trouble finds me

i know it's gotta go like this, i know hell will always come before you grow trouble found me, trouble found me

[donoson]

cyruslitchpark:

“No it’s.. it’s a meme.”

“Oh. You got any more examples?”

[donoson]

alexanderxclaire:

“It’s better this way, for both of us.” Alexander reaffirmed as he knew things would have only been worse had they stayed together. “We both deserved to be happy, even if it means we aren’t together, and so do you, and that baby.”

“God, Alex... I don’t even know what I’m gonna name it.”

[donoson]

alexanderxclaire:

“It’s fine.” he offered with a weak smile on his lips. “I just want him to be happy… he deserves that much.”

“I like to think we all do, one way or another... Mine’s just, gonna involve this baby now, somehow.”

[donoson]

alexanderxclaire:

“When we started dating I had feelings for someone else…  and I respected that he might be attracted to, and love, other people too and I wanted us both to be as happy as we could be.” Not that anything would become of those feelings now, at least, not anymore. “It was a long time coming.”

“That’s... deeper than I thought it’d be. Sorry for prying.” He shrugged. “I don’t know if matters, but I don’t think he loved me. But maybe that’s just wishful thinking on my part.”

[donoson]

cyruslitchpark:

“External crazy is unreliable, but I guess it’s like if you can’t make your own store bought is fine.”

“... You can buy crazy?”

[donoson]

alexanderxclaire:

“It was open since the beginning. I never thought it was fair to him otherwise.” he replied, specifically choosing to be vague with his explanation. “We broke up though… so none of it really matters now.”

“What does it being fair have to do with it?” he thought to ask; not noticing Alex’s cryptic response as much as he just.. didn’t understand. “Shit, Alex... I’m sorry.”

[donoson]

alexanderxclaire:

@donoson

“This was never the way I planned not my intention.”

“I’m not fault-free. I shouldn’t kept my distance. Will didn’t even explain your relationship that well to begin with. Is it open, is he just a full-time idiot?  I didn’t know and still don’t.”

[donoson]

cyruslitchpark:

“Yeah well I wouldn’t. Why should I?”

“I guess I just prefer my crazy to come from an outside source.”

[donoson]

blondeorblue:

“I guess that’s better than the alternative…”

“Yeah, well.. that’s your opinion.”

[donoson]

cyruslitchpark:

@donoson

“You know I’m fine, but I hear those voices at night sometimes. They justify my claims.”

“I’d wait for something a bit more concrete to validate me.”

[donoson]

willparker:

“Every time I start to think I’m getting it together life just smacks me down and reminds me that I’m too much of a mess to ever really get it together.”

“You.. you get into a lot of shit, but you’re a good person.”

[donoson]

ofdcnovans:

“I’m pretty sure everyone is more concerned with themselves lately.. I just so happen to have no life.”

“I relate. I’m only ever concerned with myself -- I can own up to that.”

[donoson]

wickedlittlevvitch:

“What? No, I’m fine.”

“No offense, Momma Claire, but I didn’t say anything...”

[donoson]

willparker:

“I don’t know, I might have you beat for ‘the hottest of messes’ award.”

“I like being a hot mess though. It’s what I do best.”

[donoson]

willparker:

“I try my best.”

“Well, I’m sorry. As much as I didn’t want to have a kid.. I can only imagine what you must be feeling, having a kid with someone like me.”

[donoson]

willparker:

“Well you have plenty of time before you have to decide anything.”

“That.. is reluctantly comforting.”

[donoson]

willparker:

“I know.. And I’ll respect whatever decisions you decide to make.”

“Right now, I don’t want to be making any. Sleeping with you was enough.”