spacelysâ â sawyer kinney.
   again, thereâs that feeling : that they are rushing, first and foremost, them. was it too soon. when was the right time. but she is reminded ⊠how achingly long itâs been : since emotions first surfaced, since revelations were spoken aloud, and since they last were this close. and with that information close to heart, she chooses not to dwell for much longer. fingers cling to his shirt as she does him. frames intertwined and lips fervent. the boy speaks, and she takes it as an opportunity to catch her breath. â yeah, lou ⊠â thereâs a short laugh, although far from at his expense. warm gaze finds youthful features, and her expression softens. â it is. â she confirms. â donât think so much, okay. â a hypocritical statement to make, but she makes it nonetheless. a response isnât awaited, rather lips reconnect : this time, a touch being far more reposed. they had all the time in the world.Â
    â  okay.  â he agrees with the hope that saying it aloud will make it so. he lets his tongue slip between her parted lips. the sensationâs awkward, but he doesnât stop, instead focusing on maintaining the way he feels. good. he wants the feeling to exist in solitary, he doesnât want it to be tainted by anxieties and stilted movements. he doesnât want to overthink and yet the whole propositionâs against his very nature. though her affirmations provide him with a distraction, and itâs funny, because really sheâs not a distraction at all. sheâs the main event, heâs the subject of her and sheâs the victim of him. he canât help but feel sheâs got the short end of the stick, as his fingers tug at the hem of her shirt, cold fingertips drag upwards, clutching to the fabric as it rides up her ribcage, over her bra. well acquainted with the art of procrastination, he stops short, the palm of his hand pressed tentatively against her breast. he likes the way that feels, the way she feels, the way she makes him feel. he likes it all but he desire is imbued with guilt, non-deserving of wanting more.














