Heâd almost always be leaning against the railing of his balcony either reading or tapping his fingertips absently on the railing as the break of dawn made the sky all mellow and yellow.Â
âY/n. You are up early.â Â
âGood Morning Draco.â You muttered blushing furiously when you realized he caught you staring at him from your own balcony.Â
Draco pressed his lips together and leaned away from the railing. There were water droplets falling from the ends of your freshly washed hair and onto your cotton shirt making it see through.
He could easily see the dark red bra underneath your shirt.Â
He didnât take you for someone whoâd opt for such a bold and alluring color.
The red brought out the undertones of your skinâaccentuated your cleavage and he found himself wondering about what else you were hiding underneath that crisp white shirt.Â
âI need to borrow your copy of Confronting the Faceless.â You said, interrupting his spiralling thoughts.Â
âOh? Okay, Iâll go fetch it for you then.â He muttered and disappeared back into his room.Â
You were secretly glad that you didnât have a copy of that blasted book. It gave you an excuse to talk to him.Â
âHere.â He mumbled, stretching his hand out so you could reach the book from your side.Â
âThanks. Iâll try and return it as soon as I can. You probably already hate me for not returning the previous books Iâve borrowed.âÂ
âI donât hate you y/n.â He said earnestly as he shrugged his shoulders.Â
Your heartbeat accelerated at full force and your temperature shot right up when you heard him utter your name like that.Â
âGood.â You croaked with your voice suddenly cracking and he raised his eyebrows questioningly at you.Â
âBecause I like you, Draco.âÂ
He silently looked at you with an obscure expression on his face.
Youâd let that very information slip from your lips a few times previously. The way you were so honest about your feelings, your inability to keep a single thing inside of you perplexed himâannoyed him even.Â
Being that vulnerable was something he wasnât wired to do.
He knew you wore your heart on your sleevesâthat you were baring your soul to him, even though you knew full well that he was capable of shattering it into tiny fragments.Â
âSo, Anything else you want today? Tea? Gin and tonic? The password to my vault?â Draco finally asked with a half smirk on his face.
âHa. Funny.â You scoffed at him completely ignoring the stinging feeling inside of you. âWhile weâre on the topic of tea, feel free to come by later if you are not doing anything today. Pansy is coming over too.âÂ
âAnd why are you inviting me?â He asked, rubbing the back of his neck.Â
âI donât know. Just thought you might like some company considering your parents have been away for a bit.â
After a long pause, Draco finally hummed and you took that as your signal to go back inside.Â
With your back pressed against the door, you placed your palm over your chest and took deep calming breaths. You didnât know why you kept doing itâwhy you kept telling him how you felt.Â
~~~~~~~~~
Draco did end up coming to your house that evening and so did Pansy.Â
At first you thought you were overthinking it but then you saw it with your own eyes.Â
He was a different version of himself around her. Noticeably more cheerful, more lively.
And then, you heard it.Â
Him telling her the exact words youâd told him a few hours ago.Â
âBecause I like you, Pansy.âÂ
Five words that made the earth shatter from beneath your feet.Â
Five simple words that melded into a white ringing noise that accompanied the sound of your heart shattering and smashing.Â
Five straightforward words that made going back to school after the summer just that much more difficult for you.Â
Pansy backed away because she knew these things would cause you painâbut the pain she was trying to shield you from was too far-reaching.Â
You felt it when you watched him watch her from across the classroom.Â
You felt it when you overheard him call her beautiful.
You felt it every minute of every day until you decided to back offâto disassociate with him, with anything related to him.Â
You gave him back his books and took back your heart youâd laid out on a silver platter. You just couldnât do it anymore.Â
You couldnât love him anymore.Â
~~~~~
You would have thought that he wouldnât notice how withdrawn you were from him but he did. He noticed.Â
Youâd stopped talking to him at school. Youâd stopped asking him about his day. Youâd returned all the books youâd taken from him and he knew you hadnât managed to read them.Â
Youâd stopped smiling.
He always did think you had the most infectious smile. It was the kind of smile that drew a person inâyour smile convinced people to root for you, to vouch for you, to care for you.Â
And now, your smile was gone. He thought heâd never get to see it again until one seemingly normal and humdrum Wednesday afternoon.Â
You were smiling from ear to ear at something Cedric Diggory said to you.Â
A part of him was happy that your smile was back but a bigger part of him wanted to be the reason behind it. Not Cedric fucking DiggoryÂ
He observed you get closer and closer to Cedric as the days progressed further and further.Â
He was so busy observing your interactions with Cedric and balling his fists up in agitation that heâd forgotten all about his attraction to Pansy.Â
And as summer drew closer once again and the school year came to an end, he heard Cedric ask you a rather simple question with a huge smile on his face.Â
âWill you go on a date with me y/n?âÂ
And when you smiled and nodded, Draco just couldnât do it anymore.Â
He couldnât resist his feelings for you anymore.Â
~~~~~~~~~
You wrapped a towel around your freshly showered body and walked bare feet towards your balcony.Â
It was a glorious morning and you wanted to soak up some much needed sun before your date with Cedric in the afternoon.Â
You closed your eyes and allowed the golden sun rays seep into your skin and warm the depths of your soulâmaybe even heal some parts of it.Â
âY/n.âÂ
You opened only one eye and saw Draco standing next to you with his arms crossed. He must have climbed his way to your balcony from his.
âDraco.â You flatly as you opened your eyes and pushed your wet hair away from your faceâreleasing tiny wanted droplets like rain into the air. âWhat do you want?âÂ
He wanted to tell you to not go on that date with Cedric.Â
He wanted to tell you that heâd made a mistakeâthat he was so terribly blind to have never noticed his deep rooted feelings for you.Â
Fuck, he wanted to rip that towel off your body and quell is thirst by placing kisses along your damp skin.Â
âMy bookâConfronting the Faceless.â He said instead. âI need it back.âÂ
âOh. Okay, Iâll head back inside and grab it for you.â You sighed as you slowly turned to head back inside but he grabbed you by your hand and pulled you towards him.Â
âWait.âÂ
âWhat?â
âDon't go on that date with Diggory.â He muttered through his teeth pulling you towards him. His eyes were cold, angry, and almost ruthlessâperfect.Â
This wasnât a request. This was anything but and the way he pulled you flush against him proved it.Â
âWhy not?â You spat, unable to hold your frustration back. âWhy should I not go on a date with Cedric?âÂ
âBecause I donât want you to.âÂ
âWhy?âgive me one reason why I should even listen to you Draâ
He laced his fingers through your hair and pressed his lips harshly on yours before you made it to the end of your sentenceâhis lips grazing desperately and ruthlessly.
The collision your lips had your head spinning and you wrapped your arms around his neck and started to kiss him back with the same intensity.Â
You were so consumed by the kiss that you didnât even notice that your towel had managed to loosen and fall to the ground.Â
Draco took his opportunity to run his hands up and down your sides and you moaned into the kiss at the feel of his hands on your body.Â
The thrill of being caressed and kissed by him was so extreme that you didnât even realize that heâd managed to lift you up and wrap your legs around his torsoâcarrying you inside.Â
You continued to kiss him as placed you on the top of your desk. Your legs were still wrapped around him and you could feel the arousal forming between his legs rub up against your naked heat.
His hands continued to move up and down your sides, missing the swell of your breasts by mere centimetres before he slowly backed away and looked into your eyes as if asking for permission.Â
Without another word, you guided his hands towards your breasts and he slowly began massaging them.Â
You moaned at the feeling and he took it up a notch but rolling your hardened nipples is his fingers. Soon, his fingers were replaced by his mouth and he latched onto your nipple and began suckling.Â
You ran your fingers along his icy hair before grasping firmly as he continued to suck till your nipples became all swollen and puffy.
âDraco..â you whimpered and he took it as a sign to back away and admire his work.Â
You stared at himâwide-eyed, face flushed and marks from his kisses all around your tingling nipples. His eyes, eclipsed with longing, met up with yours and it was like your whole body was set aflame.Â
Cold hands that starkly contrasted the red-hot embers underneath your skin slid up your thighs, pushing your legs apart and the fact that you were completely exposed and bare in front of him made your heart pound impossibly loud against your rib cage.Â
He paused to look at you before leaning in and kiss you on the lips again. Just as you parted your lips slightly to let him push his tongue into your mouth, he let out a sharp breath.
âFuck, youâre beautiful.âÂ
At first his words just made you want to pull him in closer and kiss him back fervently till you were both gasping for more air. But then you suddenly remembered all those times he called Pansy beautiful.Â
âJust not as beautiful as her.â You said quietly as you backed awayâtears that youâd held inside for most of the year threatening to pour out.Â
There was a pained expression on his features and his eclipsed eyes were now crystal clear.Â
âY/n. Look at me.â He said with his head lowered to meet your eyes and his hands gripping your shoulders tightly. âItâs youâI want you. Not her.âÂ
You held your breath for a second and finally let out a small defeated sigh. âI really donât know what to believe anymore, Draco.âÂ
He used the pad of his thumb to gently wipe away a stray teardrop from your eyes and secretly reprimanded himself for being the cause of your tears.
 âI know I fucked up y/n. I do and Iâm so sorry.âÂ
âIt's okay. Itâs not your fault.â You said with quivering lips, nodding your head as he pressed his forehead to yours.Â
âLet me show you how much you mean to me. Just stay here, don't go on that date, stay with me y/nâcan you do that for me?âÂ
You opened your mouth to protest only for a brief second but when words refused to fall out of your lips you simply nodded.
âGood girl.â He murmured as he began trailing eager kisses down your neck till his breath was tickling your already sore bud. After one slow and tender flick of his tongue, he took your nipple into his mouth and began to suck again.Â
You wanted to moan his name out loud and you wanted to beg him to fuck you. But instead, you clawed at the table trying to keep it all inside.Â
His head slid lower and lower until he was kneeling in front of the tableâhis white blond head right between your legs that now rested on his shoulders.Â
Draco began placing incredibly soft kisses along your inner thighs before stopping right at your cunt. He then licked a long, slow lick up your slit. Â
âSo pretty and wet.âÂ
âDraco..â you gasped, unable to keep it in anymore as he continued to tease.Â
âSo good y/n..â He groaned, staring at your swollen sex before taking another languid lick with his tongue. âJust as I always imagined..âÂ
âOh Fuck..â you whined,bucking your hips towards him and he looked up at you with the slightest of smirks on his lips.Â
âThisâŠis how much I fucking want you y/n.â He said as he began kissing and kitten licking your throbbing clitoris. âSo much so..mmm..that Iâm down on my knees for youâŠfuck..your cunt is so beautiful.â
His tongue was hot, wet and so ardent and all you could do was claw at the tableâyou were positive youâd already left scratch marks on the mahogany wood.Â
You let out a strangled gasp and he gripped your thighs forcing your legs apart as he continued to eat you outâmaking sure to lick every drop of your wetness.Â
It was like he was making up for lost time.
Slow and sensual yet so hungry and ravenous.Â
He used his pale and ring adorned fingers to spread you open allowing his fingers to tease and massage your entrance before looking up at you for permission to go further.Â
You bit your lip and gave him the slightest of nods and he slowly pushed a finger inside you.Â
âOh my god..Draco..â You cried out at the sensation and dug your nails into his shoulder. âKeep going..please..âÂ
âOh..Iâm not going to stop y/l/n. I am just getting started .â He slowly moved his first finger in and out of you before adding a second fingerâthrusting in and out of you while watching his fingers disappear into your folds.Â
He leaned down to lap at your clit before sucking on it. âSo fucking addictive...â He murmured in between. âIâd be on my knees eating you out all day y/n. Only you.âÂ
Your whole body trembled at his words. The way he was constantly licking at your clit, creating a steady rhythm was forming a tight knot inside of you, waiting to snap any second.Â
âOh Draco..â
âGod y/n..â He growled when he heard you say his name. âWhen you say my name like that..â Draco continued to play with your aching cunt. âIt makes me want to rip your clothes off your bodyâŠfuck it makes me want toâŠpress you up against a wall and fuck your cunt till you are screaming my name..âÂ
âIâI want you to..I need you to..â You said in between breathless moans as you tried to keep the knot forming inside from snapping.
And when he felt you clench his fingers in, he knew you were close.Â
âI want you to cum for me..â He said between licks as he fucked your cunt deeper. âI want you to cum on my tongueâŠclose your eyes darling..let yourself go..let me hear it..â
âOh FuckâDracoâIâm cumming. Iâm..âÂ
Even as you came he continued giving special attention to your clit and he held your spasming legs tightly against the table still spreading you apart.Â
âThatâs itâŠâ he whispered. âI want you to cum for me again..âÂ
You felt the pressure begin to build up once more and squeezed your eyes shut and threw your head back.Â
âDraco IâmâŠâ
âYes, thatâs itâŠsuch a good for meâŠso fucking good y/n..â He let you completely succumb to your orgasm. Never had he ever seen a sight so beautifulâlips parted, body shuddering and eyebrows furrowing.Â
After you came down from your high he stood back up and placed a loving kiss on your bare shoulders before carrying you bridal style towards the bed.Â
âItâs you y/n. I love you.âÂ
âDraco..â
âI was a pathetic fool to not realize it sooner.â He said as he lined himself at your entranceârubbing his head up and down your folds. âIt was always you. Not her.âÂ
âI love you too DracoâŠfuckâŠâYou cried out when he penetrated your walls with his cock.
âI love youâŠâ He grunted as he rocked in and out of you. âI fucking love you.â
arranged is doing very well and iâm very grateful but that also adds so much pressure bc i feel like every part has to be better than the previous part and like thereâs so many directions i want it to go to and so many IDEAS but i like rush into things.
ik yâall voted on smut in the next part but i donât think weâre at that part with draco yet unless we got *drunk* but thatâs so OVERDONE. UGH. ok itâs fine L itâs fine