Something i like about ur stories is that they dont go all softy mushy 24/7. I like that they are professional about the situation , although i doubt it’ll last long when they return lol.
but it makes so much sense, why would this, king basically, fall to his knees at the sight of yn like that. Yes he is hurt but he needs to be a leader- i like that a lot.
gives the characters so much…depth? Im not sure-but it makes them seem like actual people and makes their dialogue that much more believable.
It also makes this story so much more than just a romantic piece of fiction, its art. It’s beautifully written, and has so much plots that it makes my head reel with theories.
i always do this with published books, movies or shows- but i love analysing works of fiction and then basically turning into a crazy person and making full on essays and boards full of strings connecting characters to actions and diving into relationships.
i found myself starting to do this with AWD, which is odd since i never do it with ffs, but i guess yours is so captivating and beloved to me- that i made an exception.
what im trying to say is:
i like ur writing :)
God I fucking love writing soft Lee Know you have no idea. ESPECIALLY when he’s been nothing but a jackass for so long. KISS KISS KISS I love it SO MUCH!!
I’m so glad that you like how I write Chan and the other characters!! That’s something I always try to make sure to do in my story. Like, I know it’s fiction and that we read these stories to be the center of attention, but there needs to be SOME realism in there!
So you’re EXACTLY right!! That jarl CANNOT just break down in front of his entire army over two people, it’s just not real.
Now, when he’s alone with them, that’s another story.
But all these characters have varying walls they keep up in front of other people, so Chan and Jeongin are going to have very different reactions to everything! Same with Jisung and Felix when we see them again.
I’m actually blushing that you’re treating my silly little fic the same way you would with a book! I’m kicking my feet around!!
I’m so glad you love the story, I hope you enjoy the rest too 💖💖💖
hey so umm if you dont mind im taking u as my mother now
why are u so sweet ? Do u want me to catch a cavity? And ur writing is so captivating.
listen- how about i come live with u forever and ever. I can cook, i can clean and i can sit pretty at home. Nice , yea? Deal?
Omg 💖 this is like a reverse adoption, I’ll TAKE it. DEAL.
Terms and conditions apply, I won’t make you cook or clean, but I will do annoying mother things such as: embarrassing you in front of your friends, asking you questions you already answered, and buying you things that you would’ve liked 10 years ago.
You’ll also have to listen to my strange ideas for a fic and then go “BUT DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? IS IT TOO UNREALISTIC?!”
Omg language barrier reminds me of that one episode of friends fizjfjzdjdhsheh
HAHA IT 100% IS
This episode is actually what inspired it!!!!
I knew I wanted to write a fic with the concept of the Language Barrier, but I didn't know how to get those two in a forced situation. The I was rewatching Friends and VIOLA! the idea was born!!!
other than AWD - my absolute FAV work of yours HAS to be your hyunjin detective work for kinktober. I read it like a year ago , and every like 2 months i remember it and read it all over again. Its so good. I love how you portrayed his character. It was so hot omg.
also for AWD im so so so excited, i cant wait for the next update. I would love it if we saw more han- i loved his dynamic with mc.
i really appreciate your dedication to writing, and i love you as a whole to be honest- youre so cute!! All in all hope youre doing well and life has been treating you nicely, i know it tends to do the opposite hehe.
Wishing you all the best, babe!
OH-
Guess who finally checked her inbox properly (me!)
I am SO glad you said so. Honestly, that Hyunjin fic and the Han fic, Watch Your Six, are the two fics I'm most proud of story wise. I was COOKING with those!
I was in such a cop/detective mood when I wrote the Hyunjin fic I was in my own little world.
There is a lot of Han coming down the pike with AWD, I actually thought of the cutest/precious/sweetest way to give him a lot of time with our dear Y/N. So, look forward to it!! It's coming and I'm very excited to write him again.
I've been kicking myself lately for not giving him a lot of time previously, and if I ever go back and do a re-write, I'm going to add a chapter or two of just him.
I love you so so so much <33 I hope you're having a great day!!!
The worst part was neither did Seungmin. Both you and Hyunjin stayed curled in each other’s arms for what felt like hours. Neither one of you wanted to move from your position against the cell wall.
When you had woken up, Hyunjin was fast asleep behind you, his head resting on your shoulder. Every shallow exhale he let out fanned over your shoulder gently.
You turn your head slightly, your nose nuzzling into his temple. His eyebrows twitch but he stays asleep.
All of your injuries from the dagger have closed thanks to the mage surrounding you. His magic is weak right now, but it still managed to close the wounds to a bearable point. The bloodstains on your tunic have now dried.
The only thing that’s left from earlier is a constant dull throb, making the injuries feel as though they’re two days old instead of a few hours.
Your body feels achy and weak, more so than it has these past few days. Mortal’s Touch still must be flowing through your bloodstream and making you frail. Every single one of your joints ache. There are pains in places you didn’t think were possible to hurt.
And who knows when it will end?
You’ve been in this cell for weeks– months now.
And all you’ve had to do while you’ve been in here is think. Well, between all the torture, that is.
Memories were your only escape from the harsh reality that you found yourself in. Little flashes of running through the forest of Erbus while your mother calls you in for dinner soothed you.
If you thought hard enough, sometimes you thought you could picture her face again. When you really allowed yourself to focus, you could recall the curve of her nose, shaped just like yours, the small bridge of freckles that would appear in the summertime, the prominent shape of her cupid’s bow.
Once a month, your mother would crush up rose and lavender petals and make them into an oil that she would apply to her skin. The only times you were ever close enough to smell it were when she would hold you close.
Like that time you were six years old and fell from the tree you were climbing. You had slipped on the branches and came tumbling down to the dirt. The only injury you ended up sustaining was a small scrape to your elbow.
But you cried so hard, you may as well have broken your arm. After bandaging you up, you were still letting out little sniffles and cries.
Your mother wrapped her arms around you and held you close to her chest.
A mother’s hug heals everything, doesn’t it?
There’s a different type of warmth that comes from the arms that carried you since the day you were born. No matter what the circumstances were, it didn’t matter what was wrong or what hurt, mind, body, or soul, if your mother wrapped her arms around you, you were better.
You would breathe in her rose and lavender scent and the tears would stop. She would coo into your hair and kiss your forehead before sending you on your way once more.
In no time at all, you would be back to climbing trees and jumping over fallen logs in the woods.
What you wouldn’t give for one of your mother’s hugs right now.
Even though you were so young when she was taken from you, it doesn’t take away the fact that she’s the first person you crave when you’re scared or when you’re hurting. Calling out for your mother is an instinct so ingrained in everyone it should be studied.
That day on the battlefield, when all of the soldiers were closing in around you on top of that wall, you called out for your mother.
And if you had the strength, you would do so right now.
You want your mother. You want to hear her voice, you want her to hold you close and listen to her heart beat.
A hollow, empty feeling sits so heavily in your chest. It’s a different pain than the type you’ve been on the receiving end for the last few weeks. It’s not even a pain that was inflicted while you’ve been in this cell.
Nonetheless, Erbus caused it. These monsters are the ones that took your mother and father away. They’re the ones that took away the one pair of arms you need to be held in the most.
Erbus has been torturing you long before you were thrown within this cell. Long before this war was declared, long before you were made into a court member of Miroh, long before you even became a mercenary. They have been twisting the knife in your heart since you were only nine.
Hyunjin’s arms twitch around your body, shaking you from your runaway thoughts.
Your head turns a bit and you look at him as his eyes twitch and blink open slowly.
“Does it hurt?” he asks immediately. His voice is rough and slurred as he drags himself from sleep.
“Nay,” you whisper back. “Only the usual pains.”
“Then why do you cry?”
You freeze.
Slowly, your hand reaches up and you touch your cheek. Sure enough, there are tears coming down your cheeks.
“I…” you start but your voice trails off.
“Troubled mind?” Hyunjin murmurs. He lifts his chin from your shoulder and sits back against the wall once more.
Your eyes stare forward, focusing on just one of the four hundred and thirteen stones in the floor.
“Aye,” you respond. “I guess you could say that.”
Hyunjin waits for a moment. His hands move from wrapped around your body to trail up the sides of your arms, tracing small circles and patterns on the bruised and battered skin.
“Coin for your thoughts.”
A weak smile pulls at your lips at the little joke. Maybe if you had more energy, you would’ve laughed.
“I am just thinking about my mother,” you say simply. Behind you, Hyunjin lets out an exhale.
“Taken by Erbus?”
“Aye.”
You had already told Jisung the story that one night in front of the campfire. The night that he crawled inside your bedroll and held you while you both cried together.
“Tell me about her.”
It’s such a simple request, but it squeezes at your heart nonetheless. Countless fragments of memories go through your mind, once more, you think you can smell her scented oil.
“She was tall.” It’s the first thing that comes to your mind. “Tall for a human woman, at least. One time I heard my father say it was one of the reasons he fell for her, she had the height of an elf, but the sharp tongue of a human.”
Hyunjin lets out a weak laugh behind you. “Much like you then.”
You hum in agreement. “Aye. I definitely take after her in many ways. But she always told me I looked more like my father.” There’s a beat. “They both loved me so much, Hyunjin. I cannot even begin to even create a complaint about my parents. They loved me more than the moon loves the night sky.
“Our cottage was this tiny house with one room. There were no bedrooms or a kitchen or library. It had four walls that held two beds, a small cooking spit, a table with three chairs, a wardrobe, and a bookshelf. But I never wanted it to be any different.”
His fingers continue to trace up and down your arms as you stare off into space, reminiscing about that little cabin in the woods.
“Every night, they would tuck me into bed and both of them would kiss my cheeks, my father first, then my mother. And they would tell me how much they loved me. I cannot lie, I had a very fortunate childhood.”
Countless people you have crossed paths with have had the opposite experience as your own. Every time someone would tell you about a negative relationship with their parents, your heart would ache for them.
The smile on your face turns wistful. “One morning, my mother woke me up early, before the sun had even risen or poked over the horizon. I can only remember she held up a finger to her lips, smiling and telling me that we had to be quiet, that we were going to surprise my father since it was his birthday.
“We went down to the town and we were there just in time as the bakery opened. The two of us were the first in line and we bought him the most beautifully frosted cake that I had ever seen, it had to be bigger than my face.”
Both you and your mother also bought a sweet bread that the two of you shared on your way back to the cabin. The two of you giggled and passed the bread back and forth, making sure it was finished before you got home.
Your mother had said it was a secret that only the two of you could know about, and your younger self took that to heart.
“When we got back to the cabin, my father was still asleep. He snored like a bear and we could hear him before we even got inside. We woke him up holding the cake and yelling birthday wishes at the top of our lungs. He sat up and hugged us both with the biggest smile on his face. By the Six, I can still see the crows' feet crinkling next to his eyes.”
The happy memory sits inside your chest, warming up your damaged and worn soul. It flickers inside you like a dying campfire.
Thinking about your parents always kindles the flames within your soul, even now, when you’re at the lowest you’ve ever been. Just remembering the happiness they raised you with alights something inside you.
Hyunjin remains quiet behind you, listening to you talk. Not once do his little caresses cease on your skin.
“We started the day with cake and then spent the remainder of his birthday down at the lake, playing in the water and laughing as a family. Even as the sun went down behind the clouds, we were smiling and laughing. It was… it was perfect. Every single day was perfect.”
Suddenly, your throat feels too tight.
As if sensing the shift in your demeanor, Hyunjins hands gently wind around your stomach once more, being very careful of the wounds throbbing across your stomach. With what remaining strength he has left, he squeezes and holds you close.
“I often think about what my life would have been like if they were not taken from me,” your voice utters. The tears have not stopped flowing down your cheeks. It’s a wonder your eyes aren’t too dry to even shed them.
“Thinking about what could have been can poison your mind,” Hyunjin murmurs. His own tone sounds strained.
“Perhaps,” you reply. “But at the same time, it relaxes me. I allow myself to conjure up a vision of this second life… One where my parents raised me and we were permitted to live together as a family…”
He hesitates for a beat. “What do you imagine?”
A soft hum comes from your chest. “I like to imagine that I grew up to be an alchemist.”
When he laughs, it comes out gently, like a puff of air. “Truly?”
“Aye,” you answer with your own weak laugh. Your head tilts to the side. “I would have studied hard and learned the craft and opened a shop in the town… I would have created tonics that would cure ailments, supply aid, perhaps even extend lives or do wondrous things like breathe underwater.”
Your body begins to relax further into him as you tell him your little fantasy.
“I would live in the room above my shop and it would only be a short walk to the cottage where I would visit my parents at least once a week for dinner. Maybe, I would bring them a new tonic or two for them to try for me…
“Eventually, some dashing young man would walk into my shop one day, looking for a healing potion and I would notice that he seemed injured so I would take him into the back where I keep all my ingredients and supplies and make him sit still while I heal him up. After a moment, I would look into his eyes… he would look into mine… and I would fall in love.”
His arms tighten around you. “Sounds like folly to me,” Hyunjin grumbles into your shoulder.
“You sound jealous.”
“I am not.”
“You are jealous of a man who does not exist.”
“Nay. I am not.”
“He does not exist, nor does my shop, nor do my alchemy skills.”
Hyunjin scoffs and shifts behind you. The wistful smile stays on your face and your hands reach up and rest on top of his.
“Rest assured, nothing about this fantasy life is real, no matter how deeply I wish it to be.”
There’s a long moment of silence in the cell. Condensation drips from the ceiling into a standing puddle and you can hear Erban soldiers communicating through the walls. The fires lit in the sconces flicker and lick up the sides.
Behind you, Hyunjin’s chest rises and falls in a shallow, uneasy rhythm.
Taking a deep, painful breath, you turn slightly in his arms to look at the side of his face. As soon as you move, he looks right back at you. The bags under his eyes look like deep bruises.
“Though, I am certain that the life I live now is a fantasy to some others,” you murmur, staring deeply into his now dull eyes. “Perhaps the alchemist escapes their mundane life by imagining she is the mercenary for the Jarl’s court; maybe she imagines that her other court members invade her life and make themselves the most important people in her life.”
Hyunjin stares back at you.
“Perhaps she imagines grand battles and wars, maybe she dreams of learning how to wield a sword so she can protect the ones she loves, even at her own peril.”
And for a moment, even if it is brief and fleeting, you see a tiny spark in those gorgeous eyes. It leaves as soon as it comes, but you know it was there.
“Does the mercenary also have a happy ending in the alchemist’s fantasy?” Hyunjin whispers.
You hum, rolling your eyes a bit. “Now we are imagining a fantasy’s fantasy? Should we go one step further and imagine that mercenary pictures being an alchemist?”
It’s his turn to roll his eyes and look off to the side. “Now you are just being boring.”
“We do not even know if this mercenary will have a happy ending.”
“She will,” Hyunjin replies immediately. His voice is stronger than it has been in weeks. The strength is only there for that one moment, same as the spark in his eyes. He looks back at you. “She will.”
You open your mouth to respond, but before you can, a world shattering boom rattles the entire fort. Both you and Hyunjin practically jump out of your skin at the noise. The very stones of the walls shake from what sounds like an unbelievable impact.
Soldiers begin screaming outside the door of the jail.
Hyunjin’s arms tighten around you in a protective manner, his entire body tensing up.
Inside your chest, you feel your heart kickstart. Is this Miroh? Is Miroh attacking? Is it finally happening?
There’s only about thirty seconds of silence before two more explosions hit the fort, these ones sounding and feeling like they’re at different points in the fort.
Your eyes flitter around wildly, trying to get your bearings. Every single one of your muscles begins to scream when you try to move.
All of the instincts within you are telling you to move; but even if you managed to crawl across the floor to the cell door, you’re still locked in here.
Another explosion hits the fort and dust falls from the ceiling over you and Hyunjin.
The screaming gets louder and louder.
“Do you think–”
You’re cut off by the sound of the door to the prison bursting open and slamming into the stone wall. At the same time of the collision, a booming, feral, animalistically angry voice screams down the hall.
“You ruin everything, you rotten fucking monster!” Allericks’ voice is so loud it echos in your ears and rattles your very bones. “There will be no rescue mission for Miroh!”
His boots are thundering down the hall.
As Hyunjin holds you close, small noises of fear claw their way up your throat and you shrink back into him inch by inch. Allerick’s voice has such an instant effect on your brain. At the very sound of him, you can feel every single one of your wounds throbbing.
Now that the door to the prison is open, the yelling and screaming is louder. All of the soldiers are bellowing orders to one another, manning different stations and trying to muster enough strength to defend themselves.
“You disgusting, hideous, vile creatures! You and all of the blackened beings of Miroh!”
As soon as Allerick’s body is in front of the cell, he’s thrusting the key into the lock and wrenching open the door. It swings and hits into the bars with a clang that goes right through you. He sneers when he sees you and Hyunjin huddled in with one another.
“Oh, how wonderful that you were able to feel one final tender touch before I rip you limb from limb!” he growls, striding towards you at such a frightening pace, you would think he was running.
Hyunjin tries to turn your bodies to shield you but Allerick is much faster and stronger than both of you combined at the moment. He reaches down and grabs you by the hair, prying you out of Hyunjin’s arms and launching you across the cell with a roar.
The stone scrapes up your arms and legs as you collide with the floor.
“Y/N!” Hyunjin yells.
“Even when I have you down in my prison, chained, tethered, tortured, and two steps from The Void, you still find ways to stab me in the back and make my life difficult!”
He stalks closer to you.
Weakly, you push yourself off the floor, both of your arms shaking. Your elbows almost immediately buckle under your body weight and you whimper quietly as you make contact with the floor.
“I should have known better than to think you could be of any use to me!” Allerick grabs a fistful of your hair just to use his other hand and delivers a punch directly to your cheek. The pain bursts behind your eyes immediately.
He pulls back and punches you once more, this time releasing your hair as the punch lands, just so your head can crack down onto the stone floor.
“Stop!” Hyunjin screams.
“You will get your turn, dagger ear! Shut your fucking mouth!” Allerick screams at him and then turns his attention back to you.
Explosion after explosion hits the outside of the fort. All of the dust and debris rains down from the ceiling. The very ground shakes underneath you.
Groaning in pain, you’re about to turn over onto your back when a swift kick is ushered right to your side. Instead, your body ragdolls with the momentum of the kick and you grunt and cough at the same time. Little droplets of blood spurt from your mouth.
“You good for nothing rat!” Allerick screams. “I should have killed you on day one. I should have had the guards tear your limbs off and fed them to you while you cried and begged for death!”
Another kick to your ribs and you’re sure you hear one snap. The sharp pain shoots right through you, the pain chokes any noise you could make and all you’re able to produce is a wheeze.
A hand grabs your shoulder and rolls you onto your back. His body comes down over yours, straddling your hips and grabbing the front of your tunic.
There’s no strength left in your body. You’re so completely broken and useless. All you can do is open your eyes and look up at him from.
He looks nothing like the man you know. The man above you right now is a wild animal; his teeth are bared and veins are popping in his forehead. You wouldn’t be surprised if foam started coming from his gums and dripping down his chin.
It feels like you’re looking into the eyes of the Void. Cold, harrowing fear trickles down your spine. You want to scream, you want to cry, but you’re completely frozen.
You’ve seen more compassion when staring into the eyes of a wolf.
Never before have you seen a human being gaze upon another with a look like this.
“I should have killed you yesterday. I should have drenched that dagger in Void Toxin. I should have watched it take a hold of your very soul. Oh, little mouse, how I crave to watch the life leave your eyes.”
His hand moves from gripping your tunic to wrapping around your throat completely, his fingers dig into your neck, cutting off your oxygen immediately.
Your mouth opens and closes, gaping like a fish out of water. One of your hands moves up to claw at Allerick’s, your nails digging into his skin to no avail.
“When those pests come down here, there will be nothing left of you, nothing but a bloody, useless corpse. You will just be another tally added to the toll while we cleanse this world of your filthy kind.”
All of your limbs grow cold, your muscles begin to spasm from the lack of oxygen.
The veins in your neck feel as though they’re about to explode from the pressure. Your eyes feel like they’re about to bulge out of your head.
A sick smile spreads across Allerick’s face as he watches you struggle, it stretches from ear to ear, showing off his once perfect, now yellowing, teeth. The bags under his eyes make them look psychotic.
He is not the man that raised you.
He’s an animal.
Hyunjin screams behind you, but it sounds so far away. You can’t hear the explosions anymore, you can only feel the ground beneath you vibrating with each impact.
Is this really how it ends for you? Minutes from salvation?
Huh.
Tears well up in your bloodshot eyes, the edges of your vision fading.
Will it be Uddos or Ytris you see when your eyes open once more? Who will be welcoming you to their part of the afterlife?
The Void cannot be any worse than this damned cell.
Slowly, your eyes begin to close. So, this is it. This is it for you.
Death might not be so bad.
Perhaps you’ll finally be able to see your mother and father again. There’s no way their souls are not in Utrium. They were both too kind and too full of love to end up anywhere near The Void.
Maybe you’ll finally get to smell that rose and lavender oil as your mother holds you in her arms. You can practically smell it now. It wraps around your nose and sends a wave of peace through your body.
That warmth– that sweet, sweet warmth of your mother’s embrace calls to you. The cozy, soft comfort of your head against her chest feels as though it’s right in your grasp.
Will there be sweet breads in Utrium? Oh, they’ll be the best you ever tasted, you’re sure of it.
A calm smile pulls at your blue lips.
Every single day will be just like your father’s birthday. You’ll be able to eat cake for breakfast and spend every single afternoon down by the lake, splashing water and swimming until the sun goes down–
“Not yet,” a familiar maternal voice coos in your head. “Not yet, my love.”
Another voice roars clear as day, shattering your peace and bringing you back to the harsh reality you’re currently in.
There’s a flurry of movement above you as a figure crashes into Allerick and tackles him to the ground and off of your body. You’re only able to make out the silver sheen of armor as the figure passes over you.
Desperately, you take in a gasp of air. Coughs wrack through your aching body as you try to breathe in any oxygen possible. Each breath is choppy and painful, but you suck them in nonetheless.
Your head drops to the side and you barely make out what you see in front of you. Your savior, completely crouched over Allerick, as he delivers punch after punch to his face. Allerick desperately tries to fight back but each hit is too powerful.
It’s taking too long for your vision to fully unblur.
Who is that?
That armor… you’ve seen that armor before… but only once.
The fires from the sconces glint off the polished steel brilliantly. Every single inch of the armor has been crafted exquisitely. Not a single piece is fitted incorrectly.
Miroh’s standard hangs off his sword belt on his hips.
The leather straps wound around the pieces are oiled and expensive. The now bloody gauntlets hug his forearms and display Miroh’s crest proudly.
It’s nothing short of regal.
It truly is a set of armor suited for a Jarl.
Your heart clenches in your chest and more tears spring from your eyes when you realize what you’re seeing.
Bang Chan, the Jarl of Miroh, is here to save you.
There’s some more screaming and boots running down the hall. Your eyes flick up to Hyunjin, who looks like he collapsed while crawling in your direction on his hands and knees. Tears are coming down his face as he sobs in what looks like unbridled relief.
He looks over and meets your eyes, and that relief becomes even brighter when he sees you’re alive.
“Y/N!” he cries your name. “Y/N!”
Over and over again, he sobs your name like it’s the only thing he knows. It’s the only word that tumbles from his cracked and dehydrated lips.
Figures sprint into the jail cell, one of them immediately runs to Hyunjin’s side.
“Here! In here! They are in here! In here!”
“Down here!”
Emotions hit you so heavily as familiar voices hit your ears. Voices that you’ve come to love and cherish. Voices that you would remember when it was so dark and bleak that you needed to try and gather some joy in your soul.
A warm hand grabs at your shoulder, rolling you onto your back. Out of pure instinct, you scream in panic and fear. Your voice comes out in a mere hissed noise, your vocal cords damaged from Allerick’s grip.
The hand recoils quickly, but comes right back to cup your cheek and gently guide your eyes to meet theirs.
More and more tears blur your vision, but you would recognize Lee Minho’s face anywhere.
His eyes are wide in horror as he takes in your near death appearance. “By The Six,” he says in a ghastly tone.
All you have energy to do is blink and breathe.
“Are they alive?!” Jeongin’s voice screams down the hall. “Minho, are they alive?!”
Minho can’t tear his eyes off your face, staring down at you in horror. “Aye! Alive! They li– They live!” he answers thickly. Every muscle in his face twitches and pulls into a different emotion every second.
You’re watching as he rides a carousel of human emotions: anger, disgust, horror, fear, sadness, it all crosses his face as he looks down at you. His hand begins to tremble against your cheek.
“Y/N,” he murmurs hoarsely, his eyebrows pinch together as if he’s the one in pain. “Oh, oh, you poor thing.” He sounds near tears himself.
Maybe it’s because his face is the first one you’re seeing during your rescue, but you swear you’ve never seen anything so beautiful in your life. One of the Six’s angels surely has come down to save you.
“Chan!” Jeongin screams once he’s in the cell. “Chan! Enough! Enough!”
Behind Minho, you watch him run over in Chan’s direction, most likely to yank him off of Allerick’s body. What state he’s in now, you don’t know. But you can’t find it within your heart to care if he is alive or dead.
“How is Hyunjin?” Minho calls over without taking his eyes off of you.
“Alive!” Changbin answers. “Y/N?!”
“Alive!” Minho answers.
“They are both alive?!” Seungmin screams down the hall.
“Both are alive!” Minho yells back just for the rogue to come join the party.
You don’t know how many more times they’re going to scream that you’re alive, but you don’t care. You wish you could scream it too.
You’re alive. You’re alive!
Chan lets out a loud roar of frustration as Jeongin drags him away from Allerick. “I want him bound and taken back with us. I want him thrown into solitary confinement! Whatever dark hole Miroh has under the Keep, I want him kept there! His face will never know sunlight again!”
Seungmin rushes past your body over to where Chan and Jeongin are, following his Jarl’s order to bind Allerick.
Chan continues to scream out in ire. “The Six themselves will have to come release you from Miroh’s prisons, you filthy, miserable excuse for life!”
Minho moves slowly, bending down and cradling your head with one hand. His touch is so gentle, treating you like you’re made of the most delicate glass ever created.
“We have you, Y/N, we have you. You are safe,” he coos down at you. You’re not sure if he’s trying to convince you or himself that you’re safe now. He keeps repeating it, shuffling you around to cradle you close to his chest. “I got you, Y/N, I have you.”
“Minho,” you whisper hoarsely. The way he reacts, you would think you punched him in the chest. His shoulders hunch forward and he grips you tighter, bringing your head closer to him. Both of Minho’s arms wrap around you and he pulls you up into his lap.
Your head tucks into his chest, a wave of warmth and peace floods through your body once you’re safely nestled in his embrace.
His clean and musky scent wraps around your senses. It’s been so long since you’ve smelled anything but death, decay, vomit, and blood.
Behind you, Chan barks more orders, nothing but pure wrath and malice in his voice.
Weakly, your hand comes up and you grab at Minho’s arm, your bony fingers curling around his arm. His body begins to tremble.
Slowly, your eyes begin to slide shut. That sense of peace and safety lulling your brain to finally shut down.
“Not yet, Y/N,” Minho whispers, shaking you very gently. He jostles you the same way you would try and get a dew drop to fall from a leaf.
Minho turns your head for you with one hand cradling the back of your skull. A waterskin is immediately placed upon your lips and clean water comes rushing out into your parted lips.
You’ve never drank anything so greedily in your life. It’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted. The nectar of the Gods was put into this waterskin, wasn’t it? Your neck cranes to get even more of the water.
“Easy,” Minho says in a gentle tone.
Jeongin’s hand comes up and rests on your forehead, taking away the waterskin after another moment. His fingers shakily brush away the hair sticking to your forehead.
Changbin and Seungmin sound as if they’re talking to Hyunjin, giving him water just like Jeongin had done for you.
Several Miroh soldiers come into the cell. “Take this thing out of my sight,” Chan growls, he’s talking about Allerick. “Straight to the prisons with him. Do not be kind.”
“Aye, my lord,” one soldier says and there’s some shuffling. “The remainder of Erbus has fled, my lord.”
“Good,” Chan answers. “Changbin?”
“Garrison the fort, I will keep another General here.” the Commander answers, his tone distracted. “We return to Miroh immediately. We will come up with another plan once we return.”
“You heard him.”
The soldiers move around and exit the cell.
The cell becomes quiet, save for the whispers of your fellow court members. Changbin and Seungmin whisper down to Hyunjin while Minho and Jeongin coo down to you.
You could have never anticipated the quietness that surrounds you now.
Chan’s armor clinks as he moves around. “How do they fair?”
“Her stomach,” Seungmin croaks from across the room. He sounds absolutely miserable. “Please check on her stomach.”
Both Jeongin and Minho hesitate before one of them very gently lifts the fabric of your tunic up to reveal your marred abdomen. Both men suck in sharp gasps.
“I healed her last night,” Hyunjin murmurs. “But only what I could… The poison–”
“What poison?” Chan asks, obviously alarmed.
“Mortal’s Touch,” Seungmin answers. “The one I spoke about.”
Warm, gentle fingers brush over your abdomen delicately. It still sends a sharp pain up your body and you hiss, shrinking away from them.
“Apologies,” Jeongin whines. “I believe her ribs are broken.”
You nod in Minho’s arms, some of the strength returning to your body. Your breathing is still choppy and hoarse. Every few breaths, you cough.
The clinking of Chan’s armor gets louder and you hear him kneel down next to you. Slowly, you open your eyes to look up at him. His warm, brown eyes meet yours and you swear you’ve never felt such instant comfort in your life.
Relief like when your mother held you after falling out of the tree.
Your throat gets tight and your bottom lip trembles.
He looks down at you and you see his jaw clench, the muscles in his neck shift around as he swallows, his Adam's apple bobs. He’s trying so hard to be strong right now, but you know he’s moments away from breaking down completely.
“We need to get them back to Miroh,” he says, his eyes never leaving your face. “They need to see Felix immediately.”
Minho and Jeongin both nod. The advisor slowly and carefully begins to move his arms around, preparing to carry your body out of this damp and dank cell. Your body easily falls into the comfort of his embrace.
Chan stands up first, gathering himself back together to face his soldiers, clearing his throat and looking around the cell for a moment. His shoulders roll back and his head tilts to the side, it’s that same nervous twitch you’ve always watched him have.
He walks towards the cell door, his boots hitting the ground with steady thuds.
