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demi: i love being home demi: name one thing that’s like chicago!!  demi: oop you cant sry 

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@demitriaclay: i love you @marianacavello 💜

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qucntins:

“where are you—” his sentence trailed off as she continued to gather her things in order to leave, his brows furrowed with confusion until she finally stopped and realized where they were. “yeah, it is.” he chuckled lightly, still leaning against the counter while she was across the room. “i hope you know if you told me this before i left chicago, things would be different but i just can’t right now. and i don’t want to hurt you. you’re my best friend no matter what.”

her cheeks flushed, skin pink from embarrassment and warmth. “that’s cute, but can you please not tell me that?” all demitria could do was roll her eyes, anxiety dripping through her veins at what her comment could have caused. her lips let out a sigh, shoulder dropping like her tension was being released from her body. “i think im gonna go home.” not at that exact moment, of course. but there was something about being in chicago that she seemed to need. 

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alexiics:

alexia moved a piece of her hair back before smiling, ❝it’s a red piece from my holiday collection coming out in a few days.❞ she said excitedly. clothes were probably the only thing that kept her happy besides singing.

“yeah? what’s it called?” she questioned, for her own knowledge as well. 

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

sylvia: no i don't want you to leave :(

sylvia: fine, pls be safe tho and try not to worry so much about all this okay??

demi: i'm always safe syl i luv yoooou

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model DEMITRIA CLAY spotted at the chicago airport this evening. this would be the first time demitria has been back home since she moved to NYC with her mother.

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

sylvia: i don't think he's gonna dump vera, i'd slap him senseless if he did

sylvia: not that you don't deserve to be happy but lol you need to pick better ppl babe

sylvia: like i said just keep you distance for awhile and try not to stress so much??

sylvia: don't leave me :( just come over to my place, we'll pig out and cuddle and all will blow over in time ♡

demi: OK SAME

demi: i'll be back in a couple days :(

demi: i think im gonna go home for a day or two, then come back for thanksgiving because my mom would murder me if i missed it

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qucntins:” 

quentin just stood there, unsure of what to do or say. he wished they hadn’t put off the conversation for so long, especially in a time like this. he looked over at her and shook his head at her question. “no, i never said that. i just, i wish you told me sooner.” he admitted as he watched her move away from him. “you know i love you, dem.” he started, trying to think out his words so he didn’t say anything stupid. “i just can’t love you in that way anymore, it’s just not fair.”

“i should probably leave - “ she began, shifting a bit to grab her sweatshirt. whole time, it was her apartment. but the stress of her situation made her forget where they were. after grabbing her keys, demi walked towards the door - stopping in tracks when it finally came to light. “this is my apartment.” the female let out an awkward laugh, tossing her keys back onto the couch with a quick shake of her head. “this is my apartment, right.” so in other words, she had to face him. “that’s what i meant, quentin. by loving someone isn’t always enough. but i would always rather have you as my best friend than not having you at all.” 

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

sylvia: yeah he told me

sylvia: you're not an idiot babe, shit happens but you know this means you're gonna have to keep your distance from him for awhile right?

sylvia: i mean i know you can't get over feelings easily and i'm sorry you have to deal with this babe but i just don't want you getting into too much drama y'know?

sylvia: especially with a pregnant girl lol

demi: oh i know omg

demi: i kinda wanna go away like run away

demi: to hawaii again?? london?? go back to chicago to see my dad??

demi: i didn't mean for it to be like that

demi: i dont want him to dump her for me or something crazy like that especially with a baby in the picture

demi: and she's pregnant!!! so i decided to make stress out of a situation when she's pregnant and pregnant women shouldnt be stressed!!! ever!!! its bad for them!!

demi: i'm booking a flight rn

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

sylvia: 😥

sylvia: i mean not much you can do now but like, what happened exactly?

demi: vera is pregnant

demi: and then it kinda just slipped out

demi: because????????????????????? im an idiot

demi: i mean he's having a kid sylvia like yeah for sure! right time to express your feelings!!

demi: really smart of me!!!

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

sylvia: well shit did you murder someone??

sylvia: need help hiding the body?

demi: i told quentin i love him

demi: so if the body is my body that would be tight

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

syliva: don't tell me you slept with someone you shouldn't have demi??

demi: no...

demi: that would've been better :'(

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imessage - sylvia!!!!!!!!!

demi: i made a huuuuuuuuuuuuge mistake

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@demitriaclay: i think its time for me to get away...where should i go?

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qucntins:

“forever is a long time.” he simply answered. quentin didn’t know where she was going with the conversation but he could tell she wasn’t being herself and her actions only confirmed her thoughts. his heart sank once he heard what she had said. she was his best friend and he had always loved her, being in love with her for the longest up until he fell in love with vera and he wish he could say it back to her but it wasn’t right. “why would you say that?” his body froze as the words slipped out of her mouth. he had always loved the girl but they never discussed the way they felt because it was simpler being friends and he didn’t ever want to ruin that connection with her. he just didn’t understand why it had to be now, luck clearly not being on their side. “you can’t— you can’t just tell me this now.” quentin put his face in his hands for a few second, trying to figure out what to say to the girl. if she had professed her love for him while he was with any of his ex girlfriends, it’d be a different story and he probably wouldn’t feel guilty saying it back to her but with vera it was different. “what do you want me to say? i’m having a kid, demi.” 

not the response she wanted, but it was the response she thought she would get. “because!” demi explained, throwing her arms up in defense. she didn’t want to make his life harder or vera’s life any more difficult, especially with a baby on the way. “are you gonna hold it against me? for wanting you to know?” her eyes finally met his and it felt like hours since they had actually made eye contact. her instinct told her to take a step towards him, but the best thing to do was the exact opposite. demi took a step away from him, turning around to begin shifting inside of her kitchen. “you don’t have to say anything. i don’t want you to say anything. i just wanted you to know, okay? that’s it.” 

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alexiics:

❝i guess we can practice, we have a long way to go anyway.❞  she said eyeing the buttons on the elevator. she couldn’t help but laugh, it seemed like her nervous jitters were finally leaving. ❝okay, so, i’m going to walk in they’re gonna ask things like ❛what are you wearing,❜ or ❛when’s your music going to be released❜ and, i just have to be prepared to answer.❞

“okay!” she exclaimed, shifting her purse a bit. “so what...or who are you wearing? is it your own clothes?” 

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qucntins

“lucky?” he slightly scoffed with a raised brow, unclear of what she meant by her comment. quentin wouldn’t call his situation lucky, not only was he an expecting dad but he had promised his girlfriend that he’d deal with her everlasting drug problem that he didn’t know whether or not he really wanted to get rid of. but it was time for him to grow up. “being in love with someone is never enough, people do stupid things.” interpreting her comment in his own way. he couldn’t help but furrow his brows at what she was saying to him, almost upset that she pestered the topic out of him despite it being the last thing he’d want to talk about. “like i didn’t know that already, demi.” he added quietly. “i don’t even know why i brought this up, i don’t want to talk about it.” quentin felt like it only brought tension between them and deep down he knew why but he refused to shed light on it. 

“yeah lucky,” she told him, nodding at her own statement. “because you found someone that loves you back and now? you’ll be with her forever.” if that was the plan, that is. for them to get married, and so on. immediately, demi shook her head. it was now or never. “that’s not what i meant, quentin.” she had thought about this scenario over and over again, how she would tell him or how she would bring it up. feelings between the two were obvious, but they had never been talked about. heck, him having any feelings for her could have been completely made up her in her head. “i meant that - “ she paused, letting out a sigh. her body pulled itself off of the stool, standing up completely to face him. a finger pushed her glasses up the bridge of her nose, then glided through her long brown hair. something she did when she was nervous. “i meant that me being in love with you has never been enough.”