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it's almost half past ten im back in my hometown for the long weekend both very at peace and stricken with enough melancholy to make me post on tumblr again. hello

also i fear i've turned into one of those 'cure depression and/or anxiety with yoga and vegetables' people except like. solely towards myself.

#i hate it but it also doesnt make it feel any easier or any less stupid to think of myself as like #a person who is ill and maybe deserves help and not an idiot making up problems for attention

officially entering my mid-twenties this year and the way i feel like my life is going feels insanely disproportionate to everyone around me and i'm still in the 'melted into goop inside my cocoon' stage of my caterpillar to butterfly transition journey except i desperately need to leave the cocoon and just be a normal adult because this stagnant little dreamworld i've spent most of my life in feels like a stupid and immature place to stay in even though i don't know how capable i am of actually functioning outside of it. maybe i'll get my degree and then just melt into seafoam like the little mermaid

#what ive said about going back on tumblr whenever my mental health takes a bigger dip still holds up

havent posted in a while lately im mostly into 1. letting it linger 2. looking back in anger 3. looking into the mirror to see a little bit clearer the rottenness and evil in me

#seeing a pretty strong correlation between my mental state going in the toilet and how much of a need i feel to get back online #not that im ever truly offline but like. more Actively online ig

ahmadwaleed55

📍📍📍Please Don’t Look Away My Family Needs You

Have you ever tried living for two full years in a makeshift tent that protects you from neither the scorching heat of summer nor the freezing cold of winter?

Have you lived without clean water, without proper food, in a place that isn’t suitable for human beings?

We are living in tragic conditions. We barely eat enough to keep hunger away, and whatever food we find is nothing close to what a human body needs.

Have you ever been in severe pain that feels like your body is tearing apart simply because there is no medicine? And when medicine does appear, it is either a rare miracle or sold at a price we can never afford.

Our life has become something that words cannot fully describe.

We are suffering every moment, in every part of daily life. And asking for help is not easy for me, but our reality is far harsher than anything we can face alone.

Your kindness, your humanity, your support are the only things keeping us going. Without your help, I don’t know how we would have survived these months.

Please continue supporting my family by donating and sharing this post.

We are in desperate need, especially for my ill father whose medicine has become nearly impossible to secure.

Your generosity is the only light we have left.

Dear Esteemed Donors,

📌This is my new account on Suhffed, after the beneficiary’s account was banned on GoFundMe, and the alternative account on Ko-fi was also banned.

📌 Fundraiser vetted (#167 by el-shab-hussein & nabulsi)

eslamfam3

🎄 Christmas Should Be About Hope — Not Survival 🎄

While the world celebrates Christmas and welcomes a new year with wishes and joy, my children are wishing for something much simpler: safety, warmth, and a chance to live without fear.

My name’s Eslam.

I’m a mother of a newborn baby and two daughters, Hanaa and Alma, and with my husband Rasmi, we lost everything in this war our home, our work, our stability, and the dreams we spent years building.

My baby was born into war.

My daughters learned loss before they learned what childhood should feel like.

Instead of Christmas lights, they see darkness.

Instead of gifts, they carry fear.

🎄 This Christmas, I am not asking for luxuries.

I’m asking for help to survive.

Your donation will help us provide:

• safe shelter

• food and basic necessities

• warmth for our children

• a small chance to rebuild our lives

✨ Every donation — no matter how small — truly matters. ✨

Your kindness can turn fear into safety,

and give my children hope for the year ahead.

🤍 PLEASE DONATE IF YOU CAN. 🤍

If you’re unable to donate, sharing our campaign means more than you know.

This Christmas and New Year,

be the reason my children believe the world still cares.

I am Eslam from Gaza, 30 years old, a mother of two girls, and eight months pregnant. I used to work as a children's teacher, and my husband

eslamfam3

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nooralanqar3

Channel 14 (Hebrew):

Meteorologist Tsahi Bling explains how the “Baronis” storm will affect the Strip, saying: “Gaza will be flooded; not a single tent will remain standing by Friday morning.”

nooralanqar3

The occupation speaks coldly about tents “sinking,” as if we are just a scene in their reports.

The truth is that they are the ones preventing the entry of building materials, even blocking simple caravans that could save lives.

Yes… our tents might collapse, but what breaks us the most is the injustice we face every single day. All we want is a safe shelter for our children something that protects them from the rain and the cold.

nooralanqar3

I’m writing this from inside a tent in Gaza… a tent that can barely withstand the wind, let alone a storm. I have three children who shiver from the cold every night.

I have no choice but to ask for help from anyone who can offer it… please help us face the cold, fill my children’s hearts with warmth, and try together to survive a night that may be harsher than anything we’ve lived through before.

mhgaza8

This is the reality we are living in. Our tent is flooded, the cold is unbearable, and we are struggling just to stay dry.

My family and I have nothing but thin plastic to protect us. Please, if you can, help us with anything. Your support can keep us warm and safe.

Please donate

Hello, my name is Karina. I'm organizing this campaign for Mahmoud Alhallaq, whose previous campaigns have been shut down or have had their

trying to accept that i'll probably always be strange and off-putting and not the most socially graceful and that it's probably better for me to just embrace it and stop worrying that people think i'm weird instead of convincing myself that i can change it and be normal

#we'll see how it goes! we'll see how it goes #i don't need to be my own best friend just yet rn i'll settle for like. my own warm acquaintance or my own friendly roommate

mohammedyousef

Help my family 🙏

Donate and share🙏

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #682 )✅️

I am Mohammed from Gaza, 28 years old, and I live with my father and bro… Rachel Cañas needs your support for A Family's Plea for Survival a

I am Mohammed from Gaza, 28 years old, and I live with my father and brothers. We all used to live a peaceful life together in our home. As you can see, this was our home before it was completely destroyed. It was our home, but now it is in ruins.

We worked 24/7 to rebuild our home, but now, after all these years of hard work, we have lost everything and have become homeless and displaced.

As for our work and our business, my brother and I had a university cafeteria, and we had a dream of being able to provide the best food to the students in our city.

At Al-Aqsa University, we worked together hand in hand to make this possible, and just as it was starting to happen, a war broke out and shattered all our dreams. We woke up to the nightmare of war, seeing the university destroyed. At that moment, we were desperate, helpless, and lost.

Not just our home and our workplace. But can you imagine the moment you see the last thing you owned destroyed, ruined, and shattered? So, for God's sake, you are the only ones who can help us rebuild our shattered lives. I would be very grateful for your kindness and support.

anyone else feeling fatigue and a complete lack of either passion or direction creeping over them like some sort of invisible voracious beast. or is it just a me thing.

#do i go back on meds do i keep looking for a therapist do i fuck off to another country do i do i do i aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i feel like what's pissing me off the most is how banal and stupid all of this. i should be sent to work in a mine or some shit.#or abandoned in the woods

the world absolutely doesnt need another lame unemployed dude with alcoholic tendencies but the way im going with my hrt im already 80% of the way there

#i just need that goddamn facial hair man

dayrooo

FAMILY OF 8 IN NEED OF DONATIONS

I got permission to make this post in order to spread this campaign

Despite the ceasefire, many families still need help to pay for food, medical bills and shelter. Aisha's family includes young children who need diapers and milk, and her husband is sick and therefore cannot work.

The campaign has gathered only $4.6k out of the needed $50k. Please consider donating or sharing the link.

This is what Aisha has wrote:

"My name is Aisha Rabah, I am 42 years old and I have 8 children. My husband is sick and does not work, and I am the breadwinner for my family. My house was completely destroyed. Our situation is difficult. We have been displaced 10 times to different places. I have two children who were born in the war, my son and my daughter’s son. My daughter’s son is an orphan whose father was martyred in the war. The two children need milk and diapers, and I cannot buy them because of the high prices. My children need food and drink. I have no money or income. Please help as much as possible. "

This is the link to the campaign

I am Elizabeth, and I am fundraising on behalf of Aisha and her family from Gaza. Here is her message:"My name is Aisha Rabah, I am 42 years

ayooshgazasblog

Hello My friend 🌷

Vetted by gaza-evacuation-fund

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Hello friends,

My name is Ayaa from Gaza city, I am a children’s teacher, 24 years old, living with my parents and siblings. We all used to live a peacefu

I hope you are doing well. It has been more than two years since the genocide, as you know. I once had a previous donation link, but GoFundMe deleted it.

Now is the time we need your support the most. The war may have ended, but the tragedy has not. Prices are still very high, and winter is approaching. There are many difficulties and risks — such as the worn-out tents and other hardships.

We are all in need of your help and support.

If you cannot donate, please write posts about me and talk about my story. I have become part of this community and have lost many friends due to account closures. I also face a lot of criticism for using translation tools or accusations of being a scammer.Iwant to draw attention to the fact that English is not my first language, and I always need help to communicate better with you.

In fact, our tents are worn out and not ready for the winter, as we were bombed three times during the ongoing war. I’ve attached below several photos showing the shrapnel that fell on us and caused the tents to tear apart.

Right now, I need your support — at least to provide tents for the winter so that we don’t face difficulties when it rains.

lamah0urani

‼️🚨Urgent appeal, very IMPORTANT 🚨‼️

The crossings are closed again‼️

We need your help, the situation is unsuitable and dangerous, we need your help, you are our last hope... Food, clothes, milk, and everything else has become expensive, and we are in the holy month of Ramadan...😭😔🤲

We want food to eat after fasting for 15 hours, nothing is like before... The prices are very expensive...😞

The elderly, our children, us... we all need food, drink, medicine, milk and winter clothes... We live in tents that do not protect us from the cold of winter. 🥶

Please help us... Any donation will save our lives and the lives of our children.🙏😭👶

Campaign Link ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Hello, I'm Lama from Gaza, I'm 24 years old, and my husband Mohammed is 30 years old, we got married in 2022 in a beautiful, warm and quiet

lamah0urani

🚨‼️The crossings have been closed for more than two months, with no food.‼️🚨

The situation is very dangerous.😭 We are on the verge of death, from hunger on one hand and from bombing on the other. Please help us and donate so we can buy food. Every donation will save our lives and keep us alive.🙏🫂

ayooshgazasblog

Hello My friend 🌷

Vetted by gaza-evacuation-fund

click here

Hello friends,

My name is Ayaa from Gaza city, I am a children’s teacher, 24 years old, living with my parents and siblings. We all used to live a peacefu

I hope you are doing well. It has been more than two years since the genocide, as you know. I once had a previous donation link, but GoFundMe deleted it.

Now is the time we need your support the most. The war may have ended, but the tragedy has not. Prices are still very high, and winter is approaching. There are many difficulties and risks — such as the worn-out tents and other hardships.

We are all in need of your help and support.

If you cannot donate, please write posts about me and talk about my story. I have become part of this community and have lost many friends due to account closures. I also face a lot of criticism for using translation tools or accusations of being a scammer.Iwant to draw attention to the fact that English is not my first language, and I always need help to communicate better with you.

In fact, our tents are worn out and not ready for the winter, as we were bombed three times during the ongoing war. I’ve attached below several photos showing the shrapnel that fell on us and caused the tents to tear apart.

Right now, I need your support — at least to provide tents for the winter so that we don’t face difficulties when it rains.

that one tumblr post wasn't lying fuck all romance except what those two dudes from shameless have going on

#i'm 14 years late to the party. hello.

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