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pero wag sana ha? hahaha titser pa naman kita, baka patusin mo pa boyfriend ko????

medyo halata kayong dalawa hahaha

i can still hold. i can stay. it’s my choice to stay even if it hurts a lot and it kills me sometimes. I don’t understand myself whenever I get mad, one thing I’ve learned in life is never make decision when you’re angry. Everything will shatter. Everything will fall. Also, when you’re hesitating in one thing... take a deep breath and cool down for at least 15 to 30 mins.

It’s hard to move forward. It’s hard to breath without an oxygen. It’s hard to know that tomorrow will be different without you.

Someday, I will find you again. I will come back in your arms without any hesitations.

If it’s you and me in the end, time and destiny will lead and make a way for our paths to meet again.

#totga

doabbean

Every day, every minute and every seconds that passes by, I always feel unwanted, alone and worthless. I just don’t know why. I thought I was fully recovered especially when my boyfriend came into my life but I was wrong. Everything is actually getting worse, and I don’t know if my boyfriend could handle it until the end.

And now, I am missing him so much. I don’t know if I will be able to see and touch him tomorrow because I have to go on my work, and take the 7 hours of work immersion. But before I go, maybe I should help him tomorrow even If he doesn’t want other people to help him.

I believe in him. I believe we can make it. I believe we will graduate.