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needed a place to drop my thoughts

[dousethe-lights]

um intro

last updated: 13th June. 12:45pm

you can call me douse.

my pronouns are he/she. don't call me they.

no real dni, but spam liking is an easy way to be blocked.

don't try and talk to me about:

incest (unless it's pseudo dadson)

zoophilia

throam

top Ryan ross

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I like wentzross obviously.

fob, mcr, and panic!.

big fan of the dddne scene.

I think the terms proshipper and such are kind of stupid, but I guess that's what I am.

umm oh man I'm bad at this.

I love interacting with people please interact with me I promise I don't bite.

I'm sorry if I come off as rude, I really don't mean to.

as much as I might talk about it, I am at zero risk of actually killing myself.

dms and asks are always open. I love talking to people.

please don't flirt with me joking or otherwise. it makes me uncomfortable.

if I accidentally say something that upsets you or makes you uncomfortable, PLEASE let me know. I will not be upset.

[babyyourmyhauntedhouse]

Imagine calling me ur least favourite mutual as if the isnt literally me

[dousethe-lights]

EW EW EWWWWWW

[pierrotdoesnteat]

positivity train!

if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@h0neysugarfree @blueberrylovv @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @cherri-bomb-bomb @eg0mechan1c @fatrexicisback

[cannibalisticvoyeurism]

Awww Z you sweet as sugar as you'd so eloquently phrase it yourself! Love you! xx

@fangirlia @ko444la @emaculateenergy @ddcfreaxx @xxmychemicaloutboy10xx @northwxrds @dominicmustdie @unicmagicalkunt @playthe-piper Dream blunt rotation you guys are always on my dash posting bangers, even if I don't interact with you all so much just know... You are my favourite.

@leaveme2thewolves @xo-evsi @loveandobsession648 @d0llar4ur-insides @xovmprly @acertainroamance You guys are awesome and I really enjoy seeing what's going on with you guys, seeing you on my dash is like seeing a friendly face! Like. That's oomm (One of my Mutuals.)

+ @r1diculouslyodd & @comehearthemusicplay . Z already tagged you guys so go reblog them if you wanna participate but!! You guys are awesome to me. 🖤

& There's a chance I've forgotten some people BUT fear not! I love you guys! xx

[d0llar4ur-insides]

aaaaaaaa thank u sam, ur so awesome and kind :O!!!

no pressure tags!!!!!!

@dousethe-lights there is not a moment where i’m not thinking of u, made with all the kindness in the world, u are the best in every way… i luv u so much with all my heart…

@frankieslj @bl00d-on-da-d4nc3flr u guys put up with my bullshit and breakdowns all the time and i think u guys r so lovely and kinddddd ughhhh… let me be ur third jk jk

@wentzingit my genius son, my baby… i am so happy to be ur mama… ur so smart and amazing at writing, everything ur pen touches bursts into pure light…

@parttimewrlover male adult friend (negative)… jk… so so so so kind and supportive… ur amazing and wonderful B)

@r1diculouslyodd @vying4attention (ryan’s already been tagged but it’s ok) actual real life angels come to life… my dads, i luv you guys soooooo much!!! thank u for sticking with me always… so sweet…

@nuclear-atm0sph3ar @capetown-devotee @averys-a-loser we don’t talk a lot but we interact quite a bit and i think u guys r wonderful and i’m forever grateful for all of uuu

yayyyy!!! ily guys….

[wentzingit]

AWWW I LOVEYOU SO MUCH LIV THANK YOU

Hmmm @dousethe-lights you ar so so awesome and I adore your writing 🐹 I love talking to you even though we don’t interact much giggle I like seeing you rb my stuff too

@d0llar4ur-insides MYMAMA I LOVE YOU everything about ur writing is just so so perfect.. talking to you is always the highlight of my day and I always have a big grin on my face when I get a notification from you.. so happy to be your son KISSES

@cannibalisticvoyeurism your writing is so so incredibly elegant.. I admire your way of words.. teach me your ways sam I aspire to be like you

@gutsanangelcake I LOOVEE YOUR WENTZROSS STUFF so yummy kisses you on the cheek and gives you a warm. Cookie 😁

@bl00d-on-da-d4nc3flr @frankieslj tagging both of yiu because I see you as a pair tbh.. is that weird., think: dan and phil !!!!!!!! Inseparable !!!! Both of ur blogs are AMAZING hai I love your content so much 🧁 cutest couple to ever couple

@parttimewrlover MATTHEW YOU ARE SO SMART AND FRIENDLY EVEN !!!!! Your hcs are sooofucking good too omf never stop

Cannot think of anymore.. but here are some extras in case I missed anyone @averys-a-loser @xxmychemicaloutboy10xx @porcelainbreath @mewoeow0fwoof @weezcest @r1diculouslyodd @readyexplode @nuclear-atm0sph3ar ( no need to participate, just know I lov you guys 🌈 )

[dousethe-lights]

*blushes* eye got tagged in this twice.

@d0llar4ur-insides, you are so so so so so so lovely and beautiful and kind and mmmmwah. Eye love that eye get to talk to you everyday and eye love that you're so kind.

@parttimewrlover tagged for a third(?) time. genuinely one of meye best online friends ever. every conversation with you is the highlight of meye day, even if you are busy/absent most of the time. we all love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@babyyourmyhauntedhouse MEYE LEAST FAVOURITE MUTUAL. HATE THIS GUY. NOTHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT HIM.

@wentzingit, we never ever interact, but everything you say is genuinely gospel. if eye ever die tragically, you will become the next ceo of wentzross. eye lloovvee spamming you and clogging up your notifications.

@bl00d-on-da-d4nc3flr @frankieslj tagging both of you also for the same reason Johnny said. you two are so funny. Spencer especially. eye love you both so much and eye hope you live together happily forever together.

Eye can't think of anyone else.

[gutsanangelcake]

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[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness

[gutsanangelcake]

Spencer like babying Ryan dadson typeshit but Spencer’s not like a dad he ju du y wants to take care of Ryan yk dadson in the soul Whst wentzross should be but even nicer like dentist niceerness