You're on your own, kid

I am going to make it through this year if it kills me

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On This Blog We Believe:

Science is real.

Truth over lies.

Love over hate.

Black lives matter.

Love is Love.

Trans lives matter.

Women's rights are human rights.

No human is illegal.

Hope over fear.

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Me, wrapped in a blanket, wanderers into coworker's office... "Bryon, do you have *breakfast cheetos*"

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New necklace

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Why does every work place have that one cunt who thinks she's still queen bee in high school and why am I the goth bitch she's got it out for? I just want to do my job. And I am NOT the one Sash. I might look young and harmless. I am neither.

"I cry a lot but I am so productive, it's an art."

I called K and told her I was gonna do a petty. I'm about to make EVERYONE miserable as fuck and they asked for it. I've been preparing and stacking preps, now I'm going to hold them all this week. 17 meetings that they all have to sit through. Each lasts 30 minutes to 2 hours. This is gonna be brutally fantastic. Also I'm going to be making a complaint to HR. AND filing a concern with legal. I don't even care if I blow up this whole project.

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I can take a good photo OR I can look at the camera.

You cannot get both.

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Black hole opened in the kitchen

Every clock's a different time

It would only take the energy to fix it

I don't know why I am

The way I am, not strong enough to be your man

I try, I can't stop staring at the ceiling fan and

Spinning out about things that haven't happened

Breathing in and out

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I spilt the good wine, I panicked

A disaster, a knee-jerk reaction

Then everyone around us starts laughing

Is that how it's meant to happen?

Your mother said I'm always welcome

To visit, to take second helpings

I said, "No, thanks", I'm so full on resentment

That I learned to fend for myself but

You were sweet, I got mean

And when we fight, I refuse to eat

You're sensible, I'm hating it

What a good job that your mother did, oh

You were kind, I was cruel

In another life, maybe I was you

And I grew up into something good

Somebody who could swallow love, oh

I bet you grew up eating at the table

Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful

You ask about kids, I don't know if I'm able

I bet you grew up being asked how your day was

I bet you grew up grazing your knees

But the fall wasn't fatal like it was for me

We're the product of love that we do not receive

I'll corrupt every branch of this family tree

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When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry

Without them, you're sick, and we both know why

Pint after pint, 'til the well runs dry

If only you loved me, like you love gettin' high

I can't let you go

I try, but I always know

I wish you was holdin' me close

Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

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My daughter called me to tell me Happy Father's Day because she said I had spent more time being her mom AND her dad, than either of her other dads combined.

I do not know how to take that.

I feel like I failed at providing her a father. But at the same time I became the man I wanted to see in her world (not trans, this is not stolen valor) I just had to be what she needed always cause nobody else was gonna do it. Like ex was there (I guess)(in spirit if physically far away) and provided, but I guess their relationship is very rocky right now. She still called him and everything.

[eliluminado7]

My name was Mitya Ivanovich of Ryazan. I was nine winters old when I died. In 1353 winter came early. The boyars took our grain, the wolves took our goats, and hunger took our minds. One night, I was sent to fetch water from the well. I leaned too far and saw my reflection tremble. Then the rope snapped. The well was bottomless, or so they said. They found my boots days later, frozen solid and standing upright like a man still waiting for spring. If you read this far, it’s too late to pretend you didn’t. You have until the next cockcrow to send this message to 10 villagers or one tax collector. A boyar’s son once received this message carved on birch bark. He laughed, said peasants have no ghosts, and burned it in his hearth. That night, his estate flooded with boiling kvass. A widow in Novgorod copied this tale and sent it to 12 others. The next morning, her cow gave birth to triplets. All healthy. She named them Mitya, Mitya, and Mitya. I still look over their bloodline. Send this to 10 people if you don't want to end up like the boyar's son. Your time starts now

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Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerizing

So hypnotizing

I am captivated, I am

Vindicated, I am selfish, I am wrong

I am right, I swear I'm right

Swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

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I'm pretty much positive that nobody's ever going to love me.

Mostly because I'll never let anyone close enough for that again.

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Having a fucking week but at least my hair is on point and my earrings are awesome

[fucking-relax]

It is fear they want,

so fear you will not give.

It is obedience they want,

so obedience you will not give.

It is your life they want,

so your life you will not give.

[bobbole]

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We are the angry and the desperate

The hungry, and the cold

We're the ones who kept quiet

And always did what we were told

But we've been sweating while you slept so calm

In the safety of your home

We've been pulling out the nails that hold up

Everything you've known

Don't hold me up now

I can stand my own ground

I don't need your help now

You will let me down, down, down

Don't hold me up now

I can stand my own ground

I don't need your help now

You will let me down, down, down

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Went full bitch mode on the PE cause she's rude as fuck but when I explained what happened to boss and grandboss, they were like oh yeah hell fucking no she didn't.