[love-personal]

[doughnuuuh]

a flight back home is all I need right now. It may be a cowardly act to go home but what's happening here is just too much to take. I just wanna be home, enjoy good food prepared by my momma and just forget abt every single thing, person who gave me a heavy heart.

[doughnuuuh]

aint sad, aint happy

[dangerly]

[danger]

[danger]

[erupted]

[relateforteens]

[angelbambina]

[illudings]

[saltysongfury-deactivated202006]

[sandorclegane]

[doughnuuuh]

natatakot ako na baka dumating ako sa point na despite of having people around telling me they love me and will always be there for me na biglang nlng akong bibitaw kase di ko na maintindihan yung sarili ko at di ko na kayang kumapit kahit andami ko pang rason para kumapit at magpatuloy. I don't want to be the loser in this battle against myself.

[doughnuuuh]

I am home but why does it feel like I'm all alone and got no one to share this heavy feeling right now? . . . . . mas narealize kong hindi sila ang problema, kundi asakin ang problema, ako ang problema.

[doughnuuuh]

4:15 AM 

10/21/17

I don’t have a perfect family but I can say I am loved and there is nothing more I can wish for than for us to be together again, struggled my way up through engineering school and now I only have 3 semesters left and proud of myself, I have friends I can drink with, shed some tears with, fell in love with and I am thankful to have them by my side...I can say I am happy but I don’t know where this sadness or I don’t know how to call this feeling that crept its way out of me that left me this thought to just end things, I am doing my best to shake it of my head. How long can I hold myself together? how long can I resist? Will I overcome my own battle against myself? ... 

dohna

[doughnuuuh]

how can I be so empty yet feel everything all at once 

[saying]