sadist T boy

any pronouns ✦ mid 20s ✦ nsfw sideblog

[sadisttboy]

jesus christ this website is a hellhole. i try to just keep this sideblog nsfw and void of any discourse but i truly don't think i can keep up with this blog anymore.

i'll keep everything under the cut, but tldr once my queue ends i think that's it for me. it's been nice while it lasted; thank you to everyone i've had great times with.

i hate how this website makes me distrustful of every other queer person, especially cis lesbians and trans women. i hate having to scour for dog whistles of antimasculinity, theyfab or birthday boy usage, and users being disgusted with the concept of transandrophobia with every blog i come across.

this place is not good for my mental health, even after blocking so many blogs and tags. it feels like nothing i can ever do will ever be good enough for anyone, so i'm just done. i said it months back on another place i vent, but i truly understand why trans men go stealth. i hate this community.

i suppose it comes with being more active on a nsfw blog, but the amount of people who will sexualize me as a trans man and then hate me for simply agreeing with transandrophobia is an awful amount. people who say the same things as me but disagree that we should even have a word to describe what's happening to us is egregious. i feel unpersoned. i can't trust any dm from anyone anymore because i just feel like a piece of meat to be used. as much as i love casual sex and cute girls, i genuinely have not found anyone i can trust to have even a quickie with.

so.. i'm done. i've been on tumblr since 2011, made new accounts over the years, but i truly cannot handle being here any longer. i left for weeks prior and i generally did feel better, so coming back and being greeted by these reminders that i'll never have anyone in my life who cares about me more than just for a quick fuck is a lot to process on top of a lot of personal things i would rather keep private.

i truly am grateful for this space, as it's been very beneficial to me in figuring out who i am and what i want, but i can't do this anymore. thank you for the good times, and let's always stay perverts ❤️ trans rights forever, and love your friends a little more today. take care.

[allenswitchman]

A genuine belt whupin, hard and fast

[very-much-just-a-cunt]

THIS is how cunts deserve to be treated when they act out

[yourabusiveolderbrother3]

“Aw, does it hurt? Yeah? You want me to stop? Shh, I’ll take it out okay?”

*Keeps going until I cvm and fill her womb with my seed, slowly pulling out while she’s trying to register what just happened*

“See? I said I was going to take it out…”

[morninglewds]

[grotesquepixie]

tongue fucking your ass while you're playing with my cunt. you're just messing with it, spreading it out, slapping my clit.

it's not about me at all, you're using me like a toy. seeing what things you can do to make me work harder for you.

I really do start to lick you eagerly when I think you might actually touch me for real ♡

[xaviez]

guy who asks you if youre on birth control while he’s inside of you and cums real hard when you say no with a lil fear in your voice

[undead-vices-deactivated2023071]

Pushing you to your knees and rubbing your face into my bulge.

"Look what you've done. Now open your mouth and take responsibility like a good girl."

[the-sensitive-sadist]

Wow, getting bullied really makes you horny? It's adorable that you're so fucking pathetic.

[dummy-daisy]

wanna be bent over the couch and my legs held open, want my ass cheeks to be spread and for you to laugh at my unprepped tight little hole. want your cock forced into it slowly, inch by inch, while i cry and beg you to stop. it hurts and i whimper and you just keep going, take my asshole dry and forcefully and just for your pleasure. please

[dreambelievetoyourselfsblog]

The prettiest girls have CNC kinks

[kkbardd]

[str4wb3rry-cr43m]

i just want someone to pimp me out to their friends for a night

tie me down and don’t let me see who’s cock is ruining me - doesn’t matter if i want it or not! it’s not like i can move anyway

[belle-zbub]

inspired by this post

[eveninglewds]

[yellowlikelemons]

The kind of sex I want requires like 3 layers of psychological manipulation

[lillihammerdown]

Not letting this stay in the tags

[b0ydaughter]

dad who bends his daughter over to spank her just for back talking him except she’s way too old for that kind of punishment and she’s wearing a skirt and he can see the little wet spot on her panties growing <3

[sadisttboy]

unfortunately violating women will always be much more fun than anything else.

being nude in public is cute, but having your skirt pulled up by someone else is much more violating, even if you weren't wearing panties underneath.

the act of being seen as public property despite doing the same actions as everyone else (wearing clothes normally) makes it that much hotter. it could have been anyone that i chose to rape, but i chose you. an innocent girl, not much different from the other girls nearby. i chose you out of all of them.

aren't you grateful? don't you feel special?

a man is giving you attention, you worthless cunt. the least you can do is give him a smile.

rape looks better with a forced smile as you beg me to stop.