Ellie Bell

you are sick and i hate you and love you for it 18

[dollinrot]

❤︎ about me ❤︎

♡ my names bell or ellie - 18 - cake day: oct 23 🍰 (⸝⸝⩌ ⤙ ⩌⸝⸝)

things that i like: music, art, literature, girls, militaria, fashion, religion, pastels, scrapbooking, stickers, magazines, hotels and road trips, chris redfield, my friends, video games, movies, cosplay, cute things, true crime, bl/gl, yu-gi-oh, manga/anime and visual novels (my favs include: sankarea, school days, elfen lied, chaos head, sadistic blood + others) guro/eroguro, my little pony + more!

to see my art go here -> gallery — ᨳଓ I update it!

also~ if you want to just see my posts, go to #🍰🦢!!

SOME music i like: nicole dollanganger, and one, type o negative, KMFDM, misfits + danzig, florence + the machine, massive attack, satanicpornocultshop, ethel cain, depeche mode, sisters of mercy, nine inch nails, carnivore, slipknot, ministry and a TON of others! ♡

this is your warning!!! i interact with true crime and gore, and idc what people ship, so if that's not your thing, block and move on! look out for yourself, kay? (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)♡ also, i'm NOT terf or radfem i like girls and boys! lastly, i suffer from anamia, so warning for that too!

♡ all my links below (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς) ⋆⭒˚.⋆ ♡

♡ pinterest ♡ letterboxd ♡ myanimelist ♡ instagram ♡ figures ♡

♡ @smalltowncarnival is my back-up and @intheward is my sideblog (warning 4 gore and explicit i guess) ♡

[cadaverd0llie]

[dollinrot]

i went to see the end of evangelion again in theaters and it was awesome (˶°ㅁ°)!! i saw aforementioned evil ex boyfriend there though, such a small world here (っ- ‸ - ς) anyhow i have had a fun week so far despite parting ways with someone who was in my life a lot, it turned out to be really good for me!!! ♡ it's allowed me to focus on other things in my life and i am stressing so much less :) i hope all of you sweethearts on the internet are doing good!

[songsthatmakemefeelnotlikedying]

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nicole dollanganger - snow

[normabates]

Tod Browning’s Freaks (1932)

[dollinrot]

i love God and i hate boys

[shikisaii]

[whirrring]

THESE ARE SO CUUUUTE EEEK

[richardsikendaily]

[bradleyjoelgarcia-blog]

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Here’s a song about being a smitten, self-centered dumb ass.

she always felt so cold, in her white walled hospital room. she said “i need a bit of warmth, so i can use the reds to fight my blues”. i promised her i’d find a way to change the lack of colour where she hurts. and while she don’t care much for me, i’d bleed and bruise and i would kill for her. i watched her fall in love with that bastard who dont give a damn. to him shes one of many, and “ongoing” one night stand. she’s still cold. so i followed him, pulled out my knife. i stabbed that motherfucker in the throat until he died and i wiped his blood across my lips. you dont know love until you’ve tasted it. shivering she cried “i hope he’s fine”, i painted her room in warm blood red lies. and she aint cold. there’s colour on every wall. she dont care much for me, and i dont care at all.

[festeringbaby]

pls I don’t care if you hurt me anymore, just as long as you’re touching me

[tammysneurosis]

Saw (2004), dir. James Wan

[nicoledollanganger]

working with so many girls is so wonderful. girls are wonderful creatures

[limematcha-deactivated20250803]

*puts you in my heart-shaped locket*

[sheletlune]

[dollinrot]

my evil ex boyfriend used to come to my house to play call of duty and red alert and one time he brought his ww2 era gas mask and forced me to wear it and i will never touch one of those again

[aftercrimes]

ELEPHANT (2003) DIR. GUS VAN SANT

[neueclear-deactivated20260129]

If I had a Boyfriend I Would Make Him Sleep in a Cage