feelings bro

life sucks sometimes yk?

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okay im no atheist but

if there were something/one out there watching over me, how could they let this happen to me again

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if i ever make an autobiography or something or a movie im gonna call it “how to fail successfully”

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when my parents give me no privacy🤪😻🤣😵😘🤩

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im scared of dying, but i am just so tired of living

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im so insensitive sometimes i say something and im like “wow that was extra mean” and then i dap myself up and cry

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okay being the therapist friend really sucks (referring to school friends) because i always help them with their relationships and their breakups and their family problems and im still holding onto secrets for ppl who have told all of mine. im constantly asking ppl how theyre doing or why theyre not talking much, i give advice in experiences ive never had and it somehow works out. and then when i have a problem and i try to tell someone (since nobody bothers to ask), they always respond with “oop” or “anyways” or “rip” or “chile”. but i guess my problems will never be as big as theirs, so its fine

it also sucks because then i go and dump all of my problems onto other ppl and i feel really bad for them lol aha lahahaaa alalahahaaahah

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jubilee line means sm to me <3

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its the worst thing ever when you look in the mirror, crying your eyes out, and realize what you’ve become compared to what you wanted to be

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listen im not saying im touch starved but i would burst into tears if you tapped my shoulder

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this is what intrusive thoughts feels like

you should just die nobody wants you around anyway

shut up

no

please

no

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im not suicidal, but dang i just really hope that i dont wake up tomorrow

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i get this twisting painful feeling in my chest and throat when something really, genuinely hurts my feelings