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On This Blog We Believe:

Science is real.

Truth over lies.

Love over hate.

Black lives matter.

Love is Love.

Trans lives matter.

Women's rights are human rights.

No human is illegal.

Hope over fear.

#if you have a problem with any of that you probably don't belong here #unfollow at will #cause i don't give a flying fuck

bobbole

We are the angry and the desperate

The hungry, and the cold

We're the ones who kept quiet

And always did what we were told

But we've been sweating while you slept so calm

In the safety of your home

We've been pulling out the nails that hold up

Everything you've known

Don't hold me up now

I can stand my own ground

I don't need your help now

You will let me down, down, down

Don't hold me up now

I can stand my own ground

I don't need your help now

You will let me down, down, down

#SoundCloud

Went full bitch mode on the PE cause she's rude as fuck but when I explained what happened to boss and grandboss, they were like oh yeah hell fucking no she didn't.

I've been really disheartened about work because this is a great company but there is a lot of chaos on our project and personality conflicts on the team. I believe that one of our execs wants to fire my boss which makes me nervous about my job so I wanted to put some feelers out yesterday- at 10pm. 3 recruiters that I have worked with before, who have placed me on other projects called or texted today, and one emailed me at 2am. So that was reassuring as fuck that they know me and were IMMEDIATELY like hell yeah I can shop you. The last few weeks I've remembered I know what the fuck I'm doing.

According to webmd either my spleen is swollen or I have pancreatitis, or I just really need to fart.

I think if people knew how little sleep I am actually getting these days they would take pity on me and lobotomize me.

Since I woke up Sunday at 11, I have slept 9 hours total. The longest stretch being 3 last night.

I have a play list I always go to when I feel hopeless and depressed and since it's happened enough times... I changed the title to Have You Been Taking Your Meds?

The answer is always no, you haven't, you dumb cunt.

I wasn't gonna talk to him again.

But y'all.

I am weak and he is fun. When he's around. And I don't want a relationship-relationship.

Plus like... he knows how to push all the buttons in the right combos til I'm just a dumb lil puddle. 🫠

What the fuck is wrong with me?

#not about ex #34. cause I'm telling you getting PICKED UP and turned into a ragdoll might be my thing

Man. Ex cannot win. Wrecked his Jeep. Lost his kidney. His hair. Now he's right smack in the path of the first hurricane of the season. It's almost like karma. Amazing.

#i don't actually want bad things to happen to him #i don't want anything to hurt him that will affect my children #but also I'm neither surprised nor concerned that he's not having fun #he fucked around I had to find out so honestly it's about time something caught up with him

catchymemes

#laugh rule #i cackled #the coworker asked why so I showed her and she cackled

going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi

legal procedures that should exist but don't:

if the defendant makes the judge laugh they get a 20% reduced sentence

if the jury can't agree on a verdict each side will nominate a representative to dance battle, the winner picks the final verdict

if the judge feels one lawyer is way more overpowered than the other they can call for an uno reverse and the lawyers much switch sides

if the defense and prosecution fall in love during the trial the case is dismissed and the courtroom instantly becomes a wedding ceremony with the judge officiating

if the stenographer needs a typing break they can signal for "slowmo time" in which everyone must talk extremely slowly

goingtohavetosaveyourself

I once got a reckless driving ticket dropped to a 0-9 with driving school instead of a fine because I made the judge laugh.

I was on my way from Richmond VA to Virginia Beach VA, doing 85 or 90 down 64. I was sick as fuck, going to see my doctor. I got pulled over, he gave me a ticket, I don't remember much about it. I went to court for it a few weeks later. 2 room court house, New Kent county, circa 2002? Judge is 90 if he's a day. The bench is a podium thing that I walk up to. Cop tells his side of the story. Judge says "did the defendant say anything?" Cop goes "She stated that she hadn't known that she was speeding until she saw me." I laughed. The judge turns to me and goes oh, you think this is funny and I said "Yes! No! Can I please explain!" Judge says "Sure" and I said, "I don't remember saying that, but it sounds like something I'd say." Judge looks at me for two seconds like I am slightly unhinged and then that old man cackles. Thanks me for my honesty, gives my sincerely reduced sentence and sends me on my way still chuckling.

free-my-mindd

anxiouslysippingcoffee

Twice, but this time I’m really really diving in to loving myself and getting what I need done. The first time I really worked on the things to get me where I am now and the now is hard as fuck to sidetrack and the now is me no longer caring to please others. And it is such freedom. It is such joy.

My reasons to live are no longer other livings, and it used to be.

goingtohavetosaveyourself

I was 42, and it feels like I was strapped into an insane roller coaster without my consent, but after screaming and crying through the first drop I was like fuck it, hands up, lets do this shit, and now I feel like it might be okay?