Skylines & Dope

Blogging fractions of my character and mentality to the world from an underground perspective, in a poetical manner. Just scroll, chill, and vibrate.

[domcurtin]

1.16.20 9:52pm

pieces of my heart are

lost

in words i have

not written.

my soul floats free

in oceans that are

not mine to

call

a home.

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The little things in between. It’s shit like that that’s so tight.

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for those chill, subtle moments close your eyes something for the soul to nod to focus on that, for another memory

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Right now.

But no I'm just taking it in

Out the window of a hotel bedroom again

Tommorrow I'll be gone I don't know when I'll be back

But in this world everything can change just like that,

Like that

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“If nothing is forever, then what makes Love the exception?”

- André Lauren Benjamin

[domcurtin]

Although I had a pretty casual birthday with good friends, I ended the night on that note for work in the morning at 8am the next day. Little did I know, waking up I was not expecting grave news. It hit me as hard as heartbreak. You’ve been there for my entire life since Hybrid Theory. Even now in this day, this moment; I cry so much every single time. God Chester; I still miss you so much. You are dearly missed. Thank you.

For everything.

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Something I felt like was so relevant to what I’m going through.

And even though all the pain is here and now, I know there’s still more good to come.

For now, this is only a withering moment.

Peace.

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Afro Blue

Yo, you came to me as my blessing.

The whys and the hows without obsessing.

It's a lot to think about, I'm still processing.

Tears of joy in the morning made our pillow wet.

Then night fell and we turned into silhouettes.

Your body next to mine dancing real close.

Step left, step right, then a pirouette.

It would appear as that we really do believe in us.

But it's so hard to believe all we need is us.

Believe a kiss on a cold day could be enough.

Look at the stars and wonder what it is they see in us.

Where is this leading us? That's all I'm asking.

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Feel like home. I’m just trying to make some sense in my mind. Some defense from the cold that I’m feeling outside and for a minute, escape with some rhythm and rhyme and, get away from the grey just a bit at a time.

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2 years later.

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Winter profile. “To kinda keep it fresh, earthy, and backpackish I guess you could say.”

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Midday introduction via lunch.

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I learned.

I took you far away from your element. And you wanted far more than I knew without consideration. It was at that moment I learned you’re not afraid of being alone. And that’s what scares me the most. Because in the end, I know you won’t care.

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1:01am - in this moment, I am right where I need to be. The waves crashing ashore, the moon above the horizon, the grains of warm sand massaging my feet, the cool breeze, just an hour past midnight with one deep breath and I am in total Zen. So blessed to be here . Namasté 🙏🏼

[domcurtin]

Sit back, and just vibe. Close your eyes and just nod. You can't bump chiller than this. 😌🎶

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There comes a time when life breaks us down. It is one of many moments to come. And you will break down again and again. You will fall, you will break, and you will hurt. You will fall and reach for help from time to time just to try and fight the feeling of pain’s threshold on you. Struggling to reach a point in clarity where the moment feels strong again and the pain inside you lessens. You visually feel textures and begin to read the sunlight like Braille. The air around you is cooler in the heat and the moon brings serenity to your soul. There comes a time when life breaks us down. It is one of many moments to come. But you will rise again and....again.

And this time, you are more prepared than the last. Don’t be afraid to step forward. ॐ

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No more.

I’m just tired of the motions. Tired of fighting for parts of me I’ll never see again. Tired of believing in something that’s tearing me apart. I just want to be made whole again.