m o n s t r o s i t y.

independent bnha original character, written by gina. (sideblog to ofiignition.)

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i’m now at @dokusci

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' -- but what if i don't wanna? 'he was cold and giichi's body seemed warm so. resting chin over his friend's shoulder, he stays on position as palms palpate the hidden skin with no shame.

             he was so CLOSE, and could probably feel how HOT his cheeks were, even giichi’s poor ears were red from how flustered he felt. still, he did nothing to FIGHT him off as he simply STOOD THERE, dark green gaze looking at him.

                “ mn.. i can’t really STOP you, you’ll just continue a-anyway.” at least he was getting used to his touch by now, so it wasn’t as startling like before.

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sneaks cold hands under shirt as embraces from behind. boo! ♡

             “a-ah!” he IMMEDIATELY tenses up at the cold TOUCH of another, blushing at the fact that hands were up his shirt. QUICKLY turning his head to see the CULPRIT behind this SUDDEN action. it doesn’t surprise him honestly. yet it still managed to give him a slight heart attack. 

                         “..jirou .. w-warning next time, please..” 

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         it WASN’T like the taller DIDN’T felt the same. in FACT, his liking for the OTHER was bigger than EVER, yet there were so MANY obstacles that STOPPED him to make MORE advances; like his DISEASE, for example. EVEN so, grayish irises FOLLOWED the spectacle ATTENTIVELY, a soft chuckle LEAVING him at the SIGHT of how silly the BOY looked with FACE stained. oh, maybe– JUST this time…

            LEANING forth then to BREAK their distance, INDEX brushed GENTLY the affected CHEEK, removing some of the FROSTING to take the REST in a lick.

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                 at FIRST the teen didn’t take notice of their DISTANCE being severed in two as the other drew closer, for giichi was too ENGROSSED in the deliciousness of the cupcake. however feeling a thumb BRUSH against his cheek head turns, only to blush at their CLOSENESS -- and of course, the fact that jirou so daringly LICKED his cheek did it also.

              quickly a hand rests atop the cheek that was TOUCHED, letting the thought SINK in that it was almost like a kiss. he STANDS there frozen in place as he grows more FLUSHED by the second.

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if you’re having a bad day, here’s a cute little marching band

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       hoh. if only you KNEW how obvious you WERE sometimes, giichi. AND how much he WANTED to mess up with that CUTE face of yours. the now YOUNGER teen might be TRAINING to fulfill his selfish DREAM of becoming a hero BEFORE the time is OVER, however his already BROKEN state was hard to HIDE. needless to SAY his so dearest FRIEND was not making it EASY either.

                       ‘ – then i’m all yours. ‘

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                 there was so much JOY bubbling up inside of him he didn’t know how to CONTAIN it all. there was so much love for jirou, how much he MEANT to him, and all of that reflected back in emerald hues. with CURVED lips, he goes to take a bite of his cupcake, tongue gliding over lips as a SURPRISED expression forms, not noticing how a leftover bit of FROSTING managed to get on his cheek.

                   “i-its really good.” quickly takes another bite, poor boy was hungry.

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by  meyrembulucek

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                        ( you were so HARD to find, with oh so many CLOUDS across my SUMMER sky )                                                    every SINGLE star is sparkling in your eyes.

WRITTEN BY GINA. 

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           WELL, he could RELATE to that. not that HIS family life WAS the best back then, and now HAD almost ZERO contact with ANY of them, except for HIS uncle, of course. not that WERE needed anyway, MOST were PURE scum. POINT was, couldn’t just LET his best friend WITHOUT a decent CELEBRATION, so…

                            ‘ – is there something you have always wanted to do for your birthday? ‘

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               that WAS a GOOD question, one that made the other PONDER. the last “happy” birthday he had was so long ago it all seemed like a DISTANT memory, one still there but foggy and almost forgotten. VIRIDESCENT hues soften over at him, a gentle expression upon VISAGE as he begins to shyly fidget with his fingers, head LOWERED with a smile.

                “a-ah well.. i .. nothing could be better than spending the entire day with you, j-jirou..” that wasn’t too much of a selfish request, was it? 

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                     ‘ – it’s nothing. aren’t you giving me too much credit, though? ‘

        more like POWER over your WHOLE persona, and THAT was dangerous, SPECIALLY since was starting to LIKE it. having the OTHER saying such a THING, with that always ADORABLE expression was NOT good for his heart, NEITHER for his impure hidden IMPULSES.

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                 “... w-well. my birthday isn’t a big deal at my home, so, to me this seems like a lot..”

              even though MISUNDERSTANDINGS with his mother have been cleared up, the woman always remains hesitant around her son for the power he wields, and TENDS to stay away from him. and his father -- well, let’s not talk about him, that man was no good. 

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            GOOD. giichi was SMILING. first mission ACCOMPLISHED. now, extending BOTH arms towards him, a small, yet COLORFUL, cupcake with the KANJIS of his FRIEND’S name on the TOP.

                      ‘ – i’m sorry i couldn’t do anything bigger, but happy birthday again! ‘

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             that small baked DELICACY was one that left a WARM feeling in his heart, and a red flush to decorate PALE cheeks. holding the cupcake ever so gently in his hands, his SMILE only grows more at his friend.

                  “ --- you know i’ll love ANYTHING you do.. t-thank you so much..”

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                    ‘ – why not? it’s an important day, of course i had to. ‘

               NOW don’t be stupid and CLOSE your eyes.

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              THERE’S now a SMILE stretching across his face, eyes closed. 

                                “ .. t-thank you jirou, i appreciate it..”

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                     ‘ – happy birthday, giichi! are you ready for your present? ‘

        nope. he DIDN’T forgot.

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           “eh? .. y-you didn’t have to get me anything..” 

                        giichi’s so HAPPY that he did though.

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⎣☎︎⎤- “Ah! I’m Kanon Otonari. I’m… not actually from this school.” She pauses to take the books he’s holding out. “I’m just here to use the library this once. Guest pass.” A grin weakly covers her face. She knew she’d have had to explain this sooner or later to someone who wasn’t the security detail at the gate. “I’m from Arashikumo Academy, Class 1-A.”

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             “oh, i-i see. -- ... i haven’t HEARD of that academy before.. b-but i’m sure its good nonetheless.” well, the school was a place with an abundance amount of INFORMATION so it wasn’t that MUCH of a surprise, ALBEIT it was a tiny bit shocking that she wasn’t a student here. “um.. if you’d like, i know the way to the library. i’m on my WAY there anyway.”

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I’m no organ donor but I’d be happy to give you my heart.

             processing mode ... but you need a heart to live, so why --- .. oh, wait.

             oh my god.

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Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it?

                 AND THE moment his ears caught those words his HEART skipped a beat. him, cute? not in a million years would he deem himself such a way. for awhile, dark green orbs would STARE back at his friend, shimmering with so much light and unspoken happiness in them, and so bright red adorns ivory flesh as a response struggles to form itself (he stole all his words away.) -- wait, was he teasing him again? and if so, why? did he harbor feelings for him?

                     no. that was unlikely. maybe this was just a thing friends did, he hasn’t had such a close friend since kindergarten and he managed to TARNISH that relationship. so making assumptions and POSSIBLY ruining their friendship was something he wanted to avoid at all costs. the thought of losing jirou as a friend was too much to bare. so, he’ll just keep these FEELINGS to himself.

                   REALIZING that he was staring too long (how awkward) he quickly adverts his gaze, heart still echoing loudly inside his chest cavity. fidgeting SHYLY with his fingers, he mumbles his response, the entirety of his face flushed with blush.

                      “ — u-uhm i mean i d-don’t do it INTENTIONALLY s-so i don’t know?? ..m-maybe accidentally...”