You're on your own, kid

I am going to make it through this year if it kills me

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On This Blog We Believe:

Science is real.

Truth over lies.

Love over hate.

Black lives matter.

Love is Love.

Trans lives matter.

Women's rights are human rights.

No human is illegal.

Hope over fear.

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Still not done

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As a rule, I don't mix work and pleasure, but work crush just referred to himself as Daddy and now I'm possibly too wet and stupid to have rules anymore 🥵🫣

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Omg. I was talking to work crush and I swear he was trying to figure out if I was dating/dateable. He's been asking me a lot of random stuff lately. I told him when I should be divorced and he nodded and then asked if I was staying on the project until the end. And I said I was and he seemed satisfied.

He's so pretty I can't stand it.

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As a rule, I don't mix work and pleasure, but work crush just referred to himself as Daddy and now I'm possibly too wet and stupid to have rules anymore 🥵🫣

[goingtohavetosaveyourself]

Omg. I was talking to work crush and I swear he was trying to figure out if I was dating/dateable. He's been asking me a lot of random stuff lately. I told him when I should be divorced and he nodded and then asked if I was staying on the project until the end. And I said I was and he seemed satisfied.

He's so pretty I can't stand it.

[goingtohavetosaveyourself]

As a rule, I don't mix work and pleasure, but work crush just referred to himself as Daddy and now I'm possibly too wet and stupid to have rules anymore 🥵🫣

[goingtohavetosaveyourself]

Omg. I was talking to work crush and I swear he was trying to figure out if I was dating/dateable. He's been asking me a lot of random stuff lately. I told him when I should be divorced and he nodded and then asked if I was staying on the project until the end. And I said I was and he seemed satisfied.

He's so pretty I can't stand it.

[goingtohavetosaveyourself]

As a rule, I don't mix work and pleasure, but work crush just referred to himself as Daddy and now I'm possibly too wet and stupid to have rules anymore 🥵🫣

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Listening to my grumpy old man super talking about his teenage grandson's exploits. He loves that little troublemaker so much.

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Daughter has been Facebook stalking that slut and his skank her father and his new girlfriend and occasionally tells me something because it annoys her so much. Yesterday it was that the girlfriend posted something about having a "patient man" and I immediately said out loud, "God I hope she leaves the first time he hits her." And daughter said, "She won't though. She gave up her marriage and her business for him. She's going to think she needs to stay and fix it because she gave up so much to have it." And I was struck because one) she's right and she's smart as shit to see that at 20 and two) she just broke up with her boyfriend of three years, and now I'm wondering if there's more to it.

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what are you wearing rn and is it representative of your style

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My kids talk to anyone and everyone. They can adeptly hold conversations with small children and old people and everyone in between. They have pretty much been like that since the age of 5. Coworker's kid is here as summer intern. He's 19 or 20. He does NOT know how to talk to people and it is SO awkward and I feel horrible for him. I keep trying though.

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Whenever I read a line from a poem on here and it absolutely guts me, it's always Richard Siken.

"Describing the world was easier than finding a place in it."

"There isn't hope, there is a trail. I follow you."

"Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story."

"Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.

These, our bodies, possessed by light.

Tell me we'll never get used to it."

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"Everyone needs a place. It shouldn't be inside of someone else."

"You wanted to be in love                              and he happened to get in the way."

"You just wanted to prove there was one safe place, just one safe place where you could love him. You have not found that place yet."

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Me, wrapped in a blanket, wanderers into coworker's office... "Bryon, do you have *breakfast cheetos*"

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New necklace

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Why does every work place have that one cunt who thinks she's still queen bee in high school and why am I the goth bitch she's got it out for? I just want to do my job. And I am NOT the one Sash. I might look young and harmless. I am neither.

"I cry a lot but I am so productive, it's an art."

I called K and told her I was gonna do a petty. I'm about to make EVERYONE miserable as fuck and they asked for it. I've been preparing and stacking preps, now I'm going to hold them all this week. 17 meetings that they all have to sit through. Each lasts 30 minutes to 2 hours. This is gonna be brutally fantastic. Also I'm going to be making a complaint to HR. AND filing a concern with legal. I don't even care if I blow up this whole project.

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I can take a good photo OR I can look at the camera.

You cannot get both.

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Black hole opened in the kitchen

Every clock's a different time

It would only take the energy to fix it

I don't know why I am

The way I am, not strong enough to be your man

I try, I can't stop staring at the ceiling fan and

Spinning out about things that haven't happened

Breathing in and out

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I spilt the good wine, I panicked

A disaster, a knee-jerk reaction

Then everyone around us starts laughing

Is that how it's meant to happen?

Your mother said I'm always welcome

To visit, to take second helpings

I said, "No, thanks", I'm so full on resentment

That I learned to fend for myself but

You were sweet, I got mean

And when we fight, I refuse to eat

You're sensible, I'm hating it

What a good job that your mother did, oh

You were kind, I was cruel

In another life, maybe I was you

And I grew up into something good

Somebody who could swallow love, oh

I bet you grew up eating at the table

Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful

You ask about kids, I don't know if I'm able

I bet you grew up being asked how your day was

I bet you grew up grazing your knees

But the fall wasn't fatal like it was for me

We're the product of love that we do not receive

I'll corrupt every branch of this family tree