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18 || brazillian mess || do people still have blogs?

[draculaaauraa]

to anyone who might visit this page

hi!! im laura

im 18, use she/her pronouns, and i am from brazil

this is basically a digital diary for things i don't particularly want to say out loud, even though i don't think people do this anymore lol

don't take anything here too seriously, i know i don't

@lausdigitaldiary my sports-focused acc!

[draculaaauraa]

so apparently i talk too much about booze and men so now i wanna get drunk and have sex to forget about those problems

[draculaaauraa]

being a teenager is so weird

[draculaaauraa]

thinking lots of thoughts lately...

[velartis]

“what radicalized you” bro EMPATHY

[indievidual]

my life is split into two sections, before catfish and after catfish

[draculaaauraa]

i would like to thank tumblr wolfstar headcannons whose screenshots ended up on pinterest, without you i never would have downloaded this website all those years ago

[zephyyyrr]

i wish i could transfer my period cramps to evil men i hate

[bambibabe222]

[wintvies]

reconnecting with my room after being around other people for too long

[draculaaauraa]

today i had a dream you came up to me and said hi

i hadn't felt relief like that in a long time

its kind of insane, isn't it? bc i don't really feel the need for your validation, i assume i got that when we hooked up, but the acknoledgement that my mind made up made it feel like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders

i think the lack of consideration from your part after everything is the only thing that makes the experience sort of regrettable

the jokes the friends we have in common make are kind of funny, i even join in sometimes, but, chirst, do i wish you didn't pretend i didn't exist

it's not like i want to get married and have three babies, you know? i mean, i don't even want it to happen again. i can admit it was a drunken mistake from both ends that never would have happened in different circumstances, but it did and im dealing with the consequences

but i will say, i know what you're probably thinking about me and the situation. i don't know you that well, but the impression i got is that you're one of those guys who think they're better than everyone bc they're rich, popular, cool and don't care about school. and im not that. but honestly? i don't think i respect you enough to genuinely care about whether you think i was "cool" enough for you

so yeah, i just wish you weren't such an asshole