The Reason Mira Hangs Around Valentine. cw: implied sexual violence (not between mira and val), implied sexual content (the FWB relationship).
for a long time, mira does not like to be touched, and she will not talk about why. it isn't difficult for valentine to guess, being one of the only people who does actually have explicit permission to touch mira; ze moved wrong once in the middle of an Encounter and mira nearly ran out of the room. ze hasn't asked about it outright, only for a list of things ze shouldn't do, but between the reaction and the requests and the fact that valentine knows what she came from, there's not a lot left to the imagination.
when they know each other better (once mira has stopped tensing every time she's touched, only when ze surprises her) (ze starts approaching her from the front, or else making purposeful noise so she can hear zem coming), ze does ask, in a roundabout sort of way, why mira is doing this at all, considering she disliked being touched for so long. ze's not sure ze'll like the answer, but she's honest about it: she wanted to learn to like or at least tolerate being touched, wanted control over her body and her reactions.
what she does not say, but valentine understands, is that she wanted to remind herself she had agency, didn't want the past to keep digging its claws into her. (it probably helps that she could throw zem like a rag doll if she wanted.) ze falls silent for a while, overcome; mira by this point is newly the sunbringer, newly Hero of Lore, and to have her outright say she trusts valentine to help her with this, to have her put herself in zir hands and trust that it won't hurt, is--
ze stops being able to lie to zirself about mira, after that.
*i would put these thoughts in the tags, because it's sort of a tangent, but it also talks a bit more about The Incident, and i want that to remain behind a cut, so. cw again for more explicit discussion of rape/sexual violence i am not joking.
mira will never talk about it. if you did manage to pry the admission out of her with a crowbar, she would say that what happened to her was not rape and would barely admit it was assault; she would say that it didn't go that far, and anyway it was just an idiot looking for power over someone lesser and she was a convenient target. (if it had happened to someone else she would call it what it is. she can't admit it, even to herself, because - )
(the lord sunbringer is untouchable. the lord sunbringer walks among the nobility with her head held high, and she never flinches, and she has never been small and scared and at the mercy of someone who thought themself better than her. the lord sunbringer is both mask and shield for a small, scared child, who remembers what it is to be powerless.)
(it's also not the only reason she hates being touched - she's just straight up Not Used To being touched kindly, if at all. with time and people that care about her, she gets used to it and can even find comfort in it, but it's always going to be...a little strange.)