SUFFERING

Promises aren’t real.

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*talks to self instead*

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I’m about to barf these macadamia cookies dawg

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Tbh I couldn’t be his friends I don’t want to really see him happy w anyone else as bad as that sounds

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I feel like I try really hard and just I’m not it I’m not what people want

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Why can’t I be enough for men

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Just never going to be good enough

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I literally been thinking about this man all day bro.

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I feel like no matter what it is I say/do it’s always taken the wrong way

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I hope I can find a loving partner or even friend soon. I’m getting so lonely.

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I had no clue I was posting through my main on here so ppl might have seen what a loser I really am.

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Are you fucking happy now?? No? That’s so funny.

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This was me Jan 1st

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Funny that I still feel fat now

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Anyways Imy emotions are not very reuglated as you know how stupid I get when I’m interested in someone, I really should let go. It feels like they like you more when you don’t like them, I don’t know maybe I did something wrong? I’m so dumb. I wish I knew how to be normal. I’m trying hard and I’m applying to a new smoke shop after leaving the other one, saving money and trying to get my car fixed.

I should really do an egg cleanse, everything seems so up and down lately, maybe my mom’s right.

Either way, don’t let someone dictate how you feel and you shouldn’t really care if they aren’t into you even if they showed that at first a lot.

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Tryna keep my weight at what it is.

Weight from what I last seen was 154.

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You’re good your eating disorder got to the point of no return I think so it v small good job dumb ass enjoy it

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That one Berney sanders meme

I’m here again asking for you to forgive me for loving people I can’t have lol

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So real for this

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Tryna keep my weight at what it is.

Weight from what I last seen was 154.

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I could do 3 other types of drugs and still miss percs. Just be thinking about them while on something else.

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So far I’ve tried to call Sean twice but I don’t think he likes me anymore