[dreamerboisworld]

"I'll let you know tomorrow, im okay today" - Isaiah Rashad

[dreamerboisworld]

[wordx]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[fatefuly]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— josé olivarez // natalie diaz

[dreamerboisworld]

This is probably the loneliest ive felt in a long time.

Despite having the people you cherish the most around , there's something that feels empty

Which makes me think , what is connection?

Is it weird that I crave connection yet I push everyone away when they get too close?

Yet when im alone im comfortable but I see people with close connections and they seem fulfilled and makes me wonder is that what im missing

Yet im so blessed with so many loving people , it because their love isn't enough?

Or is it just me?

Am I so broken that even love needs to be twisted and made into something ugly because ugly is the only thing that feels real or even okay.

Who do I blame?

My parents? My partner? My job?

I dunno. Its that old cliche of feeling alone in a crowded room.

Never related to that until now.

Just makes me question what is connection?

[dreamerboisworld]

[dreamerboisworld]

Spotify playlists been serving me lately

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-"The greatest"

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[thehopefulquotes]

“I can’t exactly describe how I feel but it’s not quite right. And it leaves me cold.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

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[dreamerboisworld]

[dreamerboisworld]

To this day