Every time Drake closed his eyes he still saw it: massive, dark and ominous with its long skinny armlike appendages and its one red eye. Still felt his feet dangling in the air as the creatures cold, clawed hand wrapped around his throat, squeezing the life out of him; reminding him that no matter how strong and capable he felt only moments ago, he was still a weak, stupid kid and he'd never be able to save them. Not Betty, or Lucky, or Denny, or Robin, or Anya...none of them. Just like he wasn't able to save Tiffany. But at the same time he was willing to give his life for any given one of them, and no matter what...if given the chance he'd do it again.
Every time Drake opened his eyes, he was still in the hospital, and everything hurt. But he was never alone. Kim and Larry were by his side when they didn't have work, and Mac, Drake was pretty sure that Mac never left. Lester was never there, unsurprisingly. No. This was his true family.
Drake would close his eyes and relive that moment, then open them and be in the presence of family, rinse and repeat. It had been….days? Weeks? Years? He didn't know, but while it felt like years, days was probably more likely.
A familiar voice stirred him, and he opened his eyes from the same nightmare, to awaken to not three, but four familiar faces. Mac, Kim and Larry were there as usual, but this time, right by his side, was Betty.
"Good. We still have that date at the zoo…"
"Yeah. I wouldn't miss that for anything…"
"I... I'd like that to be a...date date…"
"Me too," he answered with a smile. "I…" he tried to say more, but as always those three little words got stuck in the back of his throat, clinging to his tonsils for dear life and refusing to come out. Instead, he reached for her, his hand seeking hers. But never found it, because before he could, her lips met his, and his aches and pains and insecurities seemed to just...melt away.