Thinspo?

SW: 195 CW:171.6 UGW: 110 1st GW: 165 Time goal: December 30

[dontsaystarvationmode]

I may or may not have gone through a ton of my followers and followed because i failed at recovery, anyway, stay hydrated and I'll see you all tomorrow 🖤

[rexytexty]

that skinny bitch

we’re going to be that skinny bitch by christmas this year

here’s the plan:

rules:

no more than 1000 calories a day

exercise for thirty minutes/walk for an hour

at least one cup of green tea a day

at least four cups of water a day

skip breakfast and most of lunch. you can’t get away with dinner.

fast 24 hrs at least once a week

safe foods:

- apples

- all greens

- oatmeal

- chicken

- turkey

- gum

- egg whites

dangerous foods:

- instant noodles

- chips

- fries

- fried food

- fast food

- most dairy

- meat

- butter

- anything i don’t know exact calories of

p o i n t s :

0-500 calories - 6 points

hour of exercise - 5 points

eat a non safe food - (-1)

eat over 1000 calories - (-8)

p r i z e s

10 points - nail polish

15 points - candle

30 points - dollar tree trip

[dontsaystarvationmode]

I'mma try this again

[dontsaystarvationmode]

Goal: 800

Eaten: 966

Burned: 169

Net: 797

Date: 5/2/2019 - success

[dontsaystarvationmode]

So yeah...

I tried to recover. I really did. I uninstalled Tumblr. I deleted the thinspo from my phone. But I can't do it anymore.

Anyway, drink your water. I'm back.

[thesunwillriseforus]

Meanspo

Look at you, eating. Being healthy. Taking care of yourself. How could you ever think you deserved to starve? It’s fucking disgusting that you would believe for a second that you aren’t beautiful, because you are, for god’s sake. You know what? I hope you get better, goddammit. You are so fucking beautiful it makes me wanna vomit flowers and rainbows. Love yourself, bitch. Eat! Be healthy! you fucking deserve to feel better and love yourself for who you are. I can’t even believe that a person as perfect as you would do this to yourself. It makes me sick. It makes me want to fucking hug you so tight that you feel better. So go ahead, feed yourself. And you know what, eat a fucking cake. Treat yourself, bitch. You deserve it. I don’t care what you did to think you deserve this, but you don’t. YOU. ARE. PERFECT. For fuck’s sake, I love you and you deserve the fucking world. 

[devilsbabygirl-blog-deactivated]

READ THIS IF YOUR HAVING A BAD DAY PLEASE

[pancakesmakemecry]

The only meanspo I’ll ever reblog

[be-skinnyoneday]

me when the calorie count on a food is lower than I expected:

me when the calorie count on a food is higher than I expected:

me when I go over my daily limit:

me when I don’t go over my limit:

me when I eat like 50 calories of food:

me when I eat ice cream cookies bread bread more bread beyonce half a gallon of milk cereal the ancient gods and a physics textbook:

me when I gain half a pound:

me when I lose five pounds:

[starvingwithanax]

Why is all of this me lmao…😪😒

[charmantasshame]

anorexics:

[endmenos-deactivated20190526]

They’re onto us

[cougheeh]

shit, hide the diet coke

[endmenos-deactivated20190526]

hide the Diet Coke I’m

[dontsaystarvationmode-logs]

The only skin shown was my fingers!

[dontsaystarvationmode]

Rant: @ myself

How the fuck do I watch plus size try on video and genuinely think about how pretty they are when I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to cry?

People are fucking gorgeous, you are fucking gorgeous, so why can't I think that way about myself?

Anyway, stay safe, you amazing human you 🖤🖤🖤

[skelleon]

🖤

[wasted-waist]

When did it go from looking at anorexic people and thinking “ew why would someone do that to themselves?” To, “omg goals! I can’t wait until I look like that!”

[heartsinacage]

and when did it go from “can’t wait until I look like that!” to “she isn’t skinny enough, I want to look even thinner”

[perfectly-rotten-soul]

When society changed

[thin-in-winter]

Damn…

[kiwimidnight]

[dontsaystarvationmode]

Ed confession:

I've started to smoke peppermint to kill my appetite. It hurts like hell, but I don't want to stop.

Stay safe, you're gorgeous 🖤🖤🖤

[dontsaystarvationmode]

Wrists

I recently went to an event with people I didn't really know. At one point an older women pointed out a guys wrist, because it was wide, which lead to people comparing. I avoided the conversation, because I feel like my wrists aren't flattering but the boy next to me noticed. He took my hand and proceeded to wrap his fingers around the smallest part, finally working his way down to his pinkie and thumb as he talked about how I hadn't managed to break them yet. Idk how to feel. I don't know what this was. So, yeah, help me.

[dontsaystarvationmode]

Body check - Jawbone

Weight - unknown

Still fat, but possibly improved

[delph1e]

"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder