Monsters Fight Monsters

I am a mutant, an X-Man. I was once called "the girl who wouldn't burn," but the code name I go by now is Oya. I am 14 and I am a monster.

[regeneratingdegenerate]

dousedinsin replied to your photo: Popularity Contest: numerousfaces …

Oh!

Oh?

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I didn't expect to be on a list like that. I was just surprised.

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dousedinsin said: I don’t require anything, no.

Has your day been treating you well then?

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I suppose so. How have you been?

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Don’t talk like that. You’ve always got a shot at redemption, you just gotta take it. I may not believe in heaven or a god but there’s always a chance. Don’t let it pass you by.

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I know my fate. But thank you.

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You don’t wanna go down that path, kid. Stay away from it, it doesn’t get better, it gets worse.

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I'm going to hell anyway, what does it matter what I do?

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…Oh.

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It's okay. I'd do it again if I had to. I just wish I could stop hearing their screams. Does it get better?

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Because I was paid to; because I wanted to.

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Oh. I killed because Cyclops told me too.

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Then I’m not good either.

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Why have you killed?

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Maybe you don’t understand that you have the potential for good.

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I'm not good. I killed people. And people were killed because of me.

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-Sighs- Says who?

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No one. Headmaster Logan keeps saying I’m not, but I know he’s wrong. How could I be anything else?

[regeneratingdegenerate]

You should listen to Headmaster Logan.

[dousedinsin-blog]

That's what the headmistress says. I don't think they get it.

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-Sighs- Says who?

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No one. Headmaster Logan keeps saying I'm not, but I know he's wrong. How could I be anything else?

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I doubt that. You’re just a kid.

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I'm a monster. It's okay though, I'm not bothered by it anymore.

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It was close enough to hell.

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I'm sorry. If it helps I'm sure I'm going to hell.

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I burned my hell, yes.

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Oh, so not real hell. Just a hell.

[thenewgenesis]

Was it…on purpose?

Well it bothers me. 

[dousedinsin-blog]

Yes. The X-Men needed me too. Mister Summers said he needed me to.

It used to bother me. But I've accepted it as who I am. We're monsters, but we fight worse monsters, so that makes it a little okay.

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