale doll?” He asked in your ear, you could just slightly nod as you were shaking, only his grip on your neck and your pussy keeping you up. “That’s what I thought.”
His hand from your throat came down to reposition his dick to your hole and he didn’t have to do much, you were so soaked he slipped right in.
“Fuck this pussy, I’m gonna lose my mind.” He groaned as he slowly started going in and out of you.
“Yeah…fuck gator it please—ruin me… fo’ anyone else!” You screamed, your words nearly making sense.
“Whatever you wish.” So he did, his hand came up to your mouth, covering over it to feel your moans against his palm as he fucked you so hard the bed cracked, it might break at this point.
“You are mine you hear me? Mine.” His balls slapped your pussy with every thrust, making your body jump from the overstimulation but god keep going! “Sucking me in so bad like you want me here forever. You don’t have a filthy mouth now don’t you? I’m gonna fuck out your bitchy attitude and whatever caused it. You can’t treat me like that when I fuck you like this.”
He was hitting you so bad, your walls clenched around him, your pussy bruised and read from it all and he could feel your pulse around his dick. He was already getting there again as much as you did.
“Come on, milk my dick, make your pussy suck it so bad you will feel me for days and scream my name into my hand that fingered you.”
You couldn’t feel any part of you as another orgasm gone through you, screaming his name—Gator—into his palm so loud, the neighbors probably still heard somehow.
He painted your walls and your spongy part all over so much your pink gummy walls were now all white and sticky, cuming in you with a loud moan and your name all over again.
Your bratty attitude leaving your soul for sure.
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hiiiii! Could u do that reader got news that’s she can’t have babies and ofc she gets sad bc Steve’s dream is to have a family and reader feels that’s Steve is going to leave her bc she is “not enough”. They try and try but it’s always negative, then a miracle happens 🥹
"Enough for him"
⋆⭒˚.⋆ Steve Harrington x reader ⋆⭒˚.⋆
english is not my language please be kind and sorry if i wrote wrong :) requests are closed!
Second post of the day because I’m feeling kind and good🥰🥰
summary: you can’t have children but after months of negative tests a quiet miracle changes everything.
warnings: Infertility, angst, fluff
You sat on the edge of the examination table, the paper crinkling under your thighs, and stared at the pale blue wall opposite you. The doctor’s words still hung in the air like smoke that refused to clear.
“I’m very sorry... the results confirm premature ovarian insufficiency. Spontaneous conception is extremely unlikely.. we can discuss options: donor eggs, adoption...but biologically, carrying a child of your own and Steve’s is not something we can realistically expect.”
You nodded, you even managed a thin, polite smile. The doctor kept talking; percentages, timelines, referrals...but the only sound you really heard was the quiet click of the door when she finally left you alone.
Steve was waiting in the hallway, he stood the second he saw you, that familiar, solid presence that had always made the world feel safer, his eyes searched your face.
“Hey,” he said softly. “What did she say?”
You opened your mouth but nothing came out, your throat locked. Steve’s expression shifted the moment he registered it. He stepped closer, one large hand settling carefully on your waist.
“Talk to me.”
You shook your head once. The tears arrived before the words did, they spilled over without permission, hot and silent at first, then messy. Steve didn’t ask again, he simply pulled you against his chest, one arm tight around your back, the other cradling the back of your head the way he always did when the world got too loud. You buried your face in the soft cotton of his shirt and cried until your ribs ached.
In the car he kept one hand on your thigh the entire drive home. He didn’t fill the silence with empty comfort, he just stayed.
That night you told him everything in the soft lamplight of your bedroom, the medical terms felt clinical and ugly in your mouth.
You watched his face the whole time, waiting for the moment the hope drained out of it.
Steve listened without interrupting and when you finished, he was quiet for a long time. Then he reached for your hand, turned it over, and pressed a kiss to the center of your palm.
“I love you,” he said simply. “That’s the only part that matters right now.”
You wanted to believe him, god, you wanted to but the thought had already rooted itself deep: Steve had always dreamed of a family, he had said it quietly one night years ago, lying on the couch after a long day, fingers tracing idle patterns on your stomach.
A house that felt lived-in, kids who knew they were safe, something ordinary and permanent after a lifetime of war and loss. You had been part of that picture in his mind. Now the picture was broken, and you were the crack running through the middle of it.
The weeks that followed were a careful kind of hell.
You tried to act normal, you cooked dinner, you answered when he asked how your day was, you let him hold you at night, but every time his hand drifted lower, every time he kissed the side of your neck in the way that used to make you melt, a cold voice whispered that it was pointless. That your body was broken. That eventually he would notice and leave.
Steve noticed the distance.
One evening he found you sitting on the bathroom floor with your back against the tub, knees drawn up. You hadn’t meant to stay there so long. You had only gone in to splash water on your face after another negative pregnancy test, another slim, useless stick that confirmed what the doctor had already told you. Steve crouched in front of you without a word, he didn’t try to make you stand, he just sat on the cold tile and waited until you were ready to look at him.
“I keep thinking you’re going to wake up one day and realize you settled,” you whispered. “That you could have someone who can give you what you want.”
His jaw tightened. “Don’t.”
“It’s true.”
“No.” His voice was low, steady, the same tone he used when he was trying not to raise it. “I want you. I want the life we already have. If kids happen, I’ll be grateful. If they don’t, I still get to come home to you every night. That’s not settling, that’s the only thing I’ve ever been sure of.”
You wanted to argue, because the fear was too loud, but Steve leaned forward until his forehead rested against yours, and the fight drained out of you.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he said. “You hear me?”
You nodded against him. It didn’t silence the voice completely, but it quieted it for a while.
The fertility clinic became a second home.
Blood draws, ultrasound probes, injections Steve learned to give you in the soft skin of your stomach because your hands shook too much some mornings. Cycle after cycle of timed intercourse, of hoping, of holding your breath for two weeks only to bleed again. Each negative test felt like a fresh betrayal. You started dreading the sight of the calendar and steve started setting reminders for your medication because you forgot more often than you admitted.
There were nights you couldn’t bear to be touched and there were nights you reached for him desperately, as if physical closeness could somehow rewrite biology.
Steve never pushed, he never made you feel defective. On the nights you pulled away, he simply held you from behind and pressed quiet kisses to your shoulder until you fell asleep. On the nights you needed him, he was there, slow, careful, whispering how much he loved you against your skin like a vow.
Still, the failures stacked up.
Six months, then eight and then a full year of negative tests and cancelled plans and quiet grief that settled into the corners of the apartment like dust.
You stopped looking at baby clothes in stores, you muted friends’ pregnancy announcements on social media, you started answering “We’re focusing on other things right now” when relatives asked when you were going to start a family.
Steve never stopped trying to reach you through it.
One rainy Saturday he came home early, took one look at your face, and decided you were both leaving the city for the weekend. He packed a bag while you sat on the edge of the bed, numb. Two hours later you were in a cabin upstate, the kind with a wood stove and no cell service. Steve made coffee, he built a fire and he didn’t ask you to talk, he just sat with you on the worn couch and let the silence be something shared instead of something isolating.
That night, after the rain had slowed to a soft patter against the windows, you finally spoke.
“I feel like I’m failing you.”
Steve set his mug down and he turned fully toward you, blue eyes serious in the firelight.
“You could never fail me by existing exactly as you are.” He reached out and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear. “I fell in love with you, not with a future version of you who could get pregnant on demand. You. That’s what I want, the rest is extra. Beautiful, if it happens, but not required.”
You cried then, quiet, exhausted tears and Steve pulled you into his lap and held you until the fire burned low.
Something shifted after that weekend, after that talk.
The fear didn’t vanish, but it loosened its grip enough that you could breathe again
Of course you still tracked cycles, still took the medications... but the desperate edge softened and you began to talk about other futures
Then the miracle arrived without announcement.
You had almost stopped testing, the last few cycles had felt like going through the motions more than genuine hope. But one morning, three days before your period was due, something made you dig the last test out of the bathroom drawer. Habit, maybe, or spite.
You peed on the stick, set it on the counter, and went to make coffee without looking.
Steve found it twenty minutes later.
You were standing at the sink when he appeared in the doorway, the white plastic rectangle held carefully between two fingers. His face was unreadable.
“You took a test,” he said.
You glanced over. “Yeah. It’s probably nothing. I just...”
He turned it so you could see.
Two lines.
Clear and unmistakable.
The coffee mug slipped from your hand and shattered on the floor. You didn’t notice. Steve was already across the kitchen, lifting you off your feet, burying his face in your neck. You clung to him, shaking, laughing and crying at the same time until the sound turned into something raw and wordless.
“Is it real?” you whispered against his shoulder.
Steve’s arms tightened around you until there was no space left between your bodies. His breath hitched once, twice, against the side of your neck.
When he finally pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes were bright and wet “Yeah,” he said, voice rough and low. “It’s real.”
He set you carefully back on your feet but didn’t let go. One hand stayed splayed across your lower back while the other came up to cup your face, thumb stroking gently under your eye. You were both still shaking. The shattered mug lay forgotten on the floor in a small pool of cooling coffee, but neither of you looked at it.
You reached up and touched the test still clutched in his free hand, as if you needed the physical proof under your fingertips.
“I didn’t think…” The words broke. “I really didn’t think it could happen.”
Steve leaned in and pressed his forehead to yours. “I know. I know, baby.”
His free hand slid down to rest flat over your stomach, fingers spread like he was already shielding something precious. “But it did, look at us.”
You laughed then, a soft, watery sound and the laugh turned into more tears.
Steve kissed them away one by one, first the corner of your eye, then the other, then the tip of your nose, then your mouth. The kiss was slow and careful, tasting of salt and the quiet wonder of a moment neither of you had dared to expect. When he drew back, he rested his forehead against yours again and simply breathed with you for a long time.
The kitchen stayed quiet except for the soft drip of the coffee maker and the distant sound of traffic far below the windows. Neither of you moved, steve’s hand stayed warm and steady over your stomach, his thumb tracing slow circles as if he could already feel the tiny life taking root there. You covered his hand with both of yours, holding him in place, needing the weight of him to keep you grounded.
“I keep waiting for it to disappear,” you whispered.
Steve shook his head, the movement gentle against your skin. “It’s not going to, we’re going to take every day as it comes, no rushing, just us... and our baby.” His voice cracked on the last word. "God, I love you so much.”
You tipped your face up and kissed him again, longer this time, pouring every fractured hope and every quiet prayer you had ever whispered into the dark into that single point of contact. Steve answered with the same reverence, one arm banding around your waist while the other stayed protectively low. When you finally broke apart you were both smiling through the last of the tears.
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Hey I love ur fics! Would you be able to do one where Steve and reader broke up a little while ago and they end up at a party together and he sees her talking to a guy and he gets super jealous and over protective and she finds him hot when he made his way over and like started talking to her as if they guy talking to her doesn’t even exist but she acts mad and they go into the bathroom together and he isn’t over her at all and starts almost begging for her and calling her baby and then turns into a makeout and smut if that makes sense lol 💞
"Not over you"
⋆⭒˚.⋆ Steve Harrington x reader ⋆⭒˚.⋆
english is not my language please be kind and sorry if i wrote wrong :) requests are closed!
summary: Three months after your breakup, Steve finds you at a party talking to another guy, jealousy wins and he follows you into the bathroom, begs, and neither of you walk out the same.
warnings: Explicit smut, possessive/jealous behavior, breakup angst, public/semi-public sex, begging, unprotected sex
Steve had been trying to act like he was fine, like the breakup hadn’t carved a hole straight through his chest three months ago, like he hadn’t spent every single night since then replaying the fight in his head, the way your voice had gone quiet and final when you told him it was over.
He’d done the usual Harrington bullshit, thrown himself into parties, into girls who looked nothing like you, into drinking until the ache dulled.
But none of it worked, not really.
So when Tommy. texted him about the house party out by the quarry, Steve almost said no. He almost stayed home with a six-pack and the same loop of memories, nut something restless under his skin made him grab his keys instead.
The place was already loud when he pulled up, bass thumping through the open windows, people spilling onto the lawn with red cups. Steve shoved his hands in the pockets of his jean jacket and headed inside, nodding at a few familiar faces. He was halfway to the kitchen for a beer when he saw you.
You were standing near the living room doorway, leaning against the wall, laughing at something the guy in front of you had just said. Dark jeans, a soft black top that dipped just low enough at the neckline to make Steve’s stomach twist. Your hair was down the way he used to love running his fingers through.
The guy, some preppy asshole Steve vaguely recognized from school, was standing too close, one hand braced on the wall beside your head like he was trying to cage you in.
Steve’s pulse kicked hard. Something hot and ugly rose in his chest. He didn’t even think, he just moved.
He cut through the crowd without slowing down, eyes locked on you the entire time. The guy was still talking, still smiling that smug little smile, when Steve stepped right into their space.
“Hey,” Steve said, voice low and flat, completely ignoring the other guy. His gaze stayed fixed on your face. “Didn’t know you were coming tonight.”
You blinked, surprise flashing across your features before it hardened into something cooler. “Steve.” Just his name, flat and distant.
The way you’d said it the last time you spoke.
The guy frowned, glancing between the two of you. “Uh… we were kind of in the middle of...”
Steve still didn’t look at him, hhifted closer to you, one shoulder angling just enough to cut the guy out of your line of sight. “You look good,” he murmured, eyes dropping for half a second to your mouth before lifting again. “Really good.”
Your jaw tightened. “I’m talking to someone.”
“I noticed.” Steve’s voice stayed quiet, almost conversational, but there was steel under it. He finally flicked a glance at the other guy, quick and dismissive then back to you. “Doesn’t mean I can’t say hi.”
The guy scoffed. “Dude, seriously...”
Steve turned his head just enough to look at him properly this time. Whatever the guy saw in Steve’s face made him shut up fast. Steve’s expression wasn’t loud, it didn’t need to be, it was the kind of quiet, focused intensity that used to make people step back in the halls without him ever raising his voice.
“We’re fine,” Steve said.
The guy hesitated, then muttered something under his breath and drifted off toward the kitchen. Steve didn’t watch him go, because his attention was already back on you.
You were staring at him with narrowed eyes, arms crossed. “What the hell was that?”
“What?”
“You just... You can’t just walk up and act like he doesn’t exist.”
Steve’s mouth twitched, but it wasn’t a smile. “Looked like he was getting a little too comfortable.”
“That’s not your problem anymore.”
The words landed exactly where they were supposed to. Steve felt them settle under his ribs, he swallowed, then stepped even closer, close enough that the heat of him brushed your arm. The party noise seemed to fade around the edges.
“Maybe not,” he said, quieter now. “But it still feels like it is.”
You shook your head, looking away for a second. “Steve...”
“Come talk to me.” It wasn’t quite a question, his hand hovered near your elbow, not quite touching. “Just for a minute... please.”
Something in the way he said please made your stomach flutter even as irritation sparked. You should have told him no, should have walked away. Instead you found yourself pushing off the wall and following when he tilted his head toward the hallway.
He led you past the bathroom line, past a couple making out against the wall, and straight into the first empty bathroom he found. The second the door clicked shut behind you, the bass from the living room became a distant throb. Steve locked it without looking.
You turned to face him, arms still crossed. “What do you want, Steve?”
He stood there for a second, hands flexing at his sides like he didn’t know what to do with them. The fluorescent light made the shadows under his eyes more obvious. He looked tired, he looked like he hadn’t slept properly in weeks.
“I saw you with him,” he said finally, voice rough. “And I… I couldn’t just stand there.”
“We broke up.”
“I know.” He took a step closer, then another. “I know we did. I was there.”
“Then why are you acting like...”
“Because I’m not over you.”
The words came out sharp, almost angry, but the look on his face was pure raw honesty. “I’m not, not even close. I’ve been trying so fucking hard to pretend I am and it’s not working. Seeing you tonight...seeing some other guy looking at you like that...” He broke off, jaw tight. “I wanted to put my hands on him. I wanted to tell him you’re mine, even though you’re not, not anymore.”
Your pulse was thudding in your throat. You should have been furious. You were furious, but under the anger was something else, something traitorous and warm that unfurled low in your stomach when he said mine.
“Steve…”
He closed the last bit of distance, his hands came up, hovering near your waist like he was afraid you’d push him away.
“Baby,” he whispered, and the soft, broken way he said it made your breath catch. “Please. Just...let me talk to you. Let me...”
“Don’t call me that.”
“Why not?” His voice cracked a little. “I used to, every day, every night. I still think it every time I see you. Every time I close my eyes.” One of his hands finally settled on your hip, light, questioning. “I’m not over you. I’m so fucking far from over you it’s not even funny. I miss you, i miss the way you smell, i miss waking up with your hair in my face, i miss arguing with you about stupid shit and then making up in the back of my car. I miss you.”
You tried to hold onto the anger, tried to remember why you’d ended it, the fights, the distance that had grown between you toward the end. But he was looking at you like you were the only thing in the world that mattered, and his thumb was tracing small, restless circles against your hipbone through your jeans, and your body remembered him even if your head was trying to stay strong.
“You’re the one who...” you started, but the rest of the sentence died when he leaned in and rested his forehead against yours.
“I know,” he breathed. “I know I messed up. I know I didn’t fight hard enough when I should haveut but I’m here now. I’m standing in a bathroom at some shitty party begging you because I can’t stand the idea of you walking out of here and going back to that guy or anyone else. I can’t stand it, baby... Please.”
The word baby again, soft and desperate. It slid under your defenses like it always used to.
You didn’t mean to tilt your face up, didn’t mean to let your eyes drop to his mouth, but you did, and Steve made a low, broken sound in his throat and closed the distance.
The first press of his lips was almost careful, like he was waiting for you to shove him away. When you didn’t, when your hands instead came up to fist in the front of his jacket, the carefulness shattered.
Steve kissed you like he’d been starving for it. Deep, hungry, one hand sliding up to cup the back of your neck while the other hauled you flush against him. You could feel how hard he already was, the thick press of him against your stomach, and the knowledge sent a sharp pulse of heat between your legs.
He walked you backward until your spine met the edge of the sink. His mouth never left yours, he kissed you like he was trying to crawl inside your skin, tongue sliding against yours, teeth catching your lower lip just hard enough to sting in the way that always made your knees weak.
“Missed this,” he muttered against your mouth between kisses. “Missed you so fucking much. God, baby...”
You made a sound that was half protest, half moan when his hands slid under the hem of your top, warm palms skating up your sides. The anger was still there, simmering under the surface, but it was getting harder to hold onto with every second his mouth was on yours.
“Steve...”
“I know. I know you’re mad. You should be.” He kissed the corner of your mouth, your jaw, the sensitive spot just under your ear that made your breath hitch. “Be mad at me, yell at me. Just...don’t make me stop. Please don’t make me stop.”
His hands found the clasp of your bra and flicked it open with the ease of long practice. The second the fabric loosened, he shoved it up along with your top and ducked his head, mouth closing over one nipple with a low, relieved groan.
Your head fell back. Your fingers tangled in his hair. He sucked hard, tongue flicking, the wet heat of his mouth sending sparks straight down between your thighs. He switched to the other side, teeth grazing just enough to make you gasp, and the sound seemed to snap something in him.
Steve dropped to his knees right there on the bathroom floor.
He looked up at you while his fingers worked open the button of your jeans, eyes dark and almost feverish.
“Let me,” he said, voice rough. “Please, baby. Let me taste you, i've been dying for it.”
You should have said no, should have pulled him back up and walked out, instead you lifted your hips when he tugged your jeans and panties down in one motion, and the second the cool air hit your bare skin, Steve’s hands were spreading your thighs and his mouth was on you.
He groaned like a man finally getting water after days in the desert. His tongue dragged slow and filthy through your folds, collecting the wetness already gathering there, and the sound he made against you was pure, desperate need. He licked into you like he was trying to memorize the taste, like he’d been thinking about this exact moment for months.
“Fuck,” he muttered against your clit, the vibration making your hips jerk. “Still so wet for me. Still so fucking perfect.” He sucked the swollen bud between his lips and your hands tightened in his hair hard enough to hurt. He only groaned louder and kept going, two fingers sliding into you without warning, curling immediately against that spot he knew better than anyone.
You were already shaking. The bathroom was small and too bright and you could still hear the muffled thump of music through the door, but none of it mattered. All that existed was Steve on his knees, worshipping you with his mouth like he’d been given a second chance he didn’t deserve, fingers pumping steady and deep while his tongue worked relentless circles over your clit.
“Steve...oh god...”
“That’s it,” he breathed against you. “Let me hear you. Missed those sounds, missed making you come. Come on my tongue, baby, give it to me.”
The orgasm hit hard and sudden, crashing through you so violently your knees buckled. Steve held you up with one arm banded around your thighs, mouth never stopping, drinking down every pulse and flutter like he was starving for it. Only when the aftershocks started to fade did he finally ease back, lips shiny, eyes glassy with want.
He stood in one fluid motion and kissed you again, deep and messy, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. His hands were already shoving his own jeans down, freeing his cock. The thick, flushed length of him slapped against your stomach, hot and leaking at the tip.
“Need to be inside you,” he rasped against your mouth. “Need it so bad I can’t think, please, baby. Please let me...”
You answered by wrapping your legs around his waist when he lifted you onto the edge of the sink. The position put you at the perfect height. Steve lined himself up, the broad head of his cock nudging against your entrance, and for a second he just stayed there, forehead pressed to yours, breathing hard.
“Tell me if you want me to stop,” he whispered. “I’ll stop, i swear. Just say the word.”
You didn’t say the word.
You rolled your hips instead, and Steve sank into you in one long, slow thrust that punched the air from both your lungs.
“Fuck... fuck...” His head dropped to your shoulder. His whole body was trembling. “You’re so tight, so warm. Oh god, I forgot how perfect you feel.”
He started moving like he couldn’t help it, deep, grinding thrusts that kept him buried to the hilt every time. The sink creaked under the force of it. Your nails dug into his shoulders through his jacket. He was still mostly dressed, jeans shoved down just enough, and the contrast of fabric against bare skin made everything feel dirtier, more urgent.
“Missed this,” he kept chanting between kisses, between bitten-off groans. “Missed being inside you, missed the way you squeeze me when you’re close. Missed you, baby. Only you, only ever you.”
One of his hands slid between your bodies, thumb finding your clit again, rubbing tight, practiced circles. The dual sensation of his cock stretching you and his fingers working you over made your second orgasm build fast and sharp.
“Steve...I’m....”
“I know. I feel it, come for me again. Want to feel you come on my cock. Want to feel how much you still want me.”
You shattered with a broken cry muffled against his neck. Your walls clenched around him rhythmically and Steve cursed, hips stuttering as he fucked you through it, chasing his own release now with short, desperate thrusts.
“Gonna come,” he warned, voice wrecked. “Gonna fill you up. Been dreaming about it, about marking you again. About...” He cut off with a guttural sound and buried himself as deep as he could go, pulsing hard inside you as he came.
For a long moment the only sound in the bathroom was the two of you breathing, harsh and uneven. Steve stayed pressed against you, cock still twitching with aftershocks, face hidden in the curve of your neck. His arms were locked tight around your waist like he was afraid you’d disappear if he loosened his grip.
Eventually he lifted his head, his eyes were softer now, almost vulnerable. He brushed a strand of hair out of your face with surprising gentleness.
“I meant it,” he said quietly. “I’m not over you. I don’t think I ever will be. And if you’ll let me… I want to try again. Properly this time, no more half-assing it, no more letting stupid shit come between us.”
You were still catching your breath, body humming with the residual heat of what you’d just done. The anger hadn’t vanished completely. The reasons you’d broken up were still real, but looking at him now...flushed, earnest, still buried inside you and looking at you like you were the only thing that had ever mattered, you couldn’t find it in yourself to push him away.
Not tonight.
Steve kissed you once more, slower this time, almost reverent. Then he carefully pulled out, both of you hissing at the sensitive drag of it. He cleaned you up as best he could with the thin bathroom paper, the gesture strangely tender after the intensity of what had just happened. When he helped you down from the sink and fixed your clothes with careful hands, his fingers lingered at your waist.
“Stay with me tonight,” he said, voice low. “Not for more of this...unless you want it. Just… stay. Let me hold you, let me prove I’m serious.”
Outside the door the party continued, oblivious. Inside the small, steamy bathroom, something fragile and important was trying to take root again between the two of you.
Steve waited, heart in his eyes, for your answer.
“Okay,” you said finally, voice soft. “Tonight. We can… talk, or not talk. Just...”
Steve’s eyes closed for a second, pure relief washing over his face. When he opened them again he was already smiling that small, real smile you used to see only when it was just the two of you. He leaned in and pressed one last kiss to your forehead, lingering there like he was breathing you in.
“I’ll take whatever you’ll give me,” he murmured against your skin. “Just don’t disappear on me again. Please.”
You didn’t answer with words, you simply slid your hand into his and let him unlock the door. Together you stepped back out into the noise and the crowd, fingers still loosely linked, the ghost of what had just happened still warm between your bodies and the fragile possibility of something more walking with you into the night.
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Part 3
Scoops ahoy!
summary: your boyfriend joked about you wearing his uniform, not expecting you to take him seriously
cw: smut, unprotected piv, pet names
a/n: this didn’t end up as good as i wanted it to be but my latest request gave me an opportunity to set up for this and give me a reason to just post it
wc: 1.3k