as i pass through @down2chill - Tumblr Blog

why oh why do i keep falling for narcissists

the pain i feel is never ending

love is fake

and gay

I miss you, can you unblock me?

No.

i’m 30 today

but my heart feels eighty-three,

and twenty-one at the same time-

a paradox, it seems.

i’ll prance around the house and jive

to mac demarco on repeat

so very happy to be alive

despite the woes that follow me.

it comes and goes in waves, they say

but as i age i can forsee

the gulls that swell and swallow whole

have nothing on the shine in me

the light in me, outweighs the dark

the fight in me, cannot be beat

for everyday, i choose the light

and to embody positivity.

i am so loved, i love so hard

i give with no need to receive

abundant blessings flow to me

for i am in line with my higher being.

blowing out the candles today

and for once, i must admit

there is not a single wish to wish.

as being alive is the ultimate gift.

#poem #poetry #mine #kb #me

there’s a world out there its calling my name

and its calling yours too

#me #kb #personal

salt-and-bramble

ok i have definitely hit a wall at this point so i’m calling it done. waterman black ink, my one true love, & colored pencil, my … would-be nemesis if i thought about them much at all. you can tell i never use them by the fact that i dropped the tray on the ground aaaaand a whole second pan of pencils popped out 😅 they did make for some interesting moments here and there, despite mostly being a pain and whatever just let the petty little animal of my body loathe what it loathes. anyway, this was a fun challenge, i had an excuse to talk to friends about mushrooms for a whole month, and i’m even pleasantly surprised by a few of these!