Shadows And Mind Traps

I write various writings,poems, short stories of fiction and some power words.Check once in awhile to see new stories and writings. I write at random times, forgive me for slow postings.

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Love

Mayday mayday,its all around me.. We are one in the same,you take all the pain away. Love, a crippling effect unstoppable force.... Can't  fight this forever, i feel you out there.. I dream about you walking alone.. loveless and distraught.. Becoming what  we dislike to be the one we liked... I need  a savior to save me from what i have become... Lawless and love stricken.. Take me high and ill sing.. You made everything ok... The music stops as the last pin drops of our grenade of love explodes into a particle unseen... Glass walls crack,and a whisper of unforgotten lust and peace.. Burning bridges as fast as we sleep.. Can you tell me what is real.. Love... its a good bye,and a hello all in one.. a straight downer and a upper.. Darkness and light married inside a body that never dies... I have turned away from all i know, just to light your way to me.. Feel love, feel light... Take me high, the more i fight.. Dug into the dirt i seek you.. Fate laughs as you were set upon this earth hidden... No longer, i rage and open the worlds to find you... Love.. that one emotion unsettled in my stomach, butterflies  they say.. Silent i become, holding her,smiling and brushing  her hair. ... Sigh of content, i have found her.. Nightmares  only come when your gone... Love... An expedition of stars  and a space ship falling apart in orbit of your heart... A life of goodbyes and hellos,lead to this final day i hold her as i sleep kissing her ever tender back....... Love, she knows me,she loves me,she isn't afraid of me.... Anti gravityhas finally set in..... Love.... Its what makes all fear and respect everything

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Push

Looking back at me, i wonder just how i survived.. Mundane and always hidden, the best hide and go seek player ever. I have let my walls decay,fall,break,crumble at your words.. I have decided to wait by myself,waiting for a touch... The bass line slowly follows me and increases tempo... I'm in the middle of catastrophe.. In down with the fallen,brought up on pain and destructive force... I sit at the river watching this empire fall,break at its very sturdy support .. Can you tell me what is real? I've lost all of it,the light is dimming.. Staring at this phone,tears form.. I'm afraid it wont happen,I'm afraid this war inside will no longer subside. Afraid this time, more like afraid of everything..

Leave if you want, the dark cape upon your bright smile. Theres no real me,the real you alone.. If you want... The life force fallen,the red covers the floor. In love for all the wrong reasons,burnt bridges for a new season.. Cold again, the ac no longer blowing.. We are thrown away,stolen moments... Don't pretend i know how this ends.. Fast asleep and full of deceit.. Everythings not alright... Best thing we can do is just survive..... The demon upon your back,producing toxins in your heart.. Imprisoned in skin, sheltered from everyone...

These are the days it all went dark on me. There was no hate,love,only dark skies that hang above.. I called your name to send a signal to guide me home..... What i found in it all,i lost in me.... Dead of night, You went dark on me.... How could you just walk away and leave me here... I laid awake watching you sleep, protecting like a wolf should..... I told you, i cant do this on my own, you WERE all i had to guide me home...

Monster killer i have been called, a broken savior of a lost cause.. In my life i refuse to run away... Save my life,im never gonna sway... A force to beckon upon a side unseen... The waves crash so soft, I'm against my own tide.. Under this crushing weight, ill be sinking.. Echoes in empty rooms,decaying... A whisper, "it doesn't matter anymore" Hanging onto these memories like a blast from hell...

I stand and face the rest of me,what the hell is wrong with me. Why am i torturing myself.. The doors of hell bang with supreme force, enough to hear from above... A mistake no longer seen,felt or remembered.... The banging closer,against the apartment door,screams from each floor.. It's time to push... Closed eyes feel no pain....

All i ask of you, all I ask... A determination,a spoken word,a truthful mouth,Wanting eyes, and a reason to be... But something got in the way... My soul turned black and sombered away... Open up a little bit more, im searching and the connection is weak...

My heart races,the sparks from down lines in my head bright.. Stepping stone no longer... There isn't much i can't do..... But i do what i can... I don't care about the story,or the myth. I don't care how you see my life, you haven't witnessed  it...... Engaged like a pin against the one small point on a shell, producing hot death...

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Unspoken

Watching the channels flip,break and fuzz out of white noise... The screams outlasted the days hours,weeped in a corner of solitude. Strange times and even stranger visits from father time himself.. The headphones blare loudly the music of your last symphony... The blood boils from a days loss and a silent prayer out to those who dont deserve it.. Who are you,what did you become?.... The constant scratching behind the eyes trying to eacape the fate we seek In the attic of hopelessness.. Tiny tones faint at heart help bring the soul up for failed resurrection... We are sorry for the love we lost, but unforgiving when we need to let a heart that's worse than ours in.... What will we forget? Let the words unspoken look back when the heart grows fonder of less dark times.. Like a safe bet,like an desolate land of darkness abyss... We cannot afford the mistake of mis-love.... Misery isn't just for the broken... Little by little we need to become... Stuck we may be... Drop down a gear and pull... One day... It will matter.. The today's now's become yesterdays try...