Who Even Knows

I’m prolly depressed I always feel like I’m stressed My life is a mess

[just-shower-thoughts]

How great would it be to see a top 10 highlight of the times you laughed the hardest and their situations.

[donewithschoolandlife]

School Makes Me Feel Stupid

I absolutely LOVE learning. I love learning how to make things, learning how to solve things, learning how to handle things.

But I absolutely HATE school. I can’t do anything right. All I ever do is fxcking fail. Constantly. No one sees how much effort I put into this shitty thing called school. All anyone can see is that I’m a horrible student who has an attitude all the time. I feel like I’m on the verge of tears every day. It could be the best day of my entire life, but put me in AP Psychology or AP Literature and Composition and my day is suddenly ruined.

I just feel so stupid all the time. It’s taking a serious toll on me. I have no motivation to do anything whatsoever. Not even things I typically enjoy, like writing or reading or drawing or even hanging out with my best friends. I just don’t want to do anything, and I hate it!

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!

What sucks even more is the fact that this is all people ever want to know about me. They always ask me how school is, what classes I’m taking, if I’ve started thinking about the future. I’m just so done with school and life. I hate it all. I want to die. But no one cares. No one gives a crap about how I feel. As long as I’m doing well in school, I could be murdering people and everyone would turn around and act as if nothing is happening. It’s so fxcking stupid. Just like I am

[donewithschoolandlife]

Anyone Else?

Does anyone else wonder how old you are to all the websites you lied about your age to? Cuz I just realised I am considered a legal adult to some companies and that’s probably a crime or something...

Mr FBI Agent that watches my phone, please don’t turn me in. I’m so young. And now I don’t have to lie about my age!

[donewithschoolandlife]

I’m about to pull the plug

I am getting so sick of my boyfriend playing his dumbass games every fucking day and night. He goes from school to work to games to bed. Where do I come in? Ohhhh, you knowwww. I get a text here and there. An “I love you. I miss you” message every few hours. But has it ever occurred that maybe I want more? I don’t wanna be clingy or needy, but I do require things like full attention every once in a while. I don’t wanna keep him from his boys and winning his games or anything though. But if he doesn’t start really talking to me, I might just pull the plug and walk away for good. I’m tired of being second place to a game consol

[donewithschoolandlife]

Calling all guys

Question to all guys: why tf are video games put before your girl? I thought she’s supposed to be your top priority, not your dumbass fortnite or GTA or COD or whatever. Why are video games so much more important? And why can’t you guys figure out that when your girl says “Should I go? I don’t want to bother you” for the umpteenth time, it really means, “You’ve played this same game for like weeks now, and you haven’t talked to me at all”. GET THE EFFING MESSAGE!!! I’m sorry if we girls are confusing — we are! — but come on. Maybe pay a little more attention to us and less to your video games, and you’ll actually understand what we’re saying and why we’re mad at you!!

[donewithschoolandlife]

Bleak Christmas

I love depression. It is so fucking amazing. I don’t know how why people say it’s bad. It’s the best thing in my life. Oh wait, I’m lying. It’s ruining my break by returning right now. Fuck depression. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much

[donewithschoolandlife]

Finals, man

I just finished finals and came home to take a nap. Woke up three hours later unsure about the date and year. Fuck finals